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Prologue

Alex Karev: For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything.

Izzie had just gotten the money from Denny and she was sitting in her room talking to george

Izzie- I can't believe it, I don't know whether to be happy or.. , I mean I shouldn't be happy, I mean I lost the love of my life, the one man who actually made me feel good. I mean I can't be happy, I can't …. George should I be happy?

George- Well I mean 8 million dollars is a lot of money and well of course you should be happy, I mean you know we've been friends for awhile…(interrupted by izzie)

Izzie- oh no george, I can't , it's wrong, this is not right, I can't . I can't …

Izzie started crying and george hugged her.

George- Izzie I was kidding about, you giving me some money, well kind of …just kidding. but I certainly am not kidding about you being able to be happy. You deserve to be happy, more than anyone I know, you have a good heart, you've been through a lot and you always are able to make it through, Izzie I'm not saying you should be going nuts happy about the money, which, hey is how I would feel, but I understand why you still have a feeling of sadness in your heart, but don't you dare think that if you accept this money, that you wanted Denny to die, because Izzie, we all know you loved him, even Alex knows that, even though I know it may hurt him to say so. We would never think anything bad of you. Izzie you have everything going for you, your smart, kind, and gorgeous, and I think you care too much about what people think, you shouldn't because if anyone had anything negative to say about you they are probably jealous. Ok, So please don't blame yourself, you need your friends, and yes you even need eAlex, even though you may hate him sometimes, I mean hey, we all hate him sometimes, but you Izzie Stevens, you bring out a side of him that makes us like him , he's changing because of you Izzie…

Izzie hugged george as he stroked through her hair, she was curled up with her hands covering her eyes, like a baby, she layed there,

(this scene is at SGH Alex is helping Addison with some patients)

Addison: So Mr. Karev why are you so quiet today, have you finally learned to keep your mouth shut?

Alex: Naw, I'm just tired from working out this morning (Alex thought to himself I miss Izzie)

Addison: So have you heard from Dr.Stevens, I haven't seen her since the doomful prom?

Alex: Well, she's kind of a wreck, no she's a total wreck, I mean she lost the love of her life….(the words stung Alex's tongue as he said them)

Addison: Alex you really love Izzie don't you?

Alex: I don't know what love is, I haven't had love all my life, but I know how to love myself that's for sure (alex fakely smiled)

Addison: Alex, why is it that you always put on your ego face when questions about your emotions come up? I mean seriously?

Alex: Well, I mean what is love anyway, and how do you know your in love?

Addison: Well, love is , well it is the best emotion in the world, although It can totally shatter a person, Love is baring yourself, putting yourself out there for a person basically naked , but not in a physical way, it's just letting someone know how you feel, it's different for everyone. Telling someone you love them, I will tell you, is harder than passing the MCAT. Because when you tell someone you love them, the world is never the same, everything changes, if you fail the MCAT, you can take it again, and again, but you can never take back that you tell someone you love them, and sometimes you can't tell them in time. And I will tell you this Alex, taking this from personal experience , tell the person you love them, before it's too late, before they find someone else and I'm not just saying just tell them, you have to show them , in your actions you take, and don't ever do something that can detest your love for them. So, yes , Dr.Karev, seriously, when are you going to tell and show Dr.Stevens?

Alex( alex was in deep sadness, why is it that he ruins everything , Izzie will never love him now, he ruined his chances, why didn't he tell , why didn't he show her)- I seriously don't think she would want to give me another chance, but seriously, if love is what you just explained, than I'm definitely in love with Izzie, I am. ( the words "in love with Izzie, put a pain in his heart, a pain he has never felt, yes he's been abused, yes he's been injured in practice, and has had many colds, but this was a pain not fixed by a doctor, this was a pain fixed by love).

This is just my first part to my story, if you have any advice please comment my page, if you don't just comment my page anyways, that would make my day ! lol 