Title: I.O.U. Emotion
Written By: Karesu
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts II
Disclaimer: I don't own the series or the characters...
Authors Note: Okay, this was written as AkuRoku 100::Dark:: on Deviant Art for the thing my AkuRoku guild was making and stuff like that. Coincidentally that guild has a VERY inventive title sarcasm it's called... AkuRoku... wow...
Yeah I know how much this certain thing has been overdone, but I swear that my hands sometimes have a mind of their own and they are all 'WE LAUGH IN THE FACE OF REPETITION!' And this stuff comes out of it. Ugh, Im sorry if its really bad... Enjoy!
I.O.U. EMOTION
What if no one remembers? You are nothing without memories, you are nothing without the knowledge that even when you are gone, you will not be forgotten. You never had the fear of being nothing, not even a memory, because to you... you already were nothing. But that wasn't true and remember telling you that, I remember telling you that I wouldn't forget you no matter what and that you did have a place in my heart.
This is when you told me I didn't have a heart that I could give you room too, I told you that you would once I got mine back. This made you smile, something you rarely did, and I can still recall how those lips felt upon mine after you said you could already feel the love I had promised you. This moment was cherished by both of us, at least I hope it was, but now I have no way to ask you about it now.
I cried when I found you again, I cried because you had forgotten me, I didn't care about anything else that was on your mind, only if you still had those memories. But you didn't have them anymore, and I was the only person that knew about our love, or at least the love we promised each-other. It hurt so much when you said we were friends, it hurt so much when you called me what everyone thought we were, I knew he had no idea what you were talking about when I met you again.
Something struck me though... something that I promised myself to feel once I got a heart, sorrow. I promised myself to feel sorrow when I reclaimed my heart because it hurt now, so it must have been a million times worse with a heart to bleed. I walked away, I couldn't believe that I had tricked my mind into thinking that maybe, for a moment, you remembered. But I still remembered like I promised you I would.
The second time I found you, I promised myself to feel anger, anger at you for toying with the emotions I yet to have! This time you remembered though, it hurt more then the first time because you acted like it meant nothing, some more sorrow that I owe myself. The written slips of paper with names of emotion on them are starting fall from my pockets there are so many of them.
Then it happened, then it came to the point where it was either you or me, and I chose you over myself. But it truly you anymore, it was him, you came to him. Maybe someday you will see everything in your own perspective and know what I did. What I did for you!
As I was there in my last moments, I wanted to tell the person that wasn't you how I felt, but he wouldn't have gotten it. Pain was shooting through me at this point, and I sadly registered that I was the only person who remembered you and now even I was going. Going back into the darkness in which I came.
As the darkness reclaimed me there was nothing, and the only think I really registered was the fact I was grasping two pieces of paper. Do you know what they said? Of course you don't, so I shall tell you. Out of those slips of paper that occupied my pockets these just had to be ones I grabbed. Do you know what they said?
I.O.U. Emotion...
I.O.U Love... Roxas...