Present day, after the sex


He has snuggled himself against me. I feel his breath on my skin. I look at the ceiling, letting my left hand play with his hair as I think. He takes my right hand and entwines fingers. I smile and take a deep breath.

"Are we an item now?"
"Yes."
"But didn't I said I wanted more dates first?"

He chuckles softly. I feel his lips on the base of my throat. I inhale deeply and hold my breath. I think about the date we had yesterday, that I can remember. It was amazing. Also, we have never acted like the billionaires we are. That is a strange feeling when I think about it. I never acted like that before, it is not me.

I think about my future. I think I am going to apply at NYU. This way I am still close to him. I can still do some work. Yes, I think that is a good idea. I should tell mom and dad about my interest. I know I first thought that maybe I should just keep working because I love to work, and I love my job. But getting that degree is really better, and I can combine this with what I already do.

The summer is not over yet, we still need to go to Kellerman's as well. I know I still have time to think about this, but I really want this. I can feel it.

"I'm going to apply to NYU."
"Really?"
"Yes."
"What about Mt. Holyoke?"
"I want to get a degree for event management and when I'm at NYU I'm still close to you and then I can keep doing my job as well."

He lifts his head up to look at my face. I look at his face.

"It sounds amazing, Baby, but if you're going to college, I don't want you to keep working."
"I love my job."
"I know you do, but it will be too much."

I sigh deeply. I look at his hair, he smiles as he is looking at my face. He let my hand go and I feel his fingers softly running over my cheekbone. I close my eyes and hold my breath. I do not know what is coming over me. Am I really becoming a girl like many? You know, one who would put everything aside for her boyfriend? Who put her own life on hold just for him? I feel like not going to college if I cannot be his assistant. It is a weird feeling, quite confusing too, and so not me, I am an independent young lady.

"Maybe I shouldn't go to college then."
"Baby."

I open my eyes and look into his.

"Don't be like me, okay?"
"What do you mean?"
"I didn't go to college, I didn't even finish private school. I dropped out in my senior year because I wanted to make a statement to dad. I thought I didn't need the education since I was going to take over the company anyway. Now I wish I did at least finished private school. I've got no clue how to run a company."

I turn my head and look at the ceiling as I think. He is watching my face.

"I want you to have a degree, Baby, even if you wouldn't do anything with it."
"I want to study the thing I love to do, the thing I'm doing already. I got about four years of experience already, should I really go to college? I want to be with you, and I love being your assistant too."
"Baby, take this from me."

I look in his eyes. He is being serious. I can see he cares about this. He wets his lips and I look at them. I look back in his eyes.

"We don't know what the future will hold, maybe our relationship will not last. I don't want you to regret not going to college when we would break up."
"I don't want to think about that."
"Me neither, but we need to be realistic too."

I sigh again. He pushes some hair behind my ear. I grab his hand and give a soft kiss on his palm. He inhales deeply and I look at his face. He gives me that smile, making me smile back at him. I have found his turn on button. I bite my lip and let his hand go. He looks in my eyes while his fingers go to the base of my throat, where my button is. I hold my breath again. What is he doing to me?

"You're amazing, Baby."
"I'm not."
"You made a womanizer go all soft and squishy."
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know if you've noticed it already."
"What?"

He chuckles softly and gives me a soft kiss. I keep watching him. I know what he means, but I just want to hear it coming from his lips.

"I haven't slept with anyone since three weeks."
"With me now, and last night that we both don't seem to remember."
"Yes, with you, because all I want is you."
"Even now after we had sex, you don't want anyone else?"
"I can only see you, look at you, kiss you, touch you. Only you."

He leans in to kiss me, but I stop him.

"Now you sound romantic, can you be like this more often?"

He chuckles softly and starts to kiss me. I hold my breath and lay my arms around his neck as I kiss him back. I want to stay in bed with him for the rest of my life.

"You still need to give me more dates, yesterday was amazing."

He chuckles again and kisses down to my button. His hand went down, and I enjoy his tender kisses, soft touches, and loving attentions very much, but I am getting hungry now, and I am in need of coffee. My stomach rumbles a little.

"I love our moments in the park with the mini durum the most."
"Me too, Baby."

I feel his lips going further down. I smile. Again? He is ready again? I thought men were exhausted after the sex. It is probably my inexperience talking to me. I mean, at the private school we did not got instructed about how things work and go. I had to discover that with Justin, but maybe it was because we were so young. Johnny has a lot of experience.

"I don't think I'll ever get enough of you, Baby."

His voice is hoarse. I guess because he is aroused. And he is turning me on right now, but I also want coffee and food really bad. I grab his head and pull him up. He looks at my face and bites his lip. His hand is slowly caressing the inside of my thighs.

"I didn't know you could go a second time."
"Oh, Baby, you haven't seen much yet, I can keep going on the whole day and night."
"Really?"
"You put me on fire."
"How?"

He moves and lays himself on top of me, his legs pushing mine a little aside. He takes my hands and lays them above my head. I keep looking at his face and he looks in my eyes. He gives me one slow and extremely soft kiss. I close my eyes. I gasp, my mouth open. He starts to smile. I lay my head back and he looks at my throat. He leans in and nips a little at the base. I feel so hot right now. He hits the right spot. Pushes the right button. Moves with the right speed. I let out a very loud moan.

"Oh, Baby."

After some minutes I push him up a little. He lifts his head up to look at me. I bite my lip and he smiles. We kiss slowly and he moans when I push my hips up a little.

"I want on top."

He lifts his head up again and looks at me with a questioning expression. I nod as I bite my lip. He moves and rolls on his back. I look at his body. That, my dear reader, is all mine now. I look at his face as he lays his right hand beneath his head as he keeps looking at me. I straddle him, move a little up and move down fast. He gasps and his left hand grabs my thigh.

I move in my own speed, now I can take control and I watch him losing it. I feel his strong hands grabbing my hips tightly and helping me with moving. This feels so good, I never did this position before. Justin only wanted missionary, now I must say that three times is not much either. The same amount of times I have done with Johnny in just a couple of hours. Okay, I really should stop writing about Justin.

I feel I am getting to my climax, and I cry it out. He presses me down while he pushes his hips up. He let out a deep groan as I feel him coming.