I do not own anything from Disney or characters. I own Snow (Eliza) and McCoy and Luke. Everything else in this fanfiction is all Disney.

I get to take McCoy home today! It is about time; these doctors have made him stay for a good week because of how he was acting. I told them all more than once that that is how McCoy always acts, but I guess that is not good enough for the land of civilized animals. I need to calm down. I have been getting annoyed that I can not take McCoy home after him being awake for 2 days. Also, I am trying to not be around Nick as much as I have to. I know that this is going to be a hard thing to do because my head is telling me to be around him. It is like the part of me when I first woke up and I had to speak in fox and act like one but I could still understand everyone as if I was a human. I want my Nick so badly but I just can't let myself. I want to go back home and have McCoy and no one else, but if I do stay then I will always have McCoy and then maybe Nick?

No! Do not think this way. Snow No you are Eliza. Eliza is a human; Snow is a fox. Sigh, maybe I should just listen to that part of me that says that Snow is a fox and she has fallen in love with a fox here and I want to make him mine completely because my knowledge of foxes is limited but don't they mate for life?

Here I am walking to go get McCoy from the hospital with Nick. I can swear that ever since the day that McCoy woke up and I have tried to not need him as much that Nick has been looking at me and wondering what happened. I still let him give me hugs and he still marks me and I do the same. I can not stand not having him smell like me. That is something that I can not avoid thinking and saying yes to. I go to bed on my own and try so hard to act like every other animal in Zootopia which is so hard. I still want to walk on all fours and I still only want to bark to talk. I like being silly and listening to my instincts and having Nick, but if I am not listening to some then I might as well not listen to all of them.

I was so deep in thought that I almost walked into a busy road. If it was not for Nick I would have been hit. Watch out there, Snow. Said Nick. I like you with four paws and a tail. Anything less would be very sad. I smiled and said thank you. I think that did it for Nick because we crossed the street and he took me through a park to get to the hospital. He stopped us and said Snow what is up with you? You have been acting differently this past week. Maybe I can slide past this? Let's see? I thought. Well, this is normal for me to act like this. You have seen me when she has a lot of energy and trying to figure things out. How I am acting now is normal. Yea, I do not think so. Said Nick. Well, it is true I yelled back. Nick smiled and said see I am right. Now, what is wrong?

We do not have to talk about it now. I really want McCoy and we can talk about this later. I even wrapped myself around Nick in hopes that it would stop him from asking but it did not. He said nice try but we are not going to get McCoy till we talk. I said fine. I stepped away from Nick and I saw the look of sadness that quickly went on his face and went away. He likes it when I am near him as much as I do for me.

I said to Nick being a fox is what is wrong. I miss being human but it is not because I do not like being a fox. The opposite is true. I love it, but what I hate is the feelings about the things that tell me to do. To do? Nick asked. I might as well just come on out and say it. I grabbed his hand and wrapped myself around him till I was nose to nose with him and I nuzzled my head under his head. He did the same things to me. I then said it is wanting to do this.

Humans do not do this. It is a need to do what I just did to you all the time. I also want when I am falling asleep to fall asleep with you wrapped around me. I can barely sleep because of it. I want to walk on four legs and not two. I want to be silly and happy with you with me. I want to be safe and only you can promise that. This is a place that scares me and I only want to be what my brain tells me to be but I have been told that you do not listen to the needs that I am talking about but here you are Nick holding me and nuzzling me and I have very little idea why besides what I have read about Foxes but even that I am not so sure about what is going on. I started to cry because of how scared I started to feel. I finally stopped talking and started to whimper and whine and I got on all fours and started to run away, but Nick realized what I was about to do and stopped me before I got too far away. He went down onto the ground and he started to wrap himself around me and started to lick my eyes and face. He finally put his head under my chin and started to rub his head all over my head. He finally looked into my eyes and moved his nose so that it was touching his nose. The next thing I knew he was kissing me and I was kissing him back.

I felt like I was the queen of the world with this kiss. I felt the love and the need to keep me safe in it and how we were so close to becoming mates for life. I pulled away and smiled at him. Nick smiled as well and said now kissing like that is not part of our instincts but it is something that all mammals started doing years before same with purchasing rings when you clam someone as your mate. I said humans kiss as well and have rings and the meanings are the same.

Nick said, Snow? I looked into his eyes and I saw the need to protect when I look into them. I feel like I could be so happy with him if I pick him. I said yes in English and Nick smiled and said you can bark or speak English to me and I will never mind. The same with you walking on all fours. You can or we can do anything that you feel like you need to do and that will start tonight when we go to bed. You will be wrapped around McCoy and I will be wrapped around you. McCoy is still too young to be left alone at night. It is not until children are about 5 is when they stop sleeping with their parents.

I wagged my tail and said, parents? Nick said well that is what we are to McCoy right? I started to bark and run in circles around Nick. I pushed him down onto the ground and started to purr and lick his face. Nick said Snow we are a family and no mate of mine with her kit will grow up without a father to learn how to be a fox. Mate? I said. Am I your Mate, Nick? All in the sense yes but it is not tell I make you completely fully mine and you have our own kit growing inside you when you are my life mate. No one in the universe can tear us apart after that. I am so happy and I can not wait till I tell McCoy that he will have a dad to love him and teach him what I can not.

Can we go get McCoy now as I kept on licking and rubbing his face along my own. Nick said not with how you are rubbing against me. I growled and said you are mine and no one can tell me not to be with you. Nick looked at me and was shocked that I said that. He saw my eyes and how black they were becoming. He rubbed against me and let me breathe in his scent and that calmed me down so fast. He then said Yes you are mine but you can only listen to some of your instincts when you are outside. Inside you can do whatever you want. I looked at him and said so it is a rule for being polite and kind and what does everyone expects you to do when you are out of your home? Nick said yes. I looked down and said this is just like back home. If you show too much affection for someone outside then you can be arrested.

Nick rubbed wrapped himself around me and said come on Snowflake let's find your little fox. I laughed at him and started to run towards the hospital.

Chief Bogo POV

Nick is going to regret picking her and the same with Snow picking Nick but that may not happen unless she starts having dreams about her other life. Her kit may never leave but then he may leave very soon after she does, this has happened before to other humans and they have always gone back to their home, but it is against protocol for me to give out that information. It has happened that one or two humans have come and stayed and grown old and died but out of 10 cases, Snow being the 11th one is not very good odds. Our scientists have been able to look into their world and send pictures or objects but not food or living things and it may never happen. That means that Nick will die alone and Snow will go back home and she will still have the fox part of her who is completely in love and is the mate of Nick Wilde.