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Ron's POV R/H pairing

"Boats and Birds" by Gregory and the Hawk

Stardust

I hated her for leaving me. I was so angry at her for leaving me here, alone in this cruel world. In her arms, I knew what was right and what was wrong, and now, all I had were shades of grey. She left. With no goodbyes, no salutations, no closure. And I hated her for it.

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light

Slowly that hate grew to absolute darkness. I was so lonely, so and purely abandoned. I never knew such pain. At least with the fury, I could feel something. I felt that red hot rage that made me feel alive. I felt like I was fighting at least. Now….I feel like there is nothing left to fight for. I feel nothing. The days pass. My soul, my spirit, my very essence is tired. I don't want to be alone. I want to feel alive again, with her.

If you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze

I live to make you free

I live to make you free

Days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to months. Everything made me think about her, but it wasn't always bad. Sometimes a woman would pass by me, and I could smell her perfume, and all those good memories came rushing back. I miss her, there is no doubt, but the endless darkness is getting brighter. I will never be alright again. She was part of my soul, and she is still there. It's almost like she took a vacation, but now she's returning. She came back home…to my heart.

But you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

She's never going to come back. I'll never see her glowing face again, and I'll never smell her perfume, and I'll never see those chipped nails again. It's those little things that I miss. I miss her perfect eyes, her graceful features, and her beautiful face. I'll miss her temper, her stubbornness, and her complete inability to listen to anyone but herself. But if I remember those things, it's not like I'll never feel her again. She's with me, forever. She would never leave. And now I live my life for her. I'll make every dream she ever had for me come true. I will make her proud. I will feel her knowing face down from heaven, smiling at me. She's gone, yes. But she never left. She has set sail to a new place. I can't go there now, but I will get to the port one day, and I know, in the deepest corners of my heart that she has a seat saved for me on the boat.

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by

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