Sorry I know I said every other day but My internet stoped working... here it goes.

The next morning I felt someone rub my feet. I jumped."Damn you!" I yelled. I then rubbed my eyes and saw Sam just standing there all dressed and ready to go. "I'm sorry, I know its five in the morning and you don't want to be up but, we have to go." I looked at Sam like he was crazy, it was five in the morning! The point of not going to school is sleeping in! It was five in the morning. What about Matt? What about Dad. I turned around and looked at the bed. It was empty. Sam senced the feeling.

"He left in the middle of the night." Typical he never even said thanks for saving my life kids. Or I love. Or keep in touch even, he was just dad-- or not really. Not anymore. I didn't want him to be. I looked at the wall, thats where Matt should of been. His back should of been against it. He wasn't there. Tears started to roll down my eyes.

"Laura, please... I'm sorry, I had to do it. I'm sorry. Come here." He told me but instead he came to me. He gave me the biggest hug. I would of asked for bigger, I was in need right now. He just dumped my boyfriend without me even saying goodbye. I cried in his arms for a good five minuets.

"Look Laura, I'm really sorry, but we had to go. This hotel was really starting to remind me of Lawrance." I just got closer to him. I squeezed him really tight, I didn't want to let go. "I know honey, I'm sorry. Look I have your things all packed and in the car. You don't have to change, I'll let you sleep in the car." I just nodded my head. "Come here I'll carry you." A smile spreaded across my face for just a split second. The last time Sam ever did that was when I was 7. When he did it this time. It made me feel special. Not emmbarased (sp? Sorry I know it suxs!) or babyish, but Sams little sister.

I decided that the whole thing was a big dream and to wake up from it was to go to sleep again so while Sam took me to the car. I fell asleep in his arms. Dean was sitting in the front with a cup of coffee. It smelt really good and I wanted one so bad, but I didn't want to ruin the momment. I know its corny, but this was really special for me and I didn't want anyone to ruin it for me. Not even Dean, and if he did I would have to kick his ass.

"You caught a baby! Great! Put her in the back." Dean said when he saw Sam carring me. Sam was just standing in front of the Impala. I was in his arms with my Victoria Secret Pj's on. They were pink with hearts on them. They smelled so clean and they were confy, not the naked kind-- Dean thought I was to young for that stuff.

"I don't want to wake her Dean, she's been through a lot." Sam answered him. He was still standing there. He didn't want to let go of me and that really ment a lot. I wish that I could tell him how much I loved how my words really affected him.

"Fine, sit with her in the back. I really don't know what else to tell you. Except maybe, your coffee is going to freeze." Sam rolled his eyes and just stood in front of the back seat door.

"Come on Sam!" Dean yelled. We could all tell that he was getting annoyed. His voice entered my dream-- not that I was having one but it was just running through my head now. Over and over again.

"I can't! Can't you see, my hands are a little full now!" Dean rolled his eyes, he didn't want to get up. He was always Lazy, but I guess when it came to Sam or I he was there. I loved him for that. I wish he could know that. In a way I think he does but I'm afraid that if I talk to him he'll make it sound like a joke. At least with Sam he can be serious.

"Happy!" Dean asked while slamming the door. I jumped a little. Sam just started to stroke my brown hair, his fingers felt so loft and he felt so caring. Dean kept rolling his eyes. But in a way, he wanted to jump in the back. I could tell by the music he was playing. He was worried for me, and I had to say that I was too. I was scared that I was going to jump into the blue water and know one would rescue me and then... It would be black.

"Sam?" Dean asked while lowering Tommy Lees solo.

"Ya." He said in a whisper. Dean got the hint.

"I think we should take Laura back to that private school." Sam stopped for a second and then looked at Dean he started to process it. I squished my eyes closed really hard. They started to form wrinkles in my eye lids. It's a big dream. I kept telling myself but I couldn't beileve it know matter how much I tried.

"We can't do that Dean." Sam said in my defence-- thank god.

"Why? I think it would be good for her. I think she needs some time from all this drama." Sam chuckled a little bit. One thing about Dean is that he try's to help but he doesn't really understand the problem so when he attempts, it goes down hill. Thats one big reason why I like him as my brother. He tries because he cares-- and thats all that matters; right? I told you I'm falling here.

"Because Dean, Laura doesn't need time away from this 'drama' she's a girl, they get enough of that. I think Laura knows how to handle 'drama'" He made sure to put little air quotes.

"She needs us and Im 100 percent positive that if she spends more time with her family, then she'll feel a lot better." Dean stopped the car. Traffic was backing up.

"If you promise me, I'll trust you." Okay, did he just say that. I was shocked, of course I couldn't scream "What!" but him trusting Sam when it comes to me, it's like trusting me when it comes to Sam. It's like trusting Dad when it comes to Sam. How sad, how could I think that it's like trusting Dad when it comes to Sam... I guess its because it's true.

"Wow, Okay..." Sam said. I guess he was shocked too. I didn't wake up for another three hours. I guess I couldn't play the sleeping game anymore. I think that Im acctually getting good at it. Thats sad, really sad. Shows a lot about me huh?

"Sleeping Beauty is up." Dean said still stairing at the road. I took the ponytail holder that was wrapped around my hand and tied it into my hair. I grabbed a ribbon from the floor-- it was the one that I dropped last week, and tied that around my pig tail. I then rubbed my eyes and did a big yawn.

"Thank god! My legs were killing me." Okay that was uncalled for I'm not fat! I decided to shrug it off anyway.

"Anyone have a breathmint? A shower? My clothes? Anything?" Dean and Sam shook there heads no.

"Not for another two hours babe." Great! fate had just struck, they wanted to have family time? Well I guess god gave them two hours in the car... thanks!-- I didn't mean that sarcasticly. But, in the car come on. Where were we going anyway. We were on a highway with people... Were we going into the city? Dean hated the city, he usually liked to hide. Oh right, I forgot Dean was planning something for us. Should I be scared or not?

Sam POV

Okay, I'm trying here to be more of a big brother I don't really know if its working but I've really been slacking. How does Dean do it? I mean I thought his job was really easy, and I only have to take care of one kid. He takes care of both! How does he do it. He still goes to bars... not him at all though, and he still dates girls and gets his sex every week. He still has time to take care of us bickering and fighting, and our emotions-- Wow! I think that in some strange universe, Dean is needed in this family. Because without him, we would fall apart.

I got an email from my friend the other day. I really want to go visit her, she's having a hard time. She took some time off of college because her brother has been accused of murder. I think it could be our kind of gig, but Laura is having a hard time now, so I don't think I'll tell Dean to go on another hunt for a while. Or maybe I can go by myself-- doubt it. I don't think Dean will let me, but I'm 22! I should be able to make my own decisions.

I guess I'll just follow the rules until people just settle down here. But then I'm gonna become more independent, cause I hate it when Dean tells me what to do.

Dean POV

I can't beileve what Dad did. I think he ruined it for Laura and there relationship. If they even have one. I think that the one thing thats so sad is that if you were to ask Dad what Laura's favorite colors were then he wouldn't know that the answer was black and pink together but seperate, its green. Or if you asked him what her favorite food was then he wouldn't know that she loves sushi, but for everyday its pizza.

He wouldn't know her favorite subject is math... which I'm still trying to figure out. I guess Sam would know. There both really good at it. Takes Laura 10 minuets to do her math homework, it used to take Sam that long I would just sit there for hours. Reading and trying to figure it out. She can't even get an education because all of this 'drama' is affecting her grades. She really is smart though, I know it Sam knows it but Dad... doesn't care! I think the next time I see him I'm gonna kill him... Well not really but I'm thinking about it.

I just wish that we could just forget about the whole hunting thing. I don't even have a life because of it and when I say 'life' I mean 'life!' I wanted to life by my own. Forget colloge-- screw colloge. I wanted Laura to live with me and Sam to be at Stanford, I wanted everything to be normal. I think that I'm changing but what Dad did really pissed me off.

We saved his life, when do we ever save his life? He's so good. Are we getting better then him? He taught us it's impossible unless, were practicing more then him. What if he's not hunting at all but he is just trying to find that f-ing (Laura is in the car. I don't even like to think of that word, but you all know that if she wasn't it would come out in a heart beat. I think she has a secret power like Sam I think she can read our minds... Or I guess I'm just scared that she will-- I better be careful) demon!

I guess were just going to have to relax a little and try Sams little experiment. I don't know if it will work, but It better. Finally the damn traffic started moving! I can go into the city... eww the city... this better work!