(do yall know how much I love songfics?theyre sooo easy to write!yeah this song is by avril lavigne and I don't own it or phil of the future)
Keely looked at Phil.
I'm
tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to
keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My
cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my
head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so
perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
She was never going to tell him she loved him. She desperately wanted to, but she just knew he wasn't ever going to feel the same way.
If
I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be
with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could
say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one
knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With
these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's
just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my
mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So
why can't I just tell you that I care
"Hey Keely? Can I talk to you?" Phil asked from behind
"Of course Phil. You're my best friend."
"Keely, I really like you…but I know you don't feel the same way so…"
"No, I mean yes…I do Phil and…but I don't think-"
What's
wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter,
I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
"Well," he said running his fingers through his hair, "just know I love you now and forever. I'm going home in a few minutes." He leaned in a kissed her.
"Wait Phil-" tears were forming in her eyes as she watched him walk away.
Guess
I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I
could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be
with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could
say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one
knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With
these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
And he was gone.
(Sad, I know. Review please.)