Disclimer: I don't own Supernatural, Sam, Dean and John. The song is by Snow Patrol its called Chasing cars.

Authors Note: I love this song a lot, so I just wanted to add it one more time. I'll try and update this a lot more, I hope you guys enjoy!

Midnight893

It was 2 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about all the great times my brothers and I shared before these road trips. I really missed them a lot. Instead of going to sleep that night, I decided to just think about it.All the times my brothers and I shared.

Dean- 26

Sam-24

Laura- 14

"Hi, Im here to pick up a Laura Winchester." Dean said while talking to an older women at the front desk at Lauras school. "Hold on one seconed." She said while smiling at the boys. The boys smiled back at her while then looking around the big school. "So tell me again, why did Dad inrole Laura in a Cathlic school?" Dean asked. Sam laughed, "To keep her safe from demons and devils and-" The women came back. "we called her on the intercalm and the teacher said that she wasn't in class." Dean looked at Sam with a shocked look on his face.

Laura was known for ditching class. "Damn Laura-" Dean yelled while looking at Sam. He then relized that he was in a church like place. "Sorry," He said while turning to the old laddy. She just smiled polietly. "Look, your her dad I'm assuming so-" Dean cut her off after he relized the mistake she had made.

"I'm not her dad, I'm her eldest brother, and this is Sam her other older brother." All of a sudden they heard a big bang on the wall. Sam and Dean turned around and the old women just staired at the two kids kissing against the wall. She quickly ran out to them. "Matt!" the girl said while kissing him on the lips. "Laura, you should come over some time." Laura just gave him one hell of a kiss and then the women pulled them apart.

"Young lady, you should be in class." Laura laughed.

"Young man, you are in a church and you shouldn't be kissing a girl like that. You two, go sit in the office." Matt looked at Laura and Laura looked at Matt.

"It was all worth it." he said. Laura couldn't speak. She had spotted her older brothers in the office. What were they doing there?

"Laura?" Matt asked.

"My-" Dean then turned around to face his younger sister.

"Wow, Laura, your kissing in a church- I'm proud." Sam hit his shoulder.

"Why weren't you in class?" He asked. Laura looked at Matt.

"I was haveing a little fun-" Sam cut her off.

"A little fun? With him?" He asked turning around to face Matt. He had this look in his eyes like 'Im going to kill you.'

"No, I was just kissing the wall." I answerd. Sam looked at the old women.

"Thanks a lot, we'll take it from here." I looked at Matt and waved it was probably the last time I was going to see him. Sam was either going to kill me or keep me as prisinor.

Dean- 20

Sam- 18

Laura- 8

I was happy, it had been a long time since Dad was here and we were sitting her as a family eating. "Ok, so anyone have any news?" my dad asked while stuffing the fork full of spaghetti in his mouth.

"I do." Sam said. Everyone turned to face him. Dean and I had a smile on our face, Dad was just stairing.

"I got accepted to Stanford University." I started to clap and Sams face just lit up.

"Good job son, but your not going, I hope you know that." Sams smile then faded.

"What do you meen he is not going?" I asked trying to stand up for my brother. He had worked really hard for this.

"Young lady, who asked you to talk at the table, this doesn't concern you." I looked at Dad wanting to answer him back but Dean stopped me.

"Laura becareful." I looked at my eldest brother and then at my dad. He was pondering something.

"I'm going to college, I've worked so hard!" Sam started to raise his voice.

"No your not thats an order. Finish your dinner." Dad had said. I looked at Sam and then at Dad. I could see the anger in Sams face.

"No!" He yelled. Dean could spot trouble.

"Come on Laura lets go upstairs." He said I just gave him a stern face.

"No, I'm with Sam, and I'll help him." I yelled back. Dean looked at me like he was going to kill me.

"Laura, it's ok, go with Dean. Thanks for the help. I love you." He told me he loved me. That made me feel really uncomfortable, he sounded like he was dying and that I was never going to see him again. That just made me want to see him more. Dean then took my arm and pulled me upstairs.

"Laura Alexis Winchester, I don't want to hear you ever say No to me. You will respect me and Sam, and you'll take orders. You understand?" he asked. I didn't speak.

"Laura Alexis you better answer properly or I swear I'll give you one." He said I could hear the tone in his voice changing.

"Yes sir." I said while sitting on his bed.

"You don't move one inch until there done. You understand?" He asked.

"Dean!" I started to whine.

"Laura, what did I just tell you?" He asked.

"Yes sir." I answerd. I could hear them yelling a lot then there was a slam. I ran out of the room Dean tried to catch me. "Laura!" He yelled I didn't listen.

"Sam! Sam!" I yelled. I then looked at my father.

"What did you do?" I asked I started to shake him. He didn't attempt to move me.I then ran over to Dean and I started to cry.

"I hate you!" I yelled into his chest. He put his arms around me. "It will be ok, I'll go out looking for him and he'll be back by morning." Dad came up to Dean.

"He is not comming back, you are not going after him and I don't want either of you to call him. You understand?" He asked. Dean didn't answer I didn't either. I then took myself out of deans hug.

"How could you! He is your son. You should let him follow his dreams! I hate you so much!" I started to run upstairs but Dad pulled me back.

"Laura Alexis do you understand?" He asked. Dean then looked at me, "Laura." He said. I couldn't do anything.

"Yes sir." I said then very softly.

Dean- 19

Sam- 17

Laura- 7

We were in the woods and all of a sudden something grabbed me. It took me to a cave and hung me by my hands. It then took out a sharp knife. He was slowly comming toward me. 10, 9,8, 7, 6, 5, 4,- I was counting the steps it had left till it got back to me with that knife. It was just standing right infron of me. Then it took the knife and put it by my arm, I started to breath very fast. Where was Sam? Where was Dean? I turned around and there they were hanging next to me. They had blood all over there face. "I love you Lau-" Sam said, He then just stopped speaking. I could feel the blade carving a peice of my skin. I started to scream.

"AHHHHH!" Sam turned around in his bed and faced Dean who was on the other bed.

"That was Laura!" He yelled. He then ran out of the room, Dean ran after him.
"Laura! Laura!" Dean yelled while shaking me gently.

"Laura, it was a dream, wake up." I turned around to face him. He put his hand on my forhead.

"Sam go get a wet towl." I was sweating. Dean came up to the bed and took me in his arms.

"What happend?" He asked. Sam gave Dean the wet towel and he put it over my head. Sam then Sat on the other side of me.

"You were dead and Sam was dead and we were hanging in a cave with dead bodies-" My heart started to race again. Sam could tell I was getting scared.

"Its ok, were here. Just try and sleep." Dean looked at Sam and nodded at him.

"I'll stay, you have SAT tommarow, you go back to sleep." Sam looked at Dean and smiled.

"You sure?" He asked. Dean nodded his head. Sam then kissed my head and left the room.

I then fell asleep in his arms.

End of MEM.

"Laura." Dean said. I turned around and squinted my eyes a little. "Its time to wake up now." He then whispered. I lifted my head off the pillow and then slammed it back down.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"5:45." Sam answerd. I got up and just sat there and looked at them.

"What?" Sam asked.

"Have I ever told you how much I love you guys, and how lucky I am to have you as brothers." Dean came up to me and started to feel my forehead.

"She doesn't have a fever Sammy, maybe she got hit on the head." I laughed.

"I'm not sick, I just love you guys a lot, and I'm really lucky to have you as my brothers. Anyone in the world would be that lucky, but I just thank god that that anyone is me." I smiled at them Sam got up and came up next to me.

"I love you Laura." He said.

"Me too." I said while hugging him back.

"Just promise me your not about to die." he said I laughed again.

"I promise." I then started to remeber moms song. I started to sing it, thinking something was missing. Of course mom, I felt like she needed to be hear.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

Sam started to sing with me. I felt like the momment was perfect.

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

Dean felt like he was missing in all the act, I could tell that he thought to just throw away his ego. He started to sing a long too. We all lied down on the bed and looked at the ceiling. I could swear I could see mom sitting next to Sam.

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?