A/N: THE RESUTLS ARE IN! DRUMROLL PLEASE! We WILL have sex in the story. I will put a warning before it though, so if you don't want to read it, you don't have to. Also, is there a movie like this? Because I haven't heard of one but somebody mentioned a movie.

Disclaimer: Yo hacer no propio Harry Potter.

Chapter 2

Bad Memories

I was sitting at my kitchen table, eating macaroni and cheese. In a couple of days I would be leaving, so I received a couple of days off from work. I was supposed to be packing, but I still hadn't decided if I was going yet. He had hurt me, and I don't know if I had ever gotten over it. Can you ever really forgive and forget something someone did to break your heart?

-Flashback-

I looked at him like he was crazy.

"What did you say?" I asked bewildered.

"Nothing," he said quickly.

I threw him up against the wall. I may have been a girl, but I had strength. "No, you are going to answer me!" I told him forcefully.

"I said," he started out hesitantly, "I said, I owe James money."

"And why do you owe him money."

"I... uh... borrowed some from him to buy… chocolate... for my... girlfriend. Yeah, for my girlfriend." I smiled at him and let him down.

I crossed my hands over my chest. "You borrowed money from James so you could buy chocolate for your girlfriend, huh?"

He nodded.

"One," I said, pushing him up against the wall roughly, "Sirius, you are a terrible liar. Two, you don't have girlfriends, you have dates. Now tell me what the fuck is going on or I swear I will shove you up against this wall so hard, your balls WILL fall off. Understand?" he nodded. I urged him to go on.

"IbetJamesthathewouldgetyoutofallinlovewithhiminamonth."

"I didn't understand that." I pushed him harder. "Repeat."

"I bet James that he would get you to fall in love with him in a month." I dropped him and covered my mouth. I then fainted on the spot.


When I finally recovered, I couldn't believe James had made a bet about me. After he told me he loved me. Even after I reciprocated the words! After I slept with him! I can't believe it was a bet. When he asked me out, he sounded so sincere. So, I said yes. I fell in love with the jerk, gave him myself, and then found out it was a joke. That bastard!

I jumped out of my bed and ran down the hall. I found James sitting at the lunch table with Sirius. Sirius looked uncomfortable for some reason I can't even begin to guess why. James stood up and hugged me.

"I was so worried when they said you were in the hospital wing."

"Like hell you were." I replied.

"Uh, Lily," Sirius intervened, "Why don't we go somewhere and talk."

"No, I want to settle something with James first." I turned to look at him. "Did you or did you not say you loved me?"

"I did," he said confused.

"Than why the hell did you make a bet that I would fall in love with you with Sirius!" I screamed. He looked scared. He turned to look at Sirius who slumped in his seat.

"I did, but you have to understand…"

"Oh, I understand. You were using me. I HATE YOU!" I stormed out of the Great Hall, leaving behind startled classmates and a sullen James.

-End Flashback-

I had tears on my cheeks. I still hated him, even though that was a long time ago.

Then I realized something. If I don't show up, James will still think I am in love with him. I can't have that! I was going to show him that I was over him. I started packing, wondering if he would believe me. Or worse, if I would believe myself.


A/N: Another short but important chapter. The action will start soon, I think. Believe it or not, but I don't plan my stories out. I just go with my feeling when something comes to me. also, please read my other story, With or Without Makeup. Pretty please?

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