:Aimee's point of view:
After Jade pulled away after pretty much attacking you, you felt oddly unsatisfied. It was like you wanted more from him. And suddenly your fear of commitment was completely gone for single moment.
You decided to take advantage of this opportunity. You were definitely going to meet him tonight. After all, you do love him don't you?
"What is taking you so long, Aimee?" you turned and saw your sister standing there confused. You ran up to her and said, "Candace, there's something I need to do tonight. Do you think you can take me to Jade's apartment?"
"What? But why?" she asked horribly puzzled. You shook your head and said, "I'm in love with him…and if I'm going to run away from this life then I might as well let him know how I feel. If there's one good thing you could do to make it up to me for the past, this is it."
She stood there staring distantly for a second before looking down at you and smiling.
"Come on, you don't want to be late."
"You mean, you'll take me?" you asked shocked.
"Of course. It's what sisters do. They cover for each other. Plus, I'd totally kill myself later if I didn't!"
You then found yourself speeding over to the hotel quickly as possible, or as quickly as your sister could drive.
"Go faster you old woman! We're already 3 minutes late!"
"Shut up! I'm trying to drive!"
"FASTER!" you screeched horridly as if your life depended on it.
Eventually you laughed it off when you finally arrived and ran up the stairs and found yourself standing awkwardly outside of Jade's room in the hallway. You were deciding whether to knock or something like that but you were really trying to make up your mind if this is what you wanted.
If you walked into the room or not was basically deciding your future. If you walked away, you and Jade would never be together and you'd be able to finally live your life alone and away from everybody. But on the other hand, if you walked in, you were probably going to get in some weird situation and were probably going to do something you'd regret later.
It was now or never, you sighed, as you walked up to the door and knocked somewhat loudly. You were feeling rather small as he opened it and smiled.
You looked up at him, since he was way taller than you. He grabbed your hand and held it as he led you inside.
"I'm glad you came. I was worrying that if you didn't, our love/hate friendship would be destroyed!"
You laughed and said, "Trust me, it would've been ruined a long time ago if that was the case. It's okay, really. I can't say I'm absolutely positive on all this. I'm really confused but I'm hoping that whatever you have to say to me will clear me up on things."
You sighed, as if nervous on how he was going to explain whatever he was going to say.
"Well, I know things between us have been on the rocks and such but ever since I first met you, there was something different about how I felt. I mean, I thought you were just a bitch and that I didn't need anything to do with you,"
You raised an eyebrow as he nervously said, "I'm not explaining this very well, but as I was saying, my mind got the best of me over time. You're so…beautiful…and small. I love that and I would love to know more about you…because I think I love you."
You kind of sat there in silence for a while before you said, "I think…I love you…you make something I never thought I would be. An emotional wreck. You've made me cry more times than person I've ever met. You, unlike every guy I've ever known, kissed me and meant it…maybe I'm only assuming things now but I just really would like it if we maybe tried to get a relationship out of this. You see, I don't like to count my past relationships because they were all fake…please tell me this is real."
"Oh trust me, this is the real deal," he said enlightened as he stood and started towards you and put his hands on your cheeks. You stood as his hands made their way down to your lower back. He pressed your head against his chest so you could hear his heart beat. You closed your eye as he swayed from the movement of his breath.
He then lifted you up with ease and laid you on the bed. Your eyes widened as he came near and laid on top of you. But to avoid crushing you, he propped himself up on his elbows. He just stared down at you as you lost yourself in his brown eyes.
You felt your breathing shorten a little as you felt your heart beating against his.
"Am I overwhelming you?" he asked in a seductive voice as your heard beat sped up. You exhaled a short breath and looked down a little shyly but look up and kiss the side of his mouth. In between kisses, you start to take off your jacket, revealing your bear and scarred shoulders. He brushed his fingers along the scars before pressing his lips against each individual cut along the base of your arms to the tip of where your collarbone was.
He pulled you up a little bit and pulled you up on his lap. You rested your head on his shoulder and smiled as his sideburns tickled as he laid his head on against you cheek.
"Is this what it's like to be in love?" you asked. He put his arms behind you and grabbed you waist and pulled you close and said, "I don't know. You tell me."
You felt your eyes rolls to the back of your head as he soothed your uptight nerves with gentle muscle massages and sang to you a song you didn't recognize.
"Walked into our world and made horrible sounds/I can still hear them today/strangely they seem beautiful now/though they outlast my love/ Still each time I always meant, Every word, Every one/ Though in time they finally bent/ Every word Every one. Every word/ "I will wait for you." She said, Endlessly."
