Declaimer: don't own it.

My True Feelings

Selphie woke up feeling something biting her head. She looked up and saw a little black ball tangled in her hair. She smiled at Shadow and untangled her. She looked at her clock to see what time it was. Five-thirty. She looked at Shadow. She gave her the 'you must pay' look. She started playing with the cat, but since cats have claws, Shadow won that round. Selphie looked at her hands. They were all scratched up. Then she glared at the poor cat.

"Squall should be up," she said out of nowhere.

She got off her bed and walk over to her computer. She turned it on. While she waited for it load, she put in a CD in her stereo. Then she sat down in her computer chair. She logged on the Internet. She scanned down her bubby list. Sure enough, Squall was on.

Princess Selphie - I knew you'd be on.

Leonhart Sq - yeah. What are you doing up?

Princess Selphie - shadow. She was tangled in my hair.

Leonhart Sq - I knew she might've one of these days. You have long hair. Compared to last year.

Princess Selphie - yeah, it's a little pass my shoulders now. My hair grows fast.

Leonhart Sq - so I've notice.

Princess Selphie - so……….do you want to take the gang costume shopping? I know Rinny wanted to go.

Leonhart Sq - she's gone. All because I bought you a cat.

Princess Selphie -……I'm sorry. Shouldn't have told you I wanted the cat.

Leonhart Sq - it's not you fault. You deserve anything I or anyone else buys you. Like I said, you brought garden to life.

Princess Selphie - awwwww, don't say that. You're making me blush ;P

Leonhart Sq - whatever.

Princess Selphie - are you mad?

Leonhart Sq - no. I'm not. I thought I would be. I'm kinda glad she's gone. Now I won't have girl following me around all day.

Princess Selphie - oh. Well I guess that's good for you, but you know, since rinny's gone, the Squall fanclub is gonna strike.

Leonhart Sq - well then, it looks like I need a new girlfriend.

Princess Selphie - what about Rinny?

Leonhart Sq - what about her?

Princess Selphie - what will she say?

Leonhart Sq - I really don't care.

Princess Selphie - are you feeling ok, Squall? You're the one who is suppose to care what she says. She's your angel.

Leonhart Sq - not anymore. She's different now. She's different from when we first started dating

Princess Selphie - sooooooooooooooo, what cya gonna do?

Leonhart Sq - I don't know. I'll tell her when she gets back. Or I could just e-mail her.

Princess Selphie - well ok. I have to go. I gotta get some work done.

Leonhart Sq - yeah, I have to go talk to Quistis about some reports I had her help me with. So, I'll see you later.

Princess Selphie - K! Bye-bye! P

Leonhart Sq - heh-heh, bye.

Squall logged off. He turned his computer off, grabbed his keys and headed out. As he passed the girls dorms, he could hear a girl singing. It was Avril Lavigne, or so he thought. He heard this song before. It wasn't on the radio though. It was a girl that actually sounds like Avril singing. As he got closer to Selphie's dorm, the singing got louder. He stopped right in front of Selphie's dorm. It was coming from her dorm. Squall thought she was having someone over. He opened the door and looked at Selphie in disbelief. It was her who was singing. Before he knew it, she was singing to him:

" I don't want to fall to pieces

I just sit and stare at you

I don't want to talk about

And I don't want a conversation

I just want to cry in front of you

And I don't want t to talk about

'Cause I'm in love with you"

She smiled and taped him on the nose. He smiled at her. Selphie continued to sing until she sang the whole song. Squall just stood there and listened to her. She is such a good singer. The look on Squall's face told Selphie that he really was amazed by her voice. She giggled at him.

"So Squall, how good of a singer are you?" Selphie asked him.

"Not good"

"Awwwwwwwwww, come on! That's a lie. I know you're a good singer."

"And how do you know this?"

"Well, um, when we were on the train, I kind of heard you singing. Well, humming I should say, but it was really good!"

"I see."

"So um, I was wondering if youcouldsingwithmeattheball!"

"No."

"Awwwwww come on! It will be fun! I promise! Pu-lease?"

Squall looked at her. She had the face of a child wanting a toy in the toy store. He couldn't say 'no'. He wanted to but just couldn't. He smiled at her. She smiled back. She knew his answer now. She hugged him really tight. He couldn't breathe much, but he didn't care. Then she finally let go.

"Thanks Squall. You're the best!"

"I know. Um, Selphie………will you……………go to the………………ball…-

"Of course I'll go to the ball with you Squall!"

"Really?"

"Yes really!"

Selphie hugged Squall again. Then she kissed him on the cheek. That took him by surprise, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he pulled her into a hug. That really took himself and Selphie by surprise. A minute later Selphie pulled away and smiled. Then she walked to her dresser and got out her money and key card and set them on the table. She got out a pair of jeans, a tee shirt and a sweatshirt. She went in to the bathroom to change. Squall just stood there feeling a bit awkward, but didn't say anything. He heard the shower go on and decided to wait for Selphie to get out.

He sat on the bed. He looked around. He saw a whole bunch of manga and Dr. Seuss books on the shelf. She did have some novels, but not many. He also saw a shelf covered with anime DVDs. Another with Disney movies. Then there were some other movies that were action, comedy, and all those other categories. Of course she had a TV and a dvd/vcr player to go with it all. Squall finished looking around and laid on her bed. A half an hour later, Selphie came out. She saw that he was still in her room. She smiled at him. He didn't see her smile because his right arm was over his eyes. Selphie was glad he took his shoes off. If he didn't, he would be getting mud all over her Power Puff Girls comforter. That would make her mad. But she would forgive him in like, a few seconds. Maybe a minute.

Selphie sat on her couch. She turned on the TV. To make Squall mad, she put in her Pokemon movie. Yes, Selphie still likes Pokemon. Which isn't a bad thing, right? A lot people still watched Pokemon. If someone asked her what Pokemon was her favorite, she couldn't tell them. Selphie didn't have a favorite. She thought that each Pokemon was cute in their own way. Anyway, once Squall started to hear the theme song he groaned.

"Will you turn that damn thing off?" He asked.

"NOPE! I have to watch Pokemon. I mean, I feel like it. So you either leave, or stay and watch it with me."

"Fine, I'll leave," Squall said getting up.

He walked to the door. Just as he put his hand on the doorknob, Selphie stopped him.

"What," he asked annoyed.

"Lets go costume shopping!" she announced.

A/N: ok, I didn't change much in here. But oh well. I think I'll change a lot in he next one though. Ok. I hope you guys like it so far. Next one will be up soon. R&R!