The day before going to Kellerman's

I am in my room, packing my suitcases, Johnny is packing his stuff at his place. He will come to pick me up in a bit. I hope Amanda is ready for this, she is making such great progress, and doing a great job really. I actually have given her more assignments the last few days. Not because I want to, but because I feel nauseated lately. I think mom and nana were right, but I have not told Johnny yet.

I know, I should have told him what they are thinking. But I really wanted to wait until I would have gotten my period. I did not got it last weekend, but maybe it still can come, right? Or do I sound a little too naïve now? I look at my make-up as I sit down at my dresser. There is a knock on the door.

"Enter."

I did not look up as I am sorting and deciding what make-up I should take with me. Not that I use that much make-up anyway.

"Baby?"

I turn my head and see Lisa standing behind me. I smile as I turn back to my beauty case.

"What are you doing?"
"Choosing what make-up I should pack for Kellerman's."
"All soft colors, that give a natural look, that looks the best on you."

I smile as Lisa came closer and helps me. She is the expert with this. I have let her help me in the past with what would be best for me. I look at her as she is smiling and putting the right make-up in my beauty case. She looks really happy, it is good to see her like this.

"You needed to get me?"
"No, I just wanted to see if you're done packing."
"This is the last bit, Johnny will be here soon."
"You're lucky with him, Baby."
"I am, I just hope he won't get tired of me."

Lisa went to sit down on the bed and looks at me. I turn in my chair and look at her.

"I don't think you've got to be scared of that. Everyone can see how much he loves you."
"And you, sis? How are things with Paula?"

As I thought she would say she is truly happy with Paula. I see her face changing, she looks away with a deep sigh.

"She broke up with me."
"I'm so sorry to hear that."

I went to sit down next to her, taking her hands in mine as I keep looking at her face.

"Don't be, it's my own fault."
"Why would you say that?"
"Because I'm not in love with her anymore, and…"

She looks down, I watch her closing her eyes. I can see her frowning a little and thinking. Something must have happened if she and Paula are not together anymore. I really was convinced that Lisa loved Paula, they looked so happy together.

"And?"
"I cheated on her."
"Why? She's a nice person."
"I know, and that's the worse part, she didn't deserve that."
"I'm surprised about this, sis."

She looks at my face and looks away again. No, really, I never thought my sister was a person who could cheat on her girlfriend. I always thought that she would be someone who would get cheated on. I know it sounds weird, but you get what I mean. My sister is a good person, and also I always thought she was the naïve one, especially when it came to relationships and sex.

"Not everyone is a saint like you, Baby."
"I'm far from being a saint."
"But you never cheated."
"True, but what was your reason to cheat?"
"I don't know, it just happened, and it's actually mutual with her."
"You want to tell me with who?"
"It was with Amanda."

My eyebrows went up an notch, I have never been so surprised as I am now. Amanda? My assistant, Amanda? Confusion is setting in when I think about her behavior and how she acted towards Johnny. When did this happen anyway? The only time I know that Lisa and Amanda could have seen each other was at the dinner party from pops and nana last Saturday. Wait…

"It was last Satruday at pops and nana. Well, it started there."
"What did you do?"
"I actually started flirting with her already when she arrived at the door. I thought it was Paula who had arrived, but it was Amanda, and I started to flirt outrageous with her. Paula has seen it, that's why she was so quiet most of the time."
"I didn't know Amanda is lesbian, since I've seen her trying to flirt with Johnny so often."
"I thought she was a lesbian at first, but she told me at that moment that she's bi-sexual."
"But if it's only flirting, that's not so bad."
"That's the thing."

She stands up and went to the window. I look at her as I think. I did not know that Amanda would be the type my sister would fall for. I do get it though. Amanda is the typical blond beauty that was a cheerleader at high school. Plus, she dances, so she is physically very fit. I am not a lesbian or bi, but even I can see that Amanda is a beautiful woman. I keep looking at Lisa as I wait for her to go on with the story.

"You remember when I told her she could borrow a bikini from me? Because she wanted to swim."

She turns to look at me and I give her a nod.

"Yes, I do remember that."
"Well, in my room, we started talking, and it seems that we do have the same interests. And then, I don't know, it just happened, I kissed her first."
"Oh, Lisa."
"Worse part is, I don't even feel guilty about it, the kiss felt amazing, kissing her makes me feel like I'm in heaven."
"Is that why Paula went home so soon?"
"Yes, she said she needed to get up early, but I knew that was a lie. I haven't seen her for nearly a week. I tried calling her, going to her place and all, but she was avoiding me. She had told me right before she went away that she felt that something was going on between Amanda and me. I wanted to explain it to her. Eventually I'd send her a text message, hoping that she finally would reply to me, and she did, about fifteen minutes ago."
"What about Amanda?"

I look at her and see her starting to smile again. I can see she is in love with my assistant. Why did I not notice it with Amanda? She might be good at hiding feelings, and knowing Lisa is my sister, she might have not wanted to disturb me. But I am happy for them both if they both are happy together. Though I feel pity for Paula, she did not deserve that.

"I had a few dates with her already. We will go to see a movie this evening, would you like to come with Johnny? It would be nice, I was thinking of taking her to that exclusive restaurant, but dad doesn't want to give me money for it, you know he had closed the money tap for me."

I chuckle a little as I shake my head. Lisa looks at me and rolls her eyes. It is her own fault that dad has closed that tap, she was acting way too spoiled.

"You have been quite out of hand the past few years."
"I have, and I said sorry to mom and dad for my behavior. They forgave me but dad said that the money tap stays closed for a while now. He wants me to go and work for it."
"It will be fine, sis, I'm sure."

There's another knock on the door. We both jump a lott from it.

"Enter."

I see Johnny coming inside. I start to smile widely and went to him. He smiles as he kisses me. I grab him tightly, making him chuckle a little.

"You're packed?"
"Yes, ready for tomorrow."
"Great, shall we go to my place?"
"What's your plan for this evening?"
"A sexathon?"

I giggle about it. Lisa smiles as she looks at us. I see his grin appearing, and I give him a kiss. Then I look at Lisa and look back at him, that double date sounds actually really good. I think about the duck dish from the restaurant, you know the most exclusive restaurant where Johnny and I had our first date at? I want that duck again.

"Sounds good, but Lisa just asked if we're interested in a double date this evening."
"A double date?"
"Yes, going to a movie and then to a restaurant, she wants to go to the most exclusive restaurant, and actually, I love their duck. You remember?"

He looks at my face and starts to chuckle a little about my silly grin. Then he looks at Lisa who stands up from my bed.

"Sure, sounds good, but after that I'll be spoiling you in my bed."

I giggle as I wrap my arms around his neck. He wraps his arms around my waist and presses me against him. I give him a slow kiss. He closes his eyes and inhales deeply. Lisa's smile has just grown an inch, she takes her phone out of her pocket.

"I'll call Amanda to change the plans then."
"Amanda? I thought your girlfriend's name is Paula."
"I'm dating Amanda now."
"Hmm, I didn't know she plays for both sides."

Lisa giggles about it, making me giggle too. I watch her walking away, leaving us alone, so she can call Amanda about the double date. I look at his face and bite my lip. He smiles as he looks in my eyes.

"Now I need to miss the sexathon."
"How amazing it sounds. I need to tell you something."

He keeps looking in my eyes. I see him getting curious. I take him to the bed and we both sit down. I take his hands, but he keeps looking at my face.

"I need a test."
"What test?"

I see he is getting confused, yet he is also still curious. I should have told him this last weekend, after what mom and nana have been telling me. Especially since I feel so nauseated as well from time to time, and he has noticed that too. I know he has been asking me if I am getting sick. I see him searching my face as he is waiting for me to answer his question. I think I might make him even more confused when I do this.

"Yes, for this."

I lay his right hand on my belly as I keep watching his face. I see him looking at his hand, and a frown appears as he is thinking about the gesture. He looks up at my face, I give him a little nod and a smile. He looks at his hand again, and I giggle a little when I see him realizing what I am trying to tell him. He looks back at my face.

"You're sure about this? We've doing it save, your father told us so."
"I know, except for our sexathon, remember?"

He looks down at his hand again and I see him inhaling deeply. I feel his fingers moving, but I keep watching his face. I think it takes another minute or so when I see him starting to smile. I guess he is not freaking out. I know he wants babies, but I thought he might have found it too early for that. He looks at my face again and I see his eyes. I lay my hand on his cheek and he leans in to kiss me.

"I'm so happy."
"I still need to do a test, so it could be negative as well."
"I hope it will be positive."

I giggle about his grin and he kisses me again. I grab his head and kiss him back as I smile. He inhales deeply and looks in my eyes, I bite my lip and give him another kiss.

"We'll buy a test on our way to my place."
"Okay."
"If it's positive, we'll celebrate it during our double date."

I grab him into a tight hug while I smile widely. I feel him hugging me back tightly. I close my eyes as I push my face against the pit of his throat. I feel so happy right now.

"I love you."
"I love you too, Baby."

I lift my head up and give him a kiss, then I stand up and went to my dresser. I take my beauty case and close it. He looks at me with that special smile. I look in the mirror and see his smile. With a deep inhalation I turn.

If I am pregnant, I will be having my first baby when I am eighteen. I know, I hear other people saying already that I am too young for this. I look at him, he is admiring me with that smile, I smile as I went to him, holding my hand out to him. He takes it and stands up.

"You've got everything you need?"
"I hope I didn't pack too much."
"We always can buy clothes in the town near the resort if you haven't packed enough."

I roll my eyes and he chuckles a little. He gives me a soft kiss, one that asks for more. I see a teasing grin appearing.

"Shall we go?"
"Yes, I want some alone time before we have the double date."

He takes my suitcases and we said bye to mom. Dad is still at work. They will come to Kellerman's the day after tomorrow, we are going tomorrow, because we need to have a meeting with Max first and arrange everything for Johnny to start his work there.