Dean and Sam looked at me, I returned them a small smile. Sam got off the bed. Dean continued what he was doing. I couldn't beileve it they didn't care at all. "Should I call him back?" I asked. Sam and Dean nodded there heads no. I couldn't beileve Dean, Sam, I could beileve. Dean just was such a solider, he would of called back. He always called back. Sam only called back if it was Dean or I, mostly I but still.

"We just got our father on the line and you don't care?" I asked shocked.

"Jessica died for our father and we have him; you won't even call him back! Sam and I left school and we can't even call him back!- I can't even call him back? I left Matt for this!" That was a little bit to far. I wasn't even with him- whatever, a boys name will spark off flames. I then promised myself then and there that no matter how mad Sam and Dean got at me for saying that, we will not talk about Matt. We will talk about Dad.

"Hey, you leave Jessica out of this!" Sam yelled comming up to me. At first I got scared its Sam, and when he raises his voice its not good. Its a red flag that waves and yells "Stop what your doing in the name of god" I didn't. I decided to stand right up to him. Of course he was taller then me, but that wouldn't stop me, I was pissed.

"You claim you care about her so much, well- your the weirdest boyfriend I've ever seen." Dean got up. He could tel we were in for it big time. I wasn't done, I was just begining.

"How would you know you've never had a boyfriend." It was pitifull how Dean really wanted to beileve it but I had done more then that. I was Deans sister for goodness sakes. I was 15 but they forgott about my birthday, who cares, Dean was probably having fun that day with Cassie.

"I'm 15, you don't know what I've done." I said. That of course gave Dean a heart attack. He thought that he had done such a good job at protecting me HAAH!

"You call dad back and you yell at him for giving you all this crap! This life!" I yelled at Sam. Dean was still heart stroken.

"I can't he is my dad, he is your dad too! You should have a little respect for him, Dean and I. So I excpect an appology for this outbrake. You sit in that bed and calm down and then think about your purpose in life. You are here to save people and to take orders and obey. You are the youngest, and your a girl. That makes you very volnerable and I will not let you become a brat." That was it, I am a girl what the hell was that. I know I am but you can't use that against me.

"So, who cares if Im a girl, I can still kick ass and have sex and do all the stuff that you do." I yelled back.

"Your a 14 year old girl you don't need to have sex, and you can kick ass, but you still need training." Sam snapped.

"Im 15 my birthday was one week ago, but you forgott! I can kick your ass if I want too!" I slammed his foot really hard. He had pain in his eyes but tried not to show it. I grabbed my jacket and was about to leave untill Dean grabbed me.

"Laura sit on that bed and call your father." I looked at him weirdly.

"What?" I asked.

"Call him, it'll change your life, but thats what you want call him." I sat on the bed and grabbed the phone. It rang but know answer.

"So-" Dean said.

"I hate you so much!" I yelled.

"Well, we love you too." Dean said. "Listen to us next time we tell you something." He then waited for something. Kiss my ass!

"No way in hell I'm saying Yes sir." I said. "Its not over, he will call back and I will talk to him. I will have a normal life!"

"Keep dreaming, we will always have something to hunt and you know it." I went under the covers and Tears started to form in my eyes. Sam could hear me and he started to feel bad.

"Laura" he said in a very soft voice. He tried to tuch my shoulders, but I shrugged them off.

"Leave me alone, I hate-" I could barely say it. He then picked me up in his arms.

"I love you too, everything will be normal again. I promise you it will. I promise Jess it will." He then started to stroke my hair.

"You haven't had sex before right? Your stil a virgin." I wasn't but I wasn't going to tell him that. He would flip.

"Ya, I was lying about that crap." Matt, wow, first time. I thought to myself. Sam wanted to get all funny, but serious in a way.

"I don't like that word." He said. I started to giggle.

"Hey, I missed that." He said. I smiled at him. Me too, I hadn't laughed like that in a long time with Sam. I remeber the last time I acctually felt safe.

Flashbacks

Sam Dean and there friend Chad was over. They were watching The house of Wax movie. It was supposed to be a horror. Sam and Chad liked it a lot because Sam looked a lot like Wade and Chad looked a lot like Nick. People acctualy thought they were them. It was funny at times. Dad was on a hunt and I wanted to sit with my older brothers. So I was sitting in Deans lap pretending to sleep. My eyes were wide open.

"Goodnight Laura." Dean would say everyonce in a while, thats when I new to close my eyes. All of a sudden Dean stopped saying it and I didn't know. This guy was running under a blonde slutty girl and he started to stab her feet. My heart started to race. Sam looked at me and new I was getting scared. I was 8 for goodness sakes. I tightend my eyes shut and then when it all went blank I suddenly lost the capability of hearing sound. I thought it was over so I opened my eyes. Wrong time, There was a spear in the girls head. I screamed.

"Laura, its ok." Dean said. Sam came up to me, thats when I felt more safe.

"Its not real." he said. "Nothings going to happen." Dean then started to stroke my hair. I had tears in my eyes, it was scary.

"You prom-is-sss" I asked with little whipers in between.

"I promise" Dean and Sam both said at the same time.

Dean and Sam then picked me up and putt me in there room. I felt safe there for some reason. They pulled the covers over me and started to walk out the door. "Dean?" I asked. Sam and Dean both turned around. "Can you sing to me?" I asked. Dean started to chuckle. Sam went over to me.

"Remeber that song mom used to sing to you when your were a baby?" I smiled

"The peacefull song." I said.

"Chasing Cars?" Dean asked sitting next to Dean. Sam nodded his head.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

"Your crying." Sam said while smoothing my hair out.

"I miss mom." I said. Dean smiled at me.

"We all do, but were a family and were here now together."

End of Flashback

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or Sam and Dean John either. I own Laura. The song is own by Snow Patrol. It is an awsome Song. If you like it you should by the album, its great. If you also like it try "Over my head." By the frey.