The Price of Family

A sequel to "A Bit of Advice" and "The Question of Consent"

By DJ Clawson

Chapter 2 – Dark Clouds at Brighton

Darcy happened to be coming down the main steps when the doors opened for Jane Bingley, and though she did not look particularly distressed, he crossed by the servants and bowed to her himself. "Mrs. Bingley."

"Mr. Darcy," she curtseyed. "I've come to speak with my sister."

"She's in her study. I assume all is well?"

"Yes. It's merely some conversation," she said, and it struck him as a bit odd, but he would not inquire as to what it was.

He did not have to anyway, with his son bounding down the steps and nearly sliding across the marble, so much so that Darcy had to catch him by his jacket before he slammed into Jane entirely, which was probably his intent. "What did I tell you about running down the stairs?"

"Don't!" his son simply said, squirreling out of his grasp and running to grab his aunt by her leg, which was about as high as he could go. "Auntie!"

"My darling nephew," she said. "I fear you're getting too heavy for your poor aunt to pick up. And you should listen to your father more often. You might hurt yourself."

"He should," said Darcy with a mock-indignant posture, and his son simply giggled at him and put his hand in his mouth. "But he doesn't. He takes after his mother."

"I have no doubt of that. Oh, I should have brought Georgie, but the business is too quick, and she was asleep. Well, you'll see her at church on Sunday, won't you, Geoffrey?"

"Kirk!" he said, and looked at his father, almost hiding behind Jane's dress as he did so.

"Yes, yes, I'm so thrilled at your love of Scottish vocabulary. Now, Mrs. Bingley, unless you would like Geoffrey to accompany you, he and I have an appointment – "

"No!" Geoffrey clung to his aunt's legs. "He has a scary face."

"It's a wart, and there's nothing you can do about it," Darcy said, then clarified to his sister-in-law, "His tailor. Has a bump on his nose. And it's very improper to say anything about it."

"That's very right," she said, looking down at Geoffrey's scowl. "And you shouldn't judge people by their appearances. They might think you a dour man with a permanent scowl who doesn't like balls very much."

"I fear I'll never live down Meryton," Darcy said, scooping up his son, and still managing to bow. "Mrs. Bingley."

"Mr. Darcy."

He did not inquire unto her further; there were other things on his mind, like keeping his son's mouth shut during the whole fitting, as he was constantly outgrowing his clothing. Maybe some sort of glue was the answer.

Elizabeth Darcy's "study" was impressive, beyond just the idea that she had one, and it was not a sitting or drawing room. It had a desk and a chair and lots of legal books that she had not the slightest intent on perusing but were important to making it a proper study. As Mistress of Pemberley, she was not without her business, but certainly nothing that a writing table couldn't handle, but this was not her want and Mr. Darcy made sure that every one of her wants and needs were taken care of. Also, he desperately needed her out of his. And so she was sitting, reading an old epic with language that she could barely understand but was big and fascinating all the more and would not sit properly on her lap when Jane entered the room. "Jane! I was not expecting you."

"No." Jane didn't look harried, but she did shut the door, and there was something to her countenance that changed when it was firmly shut and they were in privacy. "What a lovely room."

"Yes. But not very good for chatting." She was referring to the lack of couches, but Jane made her way to a gentlemen's sitting chair anyway and passed her a letter. "From Mary."

"For you?"

"My eyes only."

Elizabeth did not question further. She read through the letter, which was brief, before sitting and beginning to conjure the proper words. Mary, who was studying in a seminary just outside of Paris, had returned to England, or was to when the letter was written, by means of a ship that would take her to Brighton first, where she had arranged lodgings, and she wanted to see Jane alone. The obvious question of why she would not come home through Town and then go straight on to Hertfordshire was the obvious first puzzlement, the second being why she wanted Jane alone and in the strictest confidence.

"Why me, Lizzy?"

Elizabeth pondered before answering, "Perhaps because you are the most understanding of the five of us."

"Why would that make any difference?" Before Elizabeth could offer a suggestion, she added, "Perhaps she came home ill, and is Brighton for its healing qualities. She could stay with the Fitzwilliams."

"Then she would merely say so. Clearly she is in some sort of trouble."

"Lizzy! This is Mary we're talking about. Not Kitty or Lydia – "

"Nonetheless."

Jane could not find the words to contradict her. "Please, you must go with me."

"That would be directly contrary to our sister's request, I believe."

"I do not think it unreasonable that you accompany to Brighton. She only specifies that I meet with her first. That you happen to be in town with me will only be a happy coincidence," Jane said. "And she must see is all in turn, eventually. So it will be most convenient."

"Jane," Lizzy smiled, "you can be very devious when you wish to be."

"Lizzy!"

"But I will say no more on the subject," she said, standing up. "I simply must tell my husband that I am absconding to Brighton, perhaps to see the Fitzwilliams, who I have been very lax in visiting despite being my cousins."

"And he will believe it?"

"Hardly. But he will not put up a fuss." She closed the letter. "Besides, now that we are safely married, we can finally go to Brighton without any fear of great disaster."

It took Elizabeth a long while before she was sure she had misspoken.

A gruff Darcy reluctant to part with his wife and an overeager son reluctant to part with his mother made getting into the carriage unbelievably difficult. "For the last time, you cannot go this time," she said to her son, who was kicking the dust up around her in frustration. "There will be many times for us to travel to Brighton if you are so eager to go." Not that Brighton had anything to do with it.

Geoffrey Darcy huffed and looked up for help at his father, who replied with a shrug, "She won't let me go, either. It seems she is the master of us both." Knowing his son would not catch the subtlety, he merely patted him on head.

Jane's parting was easier, mainly because Georgiana Bingley did not say anything, because she had not yet spoken her first words. She seemed to understand everyone properly, and several doctors had been called to test her hearing, which was fine, but for whatever reason, she was holding back her words. She did cry a bit when she was taken out of her mother's arms, but Bingley managed to shush her as he kissed his wife good-bye. "Write us."

"I doubt we will be there long enough to pen a letter," she assured him. "And don't forget her cough medicine."

"Right."

"And her nighttime story."

"Of course."

"And the little blanket she likes, even though it's too small for her now. I brought it from Kirkland, didn't I?"

"Yes, dear."

She kissed her daughter on the cheek. This was her first major separation from her children. The twins were staying at Kirkland while Bingley and Georgie kept Darcy company at Pemberley. "And don't let your father and uncle destroy the house while we're gone."

"I did manage to keep Pemberley up as a bachelor for some years," Darcy said defensively.

"But you didn't have Geoffrey to chase around," Elizabeth said, and she did mean chase. Her son was good-natured, but no one was going to deny that he was a bit on the wild side, which brought Mr. Bennet no end of amusement when she would let her father go on about how she had been as a child. "I think he shall keep you quite busy, husband."

But it was time to be going, if they were to make it somewhere decent by nightfall. As they waved good-bye from the road in front of Pemberley's great steps, Darcy said, "I don't know why I have the riotous one. You're the wild Irishman."

"I'm going to ignore that insult, and say one thing to you – karma."

Darcy looked blank. "I have no idea what you mean."

"Because your knowledge of Eastern literature is restricted to two books," he said, and walked into the house.

"Bingley? Bingley, you get back here and explain what you just said!"

The carriage ride was not a lovely discussion of sisterly things, because it was long, stuffy, and bumpy. By the time they finally arrived at Brighton, both sisters were tired and the sun was going down. Their first disconcerting discovery that despite their announced intentions to be guests at the Fitzwilliams and their explanation by letter of their sudden presence, Mary Bennet had made no call upon the Fitzwilliams, if she was there at all. It was fair in that she did not know them well, being only distant relations, but it also meant she was staying elsewhere, and they could not imagine who else she would call on. This concern was expressed when they were finally settled in the parlor and given tea and snacks. Both were nauseas from the ride, and not eager for the grand meal that was offered by their hosts.

And it was most eagerly offered. Colonel Fitzwilliam had always been a bright and kind fellow, but marriage had been good to him, because his face had an ever-present shine. More striking, though, was Mrs. Anne Fitzwilliam (nee de Bourgh), who looked – by her own set of standards – radiant, and by a normal person's standards, healthy and almost normal. The sea air (and perhaps being out from under her mother's own stifling presence, though Elizabeth held her tongue on that) had done wonders for her as it had so many other people. While she was not a robust woman by any means, she was not the trembling mouse of a girl that Elizabeth Bennet had met at Rosings, nearly four years prior.

"Our only regret," Anne said as tea was poured, "is that we are so terribly far from everyone. Perhaps not Derbyshire, but certainly Kent and Town, and we so little of everyone. You must tell us everything – of course, if you have time. Though perhaps I do not fully understand the matter at hand."

"Neither do we," Elizabeth fully admitted. "And now it seems, we must go searching about the town for word of Mary, because she has not called on you or given us her address, and we have no other relatives here."

"But you cannot go out tonight," Colonel Fitzwilliam said with some amount of male authority. "It is already late and you are exhausted, and you do not know Brighton's streets. Surely, it must wait until morning."

"I fear I do not have the energy to contradict you, Colonel," Elizabeth said. "Two days of riding has taken it right out of me."

"And yet I heard, once, you challenged Darcy's record by riding all the way from Scotland," he countered.

"Oh G-d, yes," she said, the memory painful at its ridiculousness and the days she had been laid up because of it, excluding all of the events surrounding it. "But I have no wish to speak of that."

"Then you are just like your husband. And I am one to judge."

"You are three years older than Darcy, correct?" Jane asked.

"Yes, and it seems I was charged with keeping Darcy and Wickham in line when we played together. Or preventing them from doing stupid things. I failed on all accounts expect for the fact that they are at least both alive and have all their limbs."

"Maybe it's not all from your side after all," Jane whispered to her sister, who giggled.

Elizabeth's response was cut off by the door bell.

"At this hour?" Colonel Fitzwilliam rose and went to the door of their modest Brighton home. It surprised almost no one that it was Mary Bennet, looking a little shabby from all the traveling and just a little ill. "Miss Bennet."

"Colonel Fitzwilliam. I hope I'm not intruding – "

"Not at all. We were sort of expecting you, actually, though perhaps not this very night – but we are all very glad to see you. Your sister is here, along with Mrs. Darcy."

"Mary!" Jane said, running to great her sister. "It is so good to see you."

"And you." Mary was not nearly so exuberant, but that was in her character and surprised no one. In fact, she looked half-terrified, and nodded to her other sister. "Elizabeth."

"I am sorry for intruding," Elizabeth said. "Jane was intending to seek you out on her own, but I insisted on accompanying her."

"Of course," was all Mary could say. "I – I am not at all surprised."

This was not the Mary they knew. Though lacking the confidence of her elder sister, Mary was not without her own self-esteem, and was usually at the ready to sermonize about something. But now she was not, shifting her weight around, looking very much like she was at a tribunal – which was honestly not far from the truth, as she could not expect to not explain her circumstances.

"Mary," Jane said, in her usual warm tones, "I am very happy to see you safely home, but I would kindly inquire what I am doing in Brighton. If Papa knew you were in England – "

"Papa will know I'm in England," Mary said. "We will tell him at once. But you will understand why I did not want to see him first when I explain the circumstances. For I know he sent me to the Continent unattended expecting only the most pious behavior of me - "

The elder sisters exchanged glances, and Jane continued, "Yes. Now, what has happened?"

"Nothing. I mean, to say, nothing can happen, and it as an awful, awful thing for me to have been distracted by my studies so – "

" – but you met a man," Elizabeth said. Because, she could not think of anything else, with Mary standing before them, unharmed. They could think of nothing else. If she had been somehow thrown from school – and there was no reason to believe she would be, as all of the reports were most excellent – then Mr. Bennet would have gotten a letter from the dean and that would have been the end of the matter.

Mary covered her mouth with her hands, as if to muffle her own words, ashamed of them as she obviously was. "Yes."

"And – it was a hindrance on your studies?"

"Quite the opposite. I was – his tutor. And to be a tutor, you must do some work to prepare, so actually I was learning quite a bit – "

"You were his tutor?" Jane said in shock.

"Yes. The Headmistress said, I was doing so well, and perhaps I could do some tutoring on the side, to pick up a little money – Oh, not that Papa was being ungenerous. He was being too generous. Surely you know what I mean?"

"Of course," Elizabeth assured. "Do go on."

"And so, I tutored some girls, but there was a young man who needed to perfect his Latin, and I thought, perhaps if we met only in public, this would not be a terrible impropriety – and this was in France, so – "

"So it was not," Jane said, because Mary was having trouble. Anne and her husband had long disappeared, and she helped her sister to the couch, so she could settle, because Mary was trembling. "And you have feelings for him?"

"I – I do not know. Yes, I suppose," Mary said. "The feeling around Giovanni may have been stronger, when we were in France. He was studying abroad – he is Italian. But I am not a fool to go boundlessly declaring me love." So, Mary still had it in her to be dismissive of the expressions of others. It was almost relieving to see the old Mary, not the person before them, who was so remarkably different, so ashamed of her old feelings. "But the situation is untenable. I cannot marry him. Papa would never approve, and he is promised to the church. His family expects nothing less of him than a red hat. They have already bought him a bishopric, if he would only complete his studies and take it."

Admittedly, the idea of Mary living in Italy with this man – Giovanni, apparently – was not ideal to either sister present, and Mr. Bennet would not settle for anyone but someone from the British Isles, for any number of reasons. They would likely not attend the wedding or see her again, unless their husbands decided to travel abroad and take them with them, and with one of them constantly pregnant or nursing, it was unlikely. So Mary was right in that her situation was problematic. If Mary was truly in love, it was hard to tell, but she was right in that she was not one to go bounding about, announcing it, so they could only guess how she truly felt for this man.

"Mary," Jane said, a hand on her shoulder. "Where is he now, this – "

"Giovanni. Mr. Ferretti, if I am to be formal and English about it. He has gone back to Italy, with no intention to return to France."

"So he rejected you?"

"No, hardly. But as I said – he was promised to the church. The Papist church."

Elizabeth sighed. Jane was quicker, not in wit but in finding something comforting to say, "Then there is nothing you can do. I know it seems impossible now, but surely there will be some other man who is English who will find in you the same qualities he did so special that he will propose to you and you will be married, and this all forgotten."

Mary responded by breaking out into wracking weeping, and her sisters protectively sat on each side and rubbed her shoulders. "Mary – "

"No," she said between sobs. "It is so much worse than that."

"To be sorely in love – "

"Again, no, you are wrong," Mary said. "That is not all. I am carrying his child."

Next Chapter - The Sad Tale of Mary Bennet