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Disclaimer I do not own Naruto nor the characters. I do not own the pictures either, but I own the plot.
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It was a cold October night, as everything began. October 10, the day our main character was born. Three years after their birthday, his mother died in a car accident. He had cried a lot that day. He cried more than he ever did. It was a cold day. It was storming outside and most of the people were rushing to get home to their family.
A sun-kissed boy with big and beautiful blue eyes and bright blonde hair was standing in front of his mother's coffin. His father, Namikaze Minato, stood next to him. He cried his eyes out, his mother was gone. Who wouldn't cry at the thought of their beloved ones passing away and to top it, it was all their's fault.
His name is Uzumaki Namikaze Naruto. He, a three-year-old, was living with his father alone. His father had depression and would get aggressive sometimes, but he would never mistreat his beloved son, right? He knew that it wasn't his son's fault for his wife's death.
Little Naruto always knew how his father felt. He could sense it. The unhappiness, and all the things his father was going through. He just wanted to help his father, even if it meant to do unpleasant things that shouldn't be done.
He would always be there for his father if he needed to release the stress, frustration, and anger in him. But he also turned for his blonde sun for some kind of comfort. He would touch him and call him names he used to call his wife, Kushina.
Naruto was still small but that was the right thing to do, right? To be there for him and satisfy his needs. It was all his fault after all, right? He kept telling himself that everything is going to be alright. It just had to be alright.
Three years later, his father finally found new happiness in a new wife. His father did not touch him anymore and would apologize to him. Naruto only smiled as he declined the apology. He had told his father that it was his fault anyway. So why bother?
She looked like Naruto's mother. She had long beautiful red hair and a beautiful face and body. She was a caring person and eye-catching. Naruto tried his best to get along with her just for his father's happiness. He would do anything for him.
She, however, didn't like the thought of him calling her "mother". She wasn't his mother after all. She wasn't the one who gave birth to him. They all lived happily together until Naruto's father died. He, too, was in a career just like his mother. And on top of it, it was also on his birthday. October 10.
He and his stepmom were so sad. Naruto didn't cry at much as she did. He lived with both his dad and his new mother for 4 years but the woman would still now allow him to call her his mother. Both were desperate. They had nothing left except the house.
His stepmother tried everything to keep living on. To keep on moving on, but she couldn't love a man like she used to love Minato. And she hated herself for it. She knew that Minato was now pleased. Happy with his first wife and true love in heaven, watching over them and laughing at her.
Naruto was 10 years old when he found out about his stepmother's job to keep them living. She often came with injuries on her whole body after leaving home with different men. Naruto soon understood what his stepmother did for both of them to keep living.
She cared for him deeply even though she didn't show or said it to him. As she one day bought another guy over she fell asleep after the job and the mam was supposed to go, but he spotted the beautiful blonde and smirked at him.
He mistreated him and used him, whispering insults and unbearable things in his ears. Naruto didn't want his stepmother to hate him but he also didn't want to go through that kind of abuse. But he reminded still and cried silently not wanting to wake up his stepmom.
He did this kind of stuff for his father. His father only. He wanted to do anything for his father but what about this man? He didn't want to do such dirty and shameful things. After the man was finished with him, he left and gave Naruto some money and told him not to tell her about it.
And Naruto did just that. He wanted to help her. Even if it meant to be used for something as dirty as this. He would sleep with the men when his stepmom fell asleep due to overworking. They paid him well. None of them thought about the child's feelings. He did all of this to make it easier for her and not for him.
He felt like he didn't deserve to be happy. Happy with his stepmom and happy with everything else. He just wanted to be loved but soon pushed these thoughts and feeling away. Now, he just wanted to be needed. He wanted to help other people instead of himself.
But, as she found out about it she never saw that man again. She had no contact with these men again. She was disgusted by the men. Did they dare to touch a little child? Ever since then she never came home with a man ever again. And Naruto was happy he felt that she did care about him.
All the marks on her body made him frown. He wanted to make her happy again. He wanted to help her so, he studied hard to become a doctor so he could treat his ill and injured stepmother. That would be what his father and mother would want, right?
He always saw how they choke her when they used her. She would always sing a song silently to distract him, Naruto. She knew that he was watching her but she couldn't help it. He was a smart boy after all.
Every night she would either cry herself to sleep or she would choke herself to sleep. He later picked up that habit but only did it when she wasn't around. He was always watching them. He was well prepared to interfere if things are escalating. He would step in if she did shut out for help.
At the age of eleven, he started to date Uchiha Sasuke. The popular guy in and outside of school. His family had their own company and was currently number two in the whole world. Number one company was a powerful company.
But their relationship, however, wasn't the normal and sweet relationship other people had. Theirs were a toxic one. Sasuke would never admit that he was gay. He was an elite Uchiha after all. He had to be perfect. He had to prove to his father and mostly his brother that he was the perfect guy to earn the company and not his older brother Itachi.
Naruto was an outcast in school, so why would he, Sasuke, bother and tell the whole school about them dating? Naruto knew that Sasuke wasn't really in love with him, nor did he loved him as much as just a friend. Sasuke would just use him. He always wanted sex. And sex only. He would never show any kind of loving affection in public.
Sasuke would always beat up Naruto before, during, or after sex. He needed to let out his anger and frustration. And who could be better than Naruto? Sasuke made sure to break Naruto mentally and physically so he wouldn't leave and snitch on him.
What Sasuke didn't know was that Naruto was already broken. Ever since the day his father showed more loving attention than he should have. And physically was the part-time job he had. The job his stepmother had. Sasuke knew about his stepmother because he saw them together, so he investigates this matter more and found out about her. He used this too, to blackmail Naruto.
Their toxic relationship was going on for four more years. Sasuke would always pay Naruto money after every night they had spent together. There, of course, he would always use protection because he was well aware that Naruto did not like the cum in his ass and that it would be too troublesome to hear him nagging about it.
As Naruto was fifteen, and Sasuke sixteen, he found out that Sasuke was cheating on him with some other girl named Sakura. Well, Sakura and Sasuke we're dating since they were fourteen. After Sasuke spent a night with Sakura he would always go to the blonde to release his stress with being with a girl like Sakura.
One day after Sasuke had drunk sex with Naruto, Naruto found out that he was pregnant. He didn't know how that was possible, so he searched it up to look for the reason why he could get pregnant. After a long time of searching, he finally found his answer.
The Uzumaki Clan
The Uzumaki clan was powerful ever since they existed. They had too much power over the world. More than any Uchiha, Hyuga, and Nara clan together.
Both females and males can produce a child. Male pregnancy was common in the Uzumaki clan. This could only happen to the Uzumaki family. No one knew why males could get pregnant but they did.
However, people thought that they had made a kind of pact with the devil to be able to get babies. Ever since then people from different cities and counties have tried to kill them. In the end, they were successful and killed the Uzumaki clan.
But, there is little possibility of remaining Uzumaki's Uzumaki's heir. The clan who are familiar with the Uzumaki's where the Senju clan. The first member of the Senju clan, Hashirama Senju, the man who built up this city with Uchiha Madara, was married to an Uzumaki.
They claimed to say that Mito Uzumaki, Senju Hashirama's wife, had made a pact with the devil to keep him satisfied. She let it live inside of her to protect Konoha city, also known as Tokyo today.
It was said that Uzumaki Kushina was the next one in line. She would keep the devil at bay to protect Tokyo and the whole of Japan. She was married to Namikaze Minato but died twelve years ago. No one knew the reason or how she died.
The only alive Senju today is none other than the famous Senju Tsunade. She is the granddaughter of Hashirama Senju.
Naruto couldn't believe it. He had some or rather he had good medical knowledge and could start right away as a doctor after graduation if he wanted to. And the Tsunade Senju just happened to be his godmother.
As Naruto was about to tell Sasuke the news, he couldn't believe his eyes and ears. Sasuke was kneeling in front of Sakura and was asking for her hand in marriage. He also found out that Sakura was pregnant, with Sasuke's child.
He was an Uchiha and couldn't just leave a pregnant woman alone after finding out about it. Sakura of course said yes and kissed and hugged her Sasuke, her soon-to-be husband. Anger boils its way up in Naruto. How was he supposed to keep this up?
That day, Sasuke broke every single contact up with Naruto, to be there for his pregnant girlfriend and soon-to-be fiancée. Naruto went home he was on verge of tears but he wouldn't allow himself to cry. Not over Sasuke.
As Naruto reached home, he immediately went to the bathroom knowing his stepmother would be there and treating her injuries. But as he walked in there was a son sign of her, so he went to the kitchen where should normally take deep cuts into her flesh to feel something.
But then he found a small note on the kitchen table edge and grabbed it. He recognized the handwriting. It was from her, his stepmother. He carefully read the note and made sure to read everything again. He couldn't believe what he just read.
Hello Uzumaki Naruto,
as you can see it's me. I just wanted to tell you that I am not coming back anymore. I packed my things and started a new life. I left you the money your dad left you behind. Also the money your mother left. If you do to a lawyer then they would give you your company back. As long as you are old enough to have it.
Sincerely ~
Ps, I took some of your father's money so that you could go to school.
What was he supposed to do now? He had no one to contact because he thought he would be a bother. He sunk on his knees and began to sob quietly. And to hick luck, a certain pineapple head, that cared for Naruto, came over to check on him.
As he saw Naruto on the floor crying he rushed towards him and hugged him. This was a sign of silent comfort which the blonde needed too badly at that moment. The pineapple head, also known as Nara Shikamaru, was one of the only friends which Naruto had.
After he calmed down, Naruto looked Shikamaru in the eyes and told him about everything. Shikamaru was always there to comfort him just like today. After Naruto told him what happened Shikamaru patted his back and whispered sweet nothing to him.
He made sure that Naruto was fine as he suggested his plan. He told Naruto that he should stay in school until his due day was near. Then he should move away and try to find something for his child. But if he can't find anything, he should come back home after 5 years.
Naruto's accepted it and did what Shikamaru told him. He trusted his friend or rather this person more than he trusted himself. Naruto swears to himself to never become like his stepmom. He wanted a good life for his children and not this kind of life. He also promised himself to find her and save her from the stupid things she made and will make.
Naruto went to school like nothing happened and Sasuke has been acting up a bit. After he said that he wanted to cut all strings up with Naruto, he went straight to him and told him that he needs to fuck someone. Naruto refused first but then accepted it after Sasuke raised the price he would pay.
Naruto didn't like his situation at all. He was smart and studied hard for it. He would always sit in a small, dark, and silent corner to cry and think about his life. He felt like shit but he had to keep moving on. Not for himself but for his stepmom who he loved so much and for his yet unborn baby.
He got in touch with Tsunade and she told him that he could always take to her. Even if it's not important at all. But Naruto being Naruto, always there for others and never knowing that he was worth it only smiled at her and nodded. He just wanted the people he cares about to be happy.
After he gave birth he left to drop out of school and moved to the United States to find a better life. But things didn't go as he planned them. Everything went wrong. He had no money to buy them anything, no food to feed his twins, no house for them to live, no one they could ask for. So, Naruto did the only thing he could think of at that time and became a stripper.
The money his parents left him wasn't that much. It was enough to live in the United States for a month but no more than that. Naruto would first have to take care of his twin babies, Mito and Shisu, then he had to find a way to work and watch over them while working.
The first month was terrible. He didn't eat much and he would always put everything before him. After the second month, Naruto found a babysitter for his children so he could go to work. He was so nervous. Would people even want him in their club? Was he even pretty enough?
These were the thoughts and duped he had. Nonetheless, he still went to the club. There, he immediately got the job and could start working shortly afterward. He made himself ready and thought about a stripper name. He came off with kitsune, foxy, which was a symbol of his clan.
His first days there he git quite some money and could keep the tips. After a month he was popular and well known in New York. He made a lot of money and started to save money for his children. To his luck, he found a lost family member. His cousin, Karin Uzumaki, a hyperactive, loving, crazy, and caring person.
They met in the club. Karin only worked there if she needed money or just for fun. She would only dance and get money what more can you wish for? When he met her for the first time she introduced herself as an Uzumaki. Naruto was so happy that he had found a family member from his mother's side. He told her that he, too, was an Uzumaki.
They changed happily that they. Naruto learned about Karin's Uncle. He also found out that she and her mother was mistreated but not like him. They used them in some other kind. They beat them when they didn't help with the medical help the people needed.
She would sometimes watch over Naruto's kids when the babysitter can't come and babysitting them.
Naruto still kept in contact with Shikamaru and said the boy made sure that Naruto was ok. Naruto did enjoy his job. He didn't have to sleep with people for money but he just had to dance and moves his hips a bit and the money came flying towards him. Shikamaru was a Nara, so he was just as smart as a Nara.
But deep down he knew that he couldn't do this kind of job anymore. He wanted to be a doctor, somebody who helps people. In his job, he kinda did help people but he wanted to save their lives. He knew that he still had his parents' company but he could never return or rely on this company. He wanted something for his own. He wanted to be selfish just once in his life.
After five years Naruto finally decided that it was enough. He promised Shikamaru that he would come back after five years if life does not go like it was supposed to be. He made sure to save a lot of money so he could effort living in Japan Tokyo, again.
He already told his five years old kids about their father and both of them weren't pleased by this idea. Their father was and still is an asshole. Did he leave their mom's side just to be with somebody else? His children were too clever for their ages so he had to tell them.
He told them and Karin everything from his life before he went to America. He told them about the abuse, mental and physical abuse, rape, and neglect he went through. He would still have small panic attacks and nightmares at night. He promised his children to be better mother for them.
He, his children, and Karin took a flight back to Japan. There, his friend, Shikamaru waited for them. They moved into a small apartment while Karin was staying at her Uncle's. Naruto continued his job as a stripper but here in Japan life was harder. He had to sell his body to survive.
His customers would always abuse him while having sex. They left injuries and choke marks on his body. They treated him like trash. He was a slut after all. Why treat him like he was important, worthy, or like a normal kind-hearted human.
He hid them from his children but they knew about it. They started school right after they went to Japan. Naruto made sure to be there in the morning and evening for his kids, but in the noon and at night he had to go to his job.
His godmother, Tsunade, didn't know about his job. He would always tell her that he was just busy studying. The money he got, would be used for his children and not him. His cousin would always make sure to come around and check on them. His friend, Shikamaru, would sometimes come to watch over Mito and Shisu. He would leave some money or food in the small apartment.
Naruto knew this and didn't accept it at first until Shikamaru dared him to accept it. Karin would also leave some money for him and his children. The apartment they lived in was a three-room apartment. One living room, one bathroom, and kitchen with two bedrooms. Naruto would always make sure that his children had everything they needed and wanted.
Once his children went to school he made his way to a strip club and start to dance. His looks and behavior have changed since then. He had long red tied in a low ponytail. His hair was only shoulder length long. His body became more feminine. He had curves in the right places and if he wanted to, then he could look like a woman. He did everything to look like his stepmom. He loved her so much that he wanted to look like her.
All he wanted was her love. He just wanted her to tell him that she loved him. Just for once. This would have been enough for him. He knew that what he was doing right now would disappoint his stepmom. She didn't want him to become like her. There was nothing good about her. That's what she thought. Naruto thought the same just about himself.
He worked for an old man named Orochimaru. Orochimaru was a strange man. He was supposed to be his second godfather but now he's sleeping with him and his customers, too, slept with the blond. Naruto felt dirty, so dirty for doing this kind of job. He was angry at himself. He didn't want to become like his stepmother but now here he was, stripping -not for fun-, being abused, mentally and physically at the end with no sign of peace.
He hated himself for this. He just wanted his kids to grow up nicely but he failed as a parent he thought to himself. He still wanted to find his stepmom. He knew that she was also suffering pretty much from the loss. What Naruto didn't know was that she would send him money to his mother's bank account. He never knew about it because he didn't want to rely on his dead mother. It wasn't fair towards her.
He was a bad person who would try to kill himself. Each time he tried it, it wasn't a success because his children would be there for him and he would stop. He would sometimes choke himself to sleep if the stress got too much for him to handle. Whenever he did this his head and body would feel light. It wasn't like his clients didn't do that when they used him.
It still didn't mean that it was a good thing to do to another person. His pay wasn't as good as it was America. It was worst than in America. There, he could earn a lot of money so his family was able to keep living healthy. Naruto wanted his children to be happy. They didn't need to be successful in life. They just had to be happy. This was all he wanted for them.
This was his daily life. Being abused, used, mistreated, and more terrible and unbearable things. His kids, cousin, grandmother, and his dearest friend Shikamaru were the only light he had.
Choke yourself to sleep
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