Chasing After Him In The Moonlight

Author's Note: I know, I know. I hate the 1xR too. But Duo has to have some competition with Heero, hasn't he? Can't all be happy for the poor over tortured couple, tehehe. Btw, I do realize that I'm kinda losing feeling so I'm going to try harder, thanks Mortified Tam. Tell me if this one is any better. If you see anymore errors please point them out. Thanks. Remember R&R! I love you all, readers!

I realize this is longer than all the other chapters. XD. It's a more important chapter and you guys suggested I make it longer. Hopefully, it's better too. THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER.

Disclaimer: Don't own it, so pssssh. Wish I did but I don't. No money, no use suing. :D

Chapter 8: The Final Decision

Time seems to fly by not only when you're having fun but also if you have an important decision that keeps being pushed off until the last minute. My heart pounded in an uneven pace. Quick quick slow, just like the dance. I stared off to the distance, hoping that there was an answer somewhere. I glanced out the window and noticed that it was snowing again. The soft white flakes drifted slowly to the already two feet deep snow. My body moved toward the window as if in a trance, fascinated by the glittering night, dark and light at the same time. The contrasting colors were beautiful as the streetlight shined upon up all like a guardian angel watching over the small defenseless specks of ice.

I took a breath in, taking the cold air through my system. Then it came out warm causing the window to fog up a little. My eyes widened. I was slightly taken back. Was it my vampire side amazed? Or perhaps I have never taken the time to see the wonders of life? I pressed my hand up against the window, feeling the chilliness that had settled into the glass. The light was fading fast, darkness engulfing it. One by one, stars began to show themselves and soon the moon. A dog howled in the distance. I blinked. The decision made. I would blow off both of them and go somewhere where I could think. My eyes glanced over to Duo's clothes thrown angrily to the side. Yes, somewhere where I had no memory of either.

There was a cozy bar surrounded by two tall business buildings a couple blocks away. No one usually went there, only people who knew the owner. There was a soft jingle from the tiny bells attached to the wooden doors. Without even a glance around, I walked straight to the Chinese man who leaned casually against the counter. "Chang," I said quietly, taking note of the little litters of drunks sitting by the candlelight. I nodded toward him. As he acknowledged my presence, he poured a drink for me.

"On the house, Yuy." He said, a small smirk lingering on his lips. "What bring you here? You haven't visited me in a while…," he paused. "Oh, what's the problem?" Always been a clever man, I thought to myself. He straighten his dark tank top then took a seat beside me, ready to listen.

"Why do you think something is always wrong every time I come here?" I asked him but then started to tell him my dilemma. "There are these two people who… have caught my attention. One is exotic and impossible to please while the other is dull but has a lot in common with me. I do not know who to choose over who." I stopped before anymore slipped out. Taking a sip of the beer he had handed me, I turned my head to the couple I passed on my way in. The first thing I noticed was how their fingers intertwined in a loving way and a smile made its way to my lips. It was wonderful to find that one person in your life to complete it, make it whole.

"A love triangle, I see," he said quietly. Over the years, he had slowly gone away from his egotistical ways and settled into the life of a young gay man. His lover, Trieze, had taken him in with open arms and it was he who helped Wufei keep his pleasant but unpopular bar open. "That couple over there, you see them? They have been coming here for a few weeks. The tall one is named Trowa is about to ask the other man to marry him. This is the first place they met," he stopped as if to recollect a memory. "I saw it happen. Anyway, you could talk to them, friendly people."

"Talk to them abou-" Swiftly, Wufei shushed me placing a finger over his lips. He nodded toward the couple and I turned my attention back at them. Trowa kneeled on the floor and took the blonde's hand, a mysterious smile gracing his lips. He muttered a few soft-spoken words that made a few drunks turn their heads. I wonder what he said because the reaction that came next was quite a surprise.

"Oh Trowa! Don't be silly! I love everything about you and I already am the happiest man in the universe!" The innocent looking blond jumped up and tackled Trowa, kissing him fiercely. Scatter claps started up and I joined in. A throaty chuckle escaped from me. I realized then that that was what I wanted. Trowa picked him up then secretly waved Wufei over to hand him something. The Chinese man winked at me as he strolled over in a careless manner with a beer bottle. As soon as it was placed on the table, the blond and I noticed the silver ring on the side. He leaped up and embraced a very surprised Wufei. Then he playfully swatted the two men for playing such a trick on him with tears of happiness in his eyes. The bartender leaned in and whispered something in Trowa's ear, which I could only assume they were words of congratulation.

But as both men parted, I knew they were no words of praise but of my problems and me. Those dark black eyes of his urged me in the direction of the couple and I obeyed. Let me make it clear, I am not one to listen to any man. Wufei knew he was helping me in a way that he could not help me directly. AS I walked over, I caught the loving look they had in their eyes. They compassionately invited me to pull up a seat.

The blond smiled, "My name is Quatre Winner. That witty man over there told us your problem and we are willing to help, just to let you know." He turned his head to the taller man and continued. "This is my lover, Trowa Barton." The brunette nodded. Quatre sighed, a dreamy look overcoming his boyish face. "We met in this very bar. The lights were dim. There was cheap beer. And we both knew Wufei there. On that Tuesday night, I only stopped in because it started to pour cats and dogs outside. Rains a lot during April here. Anyway, I came in, wet and angry. I had had a bad day, you see." He paused, biting his lip. "I am usually a very pleasant person!" Trowa's hand snaked its way into the other man's, giving it a comforting squeeze. I saw Quatre take a deep breath before continuing. I can't help to notice how perfect they were for each other. They knew each other like the back of their own hands. I glanced at mine, so familiar yet so unknown.

Trowa must have caught me because he shushed his fiancée. "I knew this man before me is my love, my life, and my world. It wasn't like this in the beginning. There were obstacles to overcome but it all depends on whether you think it's worth it in the end… the person who gives you the greatest joy by just being there for you and you only."

I stood up quickly, scaring the two a little when the chair fell over. "Thanks," I said simply. Throughout the short time that Trowa had spoken, there was only one person I was thinking of and that was my beloved vampire god. The way he made me feel was so different and so perfect that he made me forget that I was some lower species. He made me feel flawless, just like I felt he was. Those stupid grins of his made me melt inside though I would never tell him that ever.

I ran out the door, and my ears caught the bells jingle their goodbyes. The snow crunched underneath my boots as I made my way swiftly to Duo's house. I managed to stay on my feet even with the sidewalks covered with ice. When I arrived at the door, I took a few deep breaths, wondering if this was the right decision. There was no denying the lust I have for him like every sane vampire would have. But was there the love the way Trowa described it. No matter. I will find out soon.

I raised my hand and knocked. An empty hollow sound echoed thought what I imagined was an empty apartment. Knocking again just to make sure. I pulled out one of my credit cards and slipped in unnoticed. "Duo? Are you here?" I asked quietly. Elizabeth awakened from her sleep and ran up to me, tackling me to the floor. Laughing, I took her in my arms. "What are you doing, girl? Huh? Where is your master?" I asked her blank hazel eyes. I felt her violet wet tongue drag across my palm, leaving a trail of drool. My eyebrow twitched. I forgot how dogs tend to do that.

As I made my way closer to the bathroom, I heard the heavy downpour of water from the shower. My ears caught the sound of a familiar voice. Duo. "…Hold me like you held on to life when all fears came alive and entombed me. Love me like you love the sun, scorching the blood in my vampire heart." I smiled. For someone with such a sexy voice, he sure knows how to sing off key. I made my way into the miniature kitchen and washed my hands. I took a quick look around the room, nothing much had changed. His bed still not made. The large chow chow's indent was still there. Somehow that was a relief.

As if in a daze, I walked over to the bed with Elizabeth at my heels. She nudged my leg toward the bed and jumped up in her favorite spot, laying down whining. I scratched her behind the ears fondly. My hands felt the soft silky covers and trailed up to the equally smooth pillowcases. It was much more different than my cotton sheets. Memories of that night started coming back to me. His hands caressing me from head to toe, kissing my fears away.

When I felt a stir in my pants, I bit my lip. "Oh shit," I cursed. I crossed my legs, trying to ignore it but the friction itself was making me hard. The dog seemed to have disappeared and the shower was still going. I took one last glance around before slipping the flat of my palm down my stomach, taking myself in my hands. Not gently either. There was no time for that. I stroked myself hard, thinking how fucking good Duo was. Oh, he was even hot when he wasn't physically here.

Two hands fumbled with my zipper. "Keep going," Duo whispered into my ear. He pulled off my jeans with one hasty motion. My ears caught the ripping sound my boxers made but it didn't matter to me. My breathing had become heavy, stroking faster and faster. I couldn't hold it in anymore, and then Duo brushed away my hand. I growled and started to sit up but, as soon as that talented mouth of his swallowed my manhood, I lost all control. His fangs scraped against me, a sharp pain causing me to moan louder. It was sexy in a more painful way. I grasped two handfuls of long flowing hair pushed him further on me. "Oh Duo! Oh my fucking god!" I screamed as I let out in his wet mouth.

I fell back on to the bed, wiping the beads of sweat that had formed. Duo collapsed beside me, throwing his arm gently across my chest. "Sorry," I heard him whisper in a soft voice. It was strange for a man to have so much power over everyone that he had to apologize to me of all people. Stoking his silky hair, I shook my head realizing how silly he was being. There was no reason for him to sound like such a man of no statue. He was one of the most respected vampires of all time.

And there is where I lie the rest of the night with Duo Maxwell in my arms.