A/N: Hey everyone ! Well sorry for the wait once again! Been kind off busy with dance team and school stuff ! Yes I know I'm such a dork! But anyway thanks for those few people who reviewed. I was hoping to get some more reviews but I guess not! But if this is as much reviews as I'm going to get I might end it. Because there is really no use of writing if no one is going to read it. But that's still decide with this chapter. So here's the next chapter hope you enjoy it!

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Chapter 9

Should I Go?

Zena sat on the beach all day just thinking if she should go see her mom for lunch. There were so many things going on in her head she had no idea what to think. One part of her was telling her to go and maybe she could make everything okay. And then there was another which was saying 'Why'. Why should she really have to go through the drama with her mom again. She was so concentrated in her thoughts she didn't even see Bradin take a seat next to her.

"Hey" he said as he looked out at the ocean and then back at her.

"Hey" she replied back in a soft shaky voice.

"You alright?"

"I don't know?"

"You want to talk?" Bradin asked hoping the answer was yes.

"I just don't understand why she just has to keep coming back." Zena yelled. "She tries to be a mom but she's not. And she doesn't understand that I'm fine with her not being around its not like she ever was."

"Are you really okay that she's not around?"

"I've learn to live with the fact that my mom's never around. I've learn to never depend on her because she's not reliable. I've learned to survive with out her. I honestly don't need her."

"Well I know you might not really care what I say or think at this point but I think you should go have lunch with her. I mean she is your mom after all." Bradin said thinking about his own parents when he said the word 'mom'.

Zena got up from the sand and brushed off her shorts. Bradin got up along with her as the walked back up to the top of the beach.

"Thanks" Zena said as she looked at Bradin

"For what?" He said surprised

"Just caring I guess" she said with a slight smile. Before he answered back she kissed him on the cheek, which made him smile.

"Your welcome" he said as he touched her cheek with his hands. "But are you even going to see your mom." He asked as she began to walk towards the restaurant.

"Yeah "she said as she kept walking.

It took her about ten minutes to walk down to Riverboat. And the whole walk there Zena kept thinking to herself that maybe this time was going to be different maybe Zena and her mom could actually have lunch together without saying something that both of them would regret. But that thought raced out of her mind when she saw her mom sitting at a table in the corner of the restaurant. And the thought of how much she hated her mom came back as her main thought.

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