Authors Note: Sorry for the wait since school started I can get a chapter out every other day-- so Im going to be busy hope you like this chapter...

midnight893

I was lying on the bed. Sam and Dean were arguing in the next room. That's when I realized it. My life sucked. I sure had a great brother. Sam was the best, but what about Dean. The fact that he was really my dad and my dad just wasn't himself. I wish I new mom like Sam and Dean but I was really little. That day I lost my whole family. My mom, dad and Dean and soon Sam. I could here bits of the conversation going on in the other room.

"Dean! Dad is sick, he is lying on the bed with a bullet in his knee and all you want to do is go to Walgreen's and get a first aid kit? We have to go to the hospital!" I could hear feet stomping all over the place.

"Sammy what the hell are we going to tell the cops, Laura's insane boyfriend shot dad and he then left his body? Oh yea! I forgot his body is lying there dead on the floor what are we going to tell the cops that we have one missing person in our room and that he is lying there dead on the floor? What do you think there going to think? Sam Im older and I'm going to a store to get that bullet out of dad. That's final." I saw Dean run out of the room mad as hell. He gave one look to me and told me in an annoyed voice; "I'll be back." He then left the room with a slam.

Sam came out of the room and gave one glance at dad and then looked at me. I was lying down in my bed and I pretended to be asleep but the lights were on and I wasn't in the bed properly.

"Laura you need to get some sleep; okay?" I sat up in bed and just gazed at Matt and then back at Sam who was sitting on the table.

"Don't." I said. Simple.

"What?" He asked me. Tears started to roll down my eyes. He saw them slowly hit the bed. He quickly came over to me and put me in his arms.

"Laura what's wrong?" He asked me. I just held him really close to me. I didn't want to let go because if I did, I might loose him to.

"I'm losing everyone... I lost mom and then Dad and slowly after that Dean. You then Matt, but you came back to me and I don't want to lose you again! I can't take it anymore!"

"What do you mean? Deans here and so is Dad. He's right there look." I slowly turned to look at Dad and then the door. It symbolized were Dean had gone. I then turned to look at Sam again. I wiped a tear from my eye and then looked at Dad and then quickly whipped my head back to Sam.

"Who are you kidding? When Mom died so did Dad and Dean felt bad so he became dad. Then you went to college." Sam smiled and pushed some of my hair out of my face.

"Laura, I wish you could have met Mom. She was a great person in life. Deans just trying to do what he thinks is best for us, it might not be right, but he's your older brother give him some slack. What do you think he is going through? You know that macho man impression that he gives isn't really him. It's just his cover." I looked at Sam, what the hell was he talking about it seemed like he had Dean all figured out. Maybe that's why he cut him some slack, but why didn't he tell me about this before. I was really sinking here, sinking low. So once again I decided to ask the question that could get me killed. I don't know how but I just had a certain feeling about it. When you have a feeling in this family, you follow your instincts.

"A cover?" He nodded his head.

"You think Dean likes getting drunk? Having Sex--" He paused for a second.

"Getting drunk and doing all those things he does, except sex, I think he likes that a lot." Sam started to babble now. I touched his shoulder lightly. He stopped.

"Sorry." He said.

"Look, the point here is that Dean really loves you and he might be a little over protective or whatever, but if it helps heal himself, I'm willing to give him anything that he wants. You should to, because you love him; right?" He asked me. I nodded my head. I was glad that I got all of that out. It really helped having a smart person in the house. He seemed like he understood everything. Sometimes we needed that. I'm glad that he was there. Right then. It helped a lot. Dean ran in the room after about 10 minuets. I was asleep on the bed, kind of.

"Sam, I need you to hold Dads leg; okay?" Sam got up from his spot and held dads leg down so that there was no movement during the pain. Dean took the tweezers out and started to pull the bullet out. It finally came out and then, he took some string and started to sew up the big cut.

"Hey Dean?" Sam asked. I turned around to look at them still pretending to be asleep. I new what was coming.

"Listen Sammy, it's been a long day and I really think this can wait." Sam stopped in his spot.

"It's about Laura." Dean turned around to look at me. I turned around again; I couldn't help but to smile. He smiled back, but he acted like I was asleep.

"Is she okay?" He asked still looking at me. I smiled under the covers.

"I think that maybe you should take a day with her just you and her." I opened my eyes for that. What did he just say?

"Why?" He asked. Brothers-- I thought to myself.

"Dean when was the last time you took Laura out, just you guys. When was the last time you were her brother? Dean new exactly what Sam was talking about but he decided to push it off.

"What do you meen?" Dean asked. His voice said it all.

"Think Dean. I was 17." Dean turned around.

"How do you remember this but I-" He paused and then started to think.

"Hey Dean?" My voice started to enter his mind. He didn't want to remember but he couldn't avoid it.

"Sammy stop!"

"Ya Laura." He answered me while pushing me on the swing.

"Dean remember it! You can, I know you want to!"

"This is the best day of my life. I think it's the best day to be a Winchester." I answered him with the biggest smile on my face.

"Why? I think its great being a Winchester."

"Dean, I know it hurts but you have to remember it. It will help you a lot; I don't know why you're avoiding it."

"It hurts Sam, that was the best day I had in my life!"
"Then remember!"

"Dads home and Sams not worried about a test. Your not at a bar your right here with me, but you know what's sad Dean?" The look on Dean's face read 'shocked' but inside he new that I was right.

"What?" He asked again.

"Your going to go to a bar tomorrow because dads going to leave for a hunt. Sam's going to get assigned homework. That's going to be crazy, and I'll be sitting on this swing all by myself." Dean stopped pushing for a second.

"Dean are you okay?" I asked him. He nodded his head.

"Let's go get some ice cream!" he said. He tried to be enthusiastic, but he wasn't. I was only 10 so I didn't care.

"Okay Sam, I get what you're saying. I'll take her out to a--" He paused. "I'll take her out."

Sam POV

"Sorry Dean." I replied.

"That's okay I needed it. By the way you're sleeping on the couch." I rolled my eyes and looked at the lumpy couch. That night I did what I always did. Think about Laura and I, our best day together.

"Hey Sammy." She said to me while entering my dorm room. This was the only time she had ever come up here. She came up by herself too. I have to admit, I was a little worried, but it's Laura.

"I missed you so much!" He said while squeezing me. My blonde beauty came into the room. She smiled at me and then at Laura. I miss that smile a lot.

"Hi, I'm Jessica nice to meet you." Laura gave that Winchester smile and stuck out her hand. She slowly shook it. She then looked at Jessica, she was 5 months pregnant and Laura was the one that I wanted to share it with.

"So Sammy, is that yours?" She asked me. I slowly nodded my head.

"It's a girl." she smiled. It was the best moment of my life, I felt like I had gotten everything back.

"I like the name Kayla." Laura told me while she hugged Jessica. Jessica smiled at me and then started to agree with the name.

"I like that name too." She said. Then my memory started to dissolve and I slowly fell asleep.

Deans Thoughts

I didn't want to remember at all. It brought all the pain back. I hated that. I loved Laura a lot, and she went through a lot. Sam was right; she was slowly loosing all the people she loved. It was really sad to see her like that. She had no father either, but Sam was right about that too. I was trying to hard, and it was affecting our relationship. I wanted a good one, I really did. It was sad thought to think that the best day of my life was with her-- that was the best part. But at a playground, not at astroworld, or splashtown. At a children's park.

I guess what mattered most was that we were all together. I think that's what Laura saw in it. I actually know that's what she enjoyed. It was true, I never once had a good damn day with Laura and I'll make sure that it'll change. This day will be the best and she will never ever forget it.

Sam POV

I could tell Laura was falling apart from the very beginning. I just didn't want to mess with the big pile of laundry. It was all dirty and when you don't want to do something you just get lazy. I think that when you're a brother, you can't do that because you let your whole entire family down. I felt so bad so that's why I told Dean. I wanted to make it up for Laura because she was right in one thing. She had lost everyone and I know how it feels. I lost everyone too.

I lost my daughter in birth and my brother. My father did die with my mother. I don't want my whole story to be a sob story, but it really is. I mean, would you want to hunt demons for a living knowing that you can die any second? I wouldn't but I do. I hate it and I think the whole world knows that. You know I feel bad for Laura the most though. All we have is each other and I think that she realized it. We didn't and that's what made the one big wrong turn.