I lay here afterwards as the night's events play over in my mind, and how exactly I got to be here.

"Olivia, what will it take for you to believe me?"

I roll over on my side and watch him sleep; he looks so peaceful and serene.

"I'm sorry I never meant for any of this to happen" the rain poured down over us.

"but it did happen" I say turning and walking away, at first I thought he was going to let me walk away like he had so many other times before, and this time if he had I wasn't going to come back. But to my surprise he stopped me, he stopped me before I could get away, he ran, well jogged, after me and turning me around he kissed me passionately, I smiled against his lips and tried not to break the kiss.

"I'm sorry" he said breathless and I knew that he was and I just smiled and nodded my head before drawing him into another kiss.

I run my hand through his hair and hold my breath, knowing that I had woken him up.

"Morning" he says tiredly.

"Morning John" I smile as he closes the gap between us.