Part I

Inuyasha lay in the branches of a tree overlooking the old bone eaters well. How many times had he done this with such contempt in his heart? He stared up into the majestic blue and cloudless summer sky; not really taking in all the splendid surroundings of the summer day that were around him. He just lay there...alone in his pain and sadness. The hanyou had never felt as torn as he was now in his many years. He knew well hurt and pain but never had he felt like his physical being was lying in the tree and his heart 500 years in the future. Tearing himself apart and it was over a single girl whom had always been there and he hardly ever noticed. Kagome was long gone as he knew should would be after their little falling out but he had hoped he could have caught up with her and explained his strange behavior. Now all he could do was think about the days gone by...

When I think of what I've done
All the pain that I bring
Baby you should've walked out on me

Visions of arguing with her and calling her such vulgar names flashed into his mind as the wind picked up and began to amuse itself with his long silver hair. He had been so bitter towards her and he wondered if she'd ever forgive him this time. It didn't matter what they fought about, he had made her cry and just the thought of tears trailing from her soft brown eyes tore at his heart and brought a pain not familiar to him. He really couldn't help it; there was something about the strange girl from the future that seemed to call him to her. And it wasn't her reflection of Kikyo either. Though he would forever have the deceased priestess forever in his mind, Inuyasha wanted to tell Kagome his feelings that he had for her. Instead, all he did was cause the one he loved more pain.

And when I turned away from you
whenever there were hard times
How could you still be with me

So many times he had pushed her away...so many times had he been cruel to her so that she'd just stay out of his life and leave him alone. Yet why, why did she always have to return with a bright smile and eyes shining with tears? Why did I have to fall in love with you Inuyasha thought callously, sliding out of the tree and landing gracefully on the forest floor. This wasn't like him; to get all jumbled and confused over his emotions for a girl. Though, she at least was different in more ways than one. He walked up the hill swiftly with his regal and arrogant step like always and simply enjoyed the grass swaying gently against his feet. The bone eater's well stood before him… the only connection to this time with hers. His only way to her it seemed. He stopped a few feet from the well, half-expecting the over-sized yellow book bag to swing over the rim along with the bouncing teenager he had fallen so in love with.

And it was no mistake when I hurt you that day
And went out with somebody new
But still you forgave me like it was so easy
I should've been better to you

He remembered so clearly that day so long ago when he had walked up this hill towards Kagome after she had seen him with Kikyo. She forgave him easily like it was nothing and had remained by his side as always. She even held his hand as they walked away back towards the village. It was a gesture that would forever engrave itself upon his memory and cause him guilt for the rest of his days with her. Inuyasha sighed and placed a hand onto the rim of the well and stared down into the darkness. Will you always remain by my side Kagome, he thought sadly. He backed away from the well and sighed, crossing his arms across his chest. Things are just so confusing...so confusing. They had been together for so long and he knew that he should have been so much better to her. Inuyasha plopped down onto the soft grass and drew his knees up to his chest. He placed his head on his knees and stared at the old well. He wondered just how much Kagome had really gone through since that day when she climbed out of this very well and laid eyes upon him, impaled to the tree. That time seemed so long ago and they had come so far in their journey and done so much together. The thought of being apart from her was unbearable...it was causing him so much pain. Than again, even when they were together, he felt pain…the pain of never allowing himself to be truthful with her.

Complete lyrics of Breaks my heart

When i think of what i've done, all the pain that i've brought
baby, you should've walked out on me
And when i turned away from you, whenever there were hard times
How could you still be with me

And it's no mistake, when i hurt you that day
And went out with somebody new
But still you forgave me like it was so easy
I should've been better to you

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin me is not easy to do
And i dont mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein your girl

Never gave you my heart, cause i never thought
you deserved any of me
I never told you how i felt, when deep inside i knew that
You're really what i need

And i always gave you up whenever i thought
Something better came along
And right when i'd come back, you waiting for me
And you welcome me home

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin me's not easy to do
And i don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful juss bein' your girl

And if it takes my whole life
I'll make it up to you
'Cause i've been so cruel
And you've given your love to me in spite of everything
I-I don't deserve you

From this day forward, I'm truly yours
it took me a while to see
That we were meant for one another
Thank you for loving me

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin' me's not easy to do
And i don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin' me is not so easy to do
And I don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes I put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl