Someone to love

Passion Marks Fanfic

One shot.

By: Miss Hellsing666

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the following characters, but I am just playing around with them.

Kevin Davis couldn't believe his ears. He had heard about it but he though it was all just a big joke or at least it would never happen to him. He had been sick for a while. Headaches, nausea, and stomachaches, nothing he thought was serious. He thought it was just a virus or the flu or even just his body reacting to all the stress he's been under but nothing like this.

His twin brother Keevan was gone and he had the lover from hell. His name was James Lancaster and calling him the jealous-abusive type was a gross understatement. For the pass year and half Kevin has suffered physical, verbal, and sexual abuse at the hands of his so called "perfect" man. James did have his softer sided which was the reason why Kevin stayed. But now he might have a whole new reason to stay or, maybe, leave.

When Kevin's sickness started to worsen a worried James made him go to the doctor despite Kevin's winces that he was fine. So just to avoid any more conflict Kevin went to the doctor. After being in the waiting for only a few minutes the nurse came for him. She took his temperature, weight, had made a urine sample and then left him the examination room. While he waited Kevin started to feel light-headed again.

This is how it has been for the pass three weeks. He was fine one second and then all of sudden he felt as if he was ready to pass out. He lean backed on the table he had to sit on which, thankfully, had a pillow on it. He closed his eyes and though about how things were going in his life right now.

James was out of town on business, again, and he wouldn't be back till tomorrow. Kevin wasn't as close to his friends as he was before. Danea had moved to Hollywood to work on her music career, which was doing very well. Tony had also moved away to D.C. with his spouse LaMont and RaChelle had gotten herself killed by pissing off the wrong woman. Everybody had moved on to better or, in RaChelle's case, worst things in his or her lives. So really the only person he ever really communicated with was his friend Daryl who was a college professor whom he hardly saw anymore especially when he went to London for an exchange program for the university he worked at. Maybe later he would see how everyone was doing, heck maybe even have a reunion.

While Kevin though about this the doctor came and place her hand on his shoulder. This startled Kevin because she looked liked Danea at first glance. Her hair was even braided like Danea's usually was.

"How are you doing, to day Mr. Davis? My name is Dr. Smith and I will be looking after you today."

Kevin shocked her hand when she reached it out to him. He was a little embarrassed that he had fallen a sleep. The doctor walked over and grabbed the seat from under the counter and looks at his chart a little, and then she looked back up at Kevin.

"So Mr. Davis…"

"Please, I'm sorry, call me Kevin."

"Alright Kevin what seems to be the problem?'

"Well I don't know how to explain it. It all started three weeks ago. At first everything was fine then all of a sudden I was sick. At first I thought it was just you know the flu or something like that and it would go away but it just been getting worst. I get dizzy a lot, and its almost like everything I put on my stomach it comes right back up and I feel like it getting tighter. Also it's like the lower part of my stomach is always hurting. I don't know what is going on with me."

The doctor look a little shocked when Kevin said that. Kevin cursed himself for saying that, now she probably thinks he's nuts. Instead she looked at him and asked

"Kevin please do not take this the wrong way but are you gay or have you had any anal sex before you got sick?"

This shocked Kevin a lot. He couldn't even finds the words to respond so he blurred something out:

"What's that supposed to mean?!"

She waved her hand trying to calm him down.

"Like I said before don't take this the wrong way I just know because if you are I might know what is going on with you."

Kevin calmed down and just said yes to both question. Dr. Smith had an interesting look on her face. She got up and put her hand on Kevin's shoulder.

"Don't worry, Kevin everything will be fine I just want you to take a little test and then if results are positive I'll discuss everything. So wait here I'll be right back."

She went to a draw and pulled out a white robe and told Kevin to take everything off and put it on. Then she left the room. Leaving Kevin confused and worried.

What did she mean if the results are positive we will discuss everything? Kevin wandered. The he started to panic.

"What if I have some STD or worst AIDS?" Kevin though to himself.

Kevin was shaking. It took him a while to take off his clothes and put on the robe. When he finally put it on he sat back in table and though about what happened three weeks before he became sick.

Kevin and James had had another fight that ended in violence. When Kevin couldn't move James had once again taken advantage of him. They didn't use any condoms. About two days later Kevin got sick. Kevin's worry was soon replaced by anger.

"That bastard probably gave me something!!" He said. Just when he was starting to get even more worked up the doctor came in with the nurse that had exam him earlier. Kevin immediately calmed down and then started to panic again when he saw the machine the nurse brought in. The reality was starting to set in.

Dr. Smith came over and said "Kevin I want you to lie back down and I spread your legs for me okay?" Kevin despite what he though did exactly what he was told. The nurse hand the doctor a pair of plastic gloves after she had hooked up the machine. Then she left the room.

The doctor pulled what looked like a tube from the machine. "Kevin this might hurt a little but I want you to try and stand it, okay?" Kevin nodded. Dr. Smith stuck the tube inside Kevin's small hole, which made Kevin almost buck and yell but he kept it in. He clinched the sides while Dr.Smith continued to push the tube which felt like it was splitting him in two. He was used to stuff like this but damn it hurt!

Once the tube was in Dr. Smith lifted his robe and took a tube and smears some clear gel on his stomach. It was cold at first but then when Dr. Smith rubbed it in it started to get warm. Kevin started wondering if the doctor knew what she was doing. Before he could say anything Dr. Smith spoke again.

"Kevin do you remember when the nurse had you to take urine test? Kevin nodded.

"Well the results were positive." Kevin got nervous. "I'm positive for what?"

The doctor just smiled. "Don't worry it not something that can kill you but it is something that will change you life. That why I have you hooked to this machine, here. It better for me to show you then tell you what is going on." Kevin was both relieved and worried. The doctor saw the look of worry on his face and patted his hand.

"Don't worry you two will be just fine."

"What do you mean by the two of us?" Kevin said.

Dr. Smith took the scanner and placed it over Kevin's stomach. Then Kevin had remembered seeing something like that but he thought that was impossible. Then Dr.Smith turned on the screen and what Kevin saw on the screen made his eyes grew.

It was an egg, a fetus if you will….a growing baby.

"What going on? Is this a joke?" Kevin said. He though the doctor was playing a joke but then he saw a serious look on her face.

"You're pregnant Kevin. As impossible and as shocking as it may seem you are caring a baby."

Kevin was mortified. Did he hear her correctly? He was having a baby. But he was man how could that be possible?

"Uh Dr. Smith how could that be possible? I'm a man for crying out loud!!"

"I know that Kevin but you are very special. You would know that when they put your egg sack in."

"What egg sack?!" Kevin yelled.

Dr. Smith looked confused. "The egg sack that was put into you, so that you could have a baby. It is what male gay couples who want to have children do now. An egg sack almost like woman's uterus is implanted in to one of them and then this makes it possible for him to become pregnant. This way the baby is related to both of them and they don't have to worry about a third person in other words a surrogate mother. You don't remember having it implanted in you?"

"I didn't even ask them to do that!"

Dr. Smith though about that. "That odd we don't usually inject egg sacks into men unless we have their consent. Let me unhook you from the machine and then I'll check when you had it done, since it should be in your medical records." Dr. Smith unhooked Kevin from the machine and left the room so that she could find out what happen to him.

Kevin put his hand on his stomach and rubbed it. "A baby" he though "I'm going to be a father." He started smiling at the though of having and raising his child. Then he though about how James would react when he founded out. He would be home tomorrow.

Part of him was telling him to not tell James about their child and leave and raise his child alone. The other part told him to tell James and that he couldn't support himself let alone a child. He had no money, job, and no place to go. That was one reality, the other was he didn't want their child to grow up in that environment. Sure James was rich but that wasn't good enough.

Kevin didn't want his child to witness the abuse he suffered at James' hands. Then another fear struck him. What if James had one of his anger fits and he went after their child after he was done beating him? While he though about his options, Dr. Smith came back in with his medical records.

"Well Kevin it turns out that you had it done 6 weeks ago."

"But you said that I couldn't have had it implanted unless they had my permission…"

That's when it hit him. He was in he hospital six weeks ago. He had fallen down the stairs when he tried to leave James. He was in and out consciousness. Did he consent to it then? He did remember having a small scar on his stomach. He originally thought that he had gotten it from the fall because he had some broken ribs.

When he told Dr. Smith that she said that would explain it.

"Dr. Smith how will this affect the baby? I mean how do we know it will not harm the baby?"

"We have had quit a few people do it and all the babies are health and happy, just like their parents."

"That's good to know." Kevin said with relief.

"Now here is my card and I want you to comeback a month from now so that we can start you on your monthly check ups. As for the dizzy spells and everything else don't worry about them too much because that just your body getting use to the egg sack. Once you are about 5 months into the pregnancy it should start easing up. You will still get very tried at times but that's usual in both men and women."

"I will and thank you Dr. Smith."

"Anytime, Kevin."

Kevin walked to the front desk, scheduled his next appointment and paid the receptionist. On his way to the car Kevin saw a man playing with his baby daughter. They were both laughing and seemed to be having a good time. Kevin smiled and rubbed his belly again. Soon he would have his own child to laugh and play with.