Author's Note

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JumpyPUNKyMonKey: your question about Draco and Pansy will be answered with in the next couple of chapters.

Chapter 3

My Lips Are Sealed

Harry slipped his eyes open and tried to sit up so that he could look at the room around him, but he immediately fell back down because of all of the pain. The feeling was almost like a bad hangover. Harry could hear some next to him starting to stir; he figured that it must Draco trying to get up but failing just as miserably as he was.

"Oh shit…my fucking head…"Draco started to rant.

Harry opened his eyes once again and decided he didn't care about the pain, but that he just needed to keep his eyes open. He looked over at the silver haired boy who laid in the bed next to him. I just wish I could…. I could be with him. But that's a fat chance…he's with Pansy, so I guess that makes him straight. Unless, Pansy is just a cover up like how Hermione and Ginny used to be mine. Even if he is straight he's still extremely hot. I mean here he is lying there looking like he has a hangover but yet; he is still just as hot as ever. I wonder how he keeps himself always looking good like that. It must be a Malfoy secret.

Harry watched Draco try to get up once again, but Draco fell back down relentlessly. Harry closed his eyes and let the pain wash over him again. But this time someone brought a potion to his lips for him to take. Harry swallowed it very rapidly; he just wanted the pain to go away. The potion made Harry's insides squirm for a moment, then it his body went extremely cold then at last it heated back up. As the pain started to subside Harry opened his eyes up too look at his healer.

"Professor Snape?" Harry started to question his teacher. "What are you doing here?" For Harry was very surprised to find Professor Snape of all people trying to make him feel better.

"I'm giving to two ignorant boys healing potions what does it look like? Why you two insist on fighting is beyond me…" He said as he started to give Draco the same ice blue potion as Harry had just drank moments before.

"I don't know I just didn't expect to see you here…you know, helping me, your least favourite student."

"Ahh yes…well trust me Mr. Potter it is not by choice. The Headmaster and Poppy both demanded that I give you both potions. I didn't mind giving them to Mr. Malfoy here but you on the other hand…" Snape's voice started to trail off.

"Severus? Exactly how long were we well out of it, you know passed out?" Malfoy's voice interrupted into the room.

"Only for one night. Well you both seem to be back to your normal selves, if this is what you consider normal. So get dressed and get out of this Hospital as quickly as you possibly can manage." Snape barked at them.

Harry looked down and it was only then that he realized he was only wearing a hospital gown. He tried not to think of who probably undressed him, but the thought did cross his mind. He looked over next to his bed and found his clothes sitting on the bedside table. Harry and Draco both jumped off of their beds and started to make their way towards their clothes.

"SHIT!!! This fucking bloody floor is cold." Draco said the moment his bare feet touched the ground.

Harry pulled his gown off of him and let it fall to the floor. Draco didn't mean to look at the boy stripping but he just couldn't tear his eyes away from him. As Draco eyed Harry standing their wearing nothing but his red silk boxers Draco took note of his perfectly cut muscles, the way that his muscles seemed to shine or have some kind of glow to them, the way that his body moved so fluently on command, the way that any movement looked absolutely effortless, how his dark brown hair fell messily across his face, how the boy looked absolutely amazing without his glasses because you could actually see his beautiful emerald green eyes, and his sleek tan body and just how Harry seemed to look almost perfect in every way that you look at him. Great gods, where did that boy get a body like that. I mean I always thought he had a good body, but the clothes he wears really don't show exactly how great of a body he's got.

Harry grabbed his pants and started to pull them on, he was about to button them when he had the feeling he was being watched. He turned to look at Draco who was standing there just staring at him looking like he was about to pounce on him. Harry blushed and turned away because he noticed that Draco was now stripping also. Harry took a quick glance back only to Draco still standing there watching him.

"Honestly, Draco what are you looking at?" Harry's voice quivered as he said it.

Draco turned away, blushing; he hadn't realized that he had been staring at Harry for so long. "Um, nothing, Potter. Why would I be staring at you? And besides, since when have you been calling me Draco?"

"Oh…um…I don't know. I guess it just slipped or something."

Both boys had turned away from each other blushing like mad because both were embarrassed over what they had said and done. Merlin, Harry. Why did you call him Draco? You stupid Git. Gosh. Why was he staring at me like that anyway? I mean I can't be that good looking. I mean to get a straight guy to go gay. HA! You only wish he was gay. That way you could have him to yourself. Yeah oh well, so I guess I want Draco, Shit no I want Malfoy. He's not Draco yet. If you keep thinking of him you're going to end up doing what you did yesterday, Potter. Oh shit. I hope he doesn't tell anyone, that would be just….shit.

Like Harry, Draco was also cursing himself. Great Gods. Why was I staring at him that long? I mean I only meant to look for a second. But not to stand there like some stupid fool. But goodness. I mean I always thought that he was hot…but GOD!! I never imagined him to look like that. I mean he looks so…so I don't know if there are words to explain that. I mean I almost got a hard on just from looking at boy.

As they both finished dressing they started to head for the door. But Harry's statement stopped them dead in their tracks. "Hey Malfoy. Can you wait a sec? I need to ask you something."

"Umm…sure Potter. Just make it fast okay. I don't want to spend my whole Saturday in here with you."

"Well it's just um…. Well you see it's just."

"Come on Potter spit it out."

"Can you promise me that you won't tell anyone about what happened yesterday. I mean, I just don't want anyone to know about it, that's all."

"Oh… So our little Potter boy is afraid that someone will think that he's a queer. Or are you a queer and you just don't want anyone to know about it. Are you just trying to stay inside the closet a bit longer? You know…so your little mind can figure this problem out? Do you want me Potter? Do you want to shag me this very moment? Don't try and deny it Potter I know you want me…I can see it in your eyes. Not that I blame you, hell if I were you I'd want me too. "

Harry could feel his facing growing red when Draco had said that, because it hit right on target. I do want Draco, but is it really so obvious that you can tell I like him?... most likely. People always do say I wear my heart on the sleeve of my shirt. It stung his heart. He wasn't even for sure if he was gay, it would be like bisexual. Then again every time that I was with Hermione, Ginny or Cho I didn't really like it. It was more of something that I had to do to make sure no one thought I was gay. I never really enjoyed it. This was a big shock to Harry because no one had even had a suspicion that he was gay. The only one that could figure it out was the one that he had a thing for.

Harry didn't know what came over him he was just feeling so lost. He felt sadness because it was true he was gay. He felt happiness because now he could be himself without any cautions. He felt anger because he wanted to keep it a secret but yet Draco no wait…Malfoy had found out. The anger was the emotion that he was feeling the most. And anyone who knows Harry knows that he does things before he thinks about it.

The next thing Harry knew he had jumped Malfoy. He grabbed Draco's neck and shoved him as hard as he possibly could into the cold brick wall, which caused Draco's head to produce a sickening crack against it. Harry leaned in close; close enough that the tip of his nose was touching Draco's. Harry could feel Draco's hot breath against him, for Draco was taking very shallow and rapid breaths almost making him hyperventilate.

"Now you listen here you bastard, and listen good. I am not gay, I am not bi, I am not attracted to guys in any way, I am straight. What happened yesterday was an accident. It's not my fault that you were rubbing up against me. I can't really control what you do." Harry spat at him.

"Yes I know I was egging you on. But what about when you started to thrust yourself up against me? Tell me Potter…are you afraid of being gay?" Draco asked in a concerned voice. Which surprised Harry because he was expecting him to be hateful.

"No it's not like that…I'm not gay…really. And me rubbing up against you was a mistake. That's all."

"Okay Potter. But you still never answered my question…do you want me?"

"Yes I did!"

"No you didn't you said you weren't attracted to guys…but I didn't ask you if you were attracted to other guys. I asked you if you were attracted to me…well are you, Potter?"

"I…um…no…" Harry's voice said in a not so convincing way.

Draco leaned in closer to Harry. He put his lips up against Harry's ear and let them brush his ear as he said, "Then why are you still so close to me then?"

"I'm not." Harry said as he started to back away from Draco. "You still have really answered me yet either. Will you please not tell anyone about what happened yesterday?"

"If you're not gay…then what's it matter if I tell?"

"I don't know, it just does. Promise me Draco, please."

"Don't worry my lips are sealed, your little secret is safe with me. But would you please stop calling Draco…you don't know me well enough to call me that."

"Thank you, Malfoy." Harry said as he started to walk out the door. But he didn't notice Draco following him so closely behind. Right before Harry got to the exit Draco called out to him.

"Hey Potter!"

Harry turned around and was face to face with Draco. Draco grabbed Harry forcefully and pulled him towards him. Draco looked up into Harry's emerald green eyes and then leaned in closer to him and brushed his lips across Harry's. Electricity flowed though them both as their lips came into contact. Harry leaned into Draco wanting to deepen the kiss. Draco's tongue licked Harry's bottom lip begging for entrance. Harry started to moan as Draco's tongue touch his lip and Harry open his mouth allowed it to come into contact with his own.

Harry snuck his hand underneath Draco's shirt and started to run his hand up and down on Draco's back. Draco skin was smooth and soft to the touch, Harry could feel himself wanting more Draco. Harry started to deepen their kiss yet again and started pulling Draco closer to him. Draco moaned into Harry. Draco slipped his hand under the front of Harry's shirt and started to draw little circles on Harry's fine cut abdomens. Neither one of the two boys was thinking at the moment all they wanted was each other, to be with each other.

The entrance door to the hospital wing flew open making a loud bang against the wall. Both Harry and Draco jerked apart. Draco was throwing an evil glare at the intruder, Professor Snape.

"Mr. Potter and Mr. Malfoy, why are you two boys still in here? I thought I had clearly told you two to get out."

Harry and Draco both started to make their way out of the hospital. As they were walking Draco leaned closer to Harry and whisper to him so that Snape couldn't here. "And you said you didn't want me. Have I changed your mind Potter?"

TBC

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