Chapter 195

Isabel-Cameron

Holly knew Isabel–Cameron wanted to see her. She was not sure what it was about. Maybe Isabel–Cameron wanted to be with her. If that is what Isabel–Cameron needed, then so be it. She would do anything to help her. She felt she was ready to take this step. She cared about Cameron enough. Isabel-Cameron was 'Cameron'. She always thought John would be her first. They were close many times. It could have happened dozens of times but it never did. Now there was 'this'. She was ready. Life moved forward.

There was now a certain level of anticipation and apprehension. She did not have any actual experience. She only had programming files. She knew what to do even if she'd never done it. She figured she would learn what she needed to know fast enough. Everyone did once they 'started'. She composed herself and prepared to knock.

Holly knocked and entered.

Isabel–Cameron sat naked on the side of the bed. Holly sat next to her. They both leaned back with their feet on the floor.

Holly noted the nipple rings Isabel–Cameron now wore. She thought they looked HOT but said nothing. She wondered how she would look with a pair. That was something she would explore. It enhanced the natural beauty of Isabel-Cameron. She thought it would for her too.

The urge to touch them was overwhelming but Holly refrained.

Both women stared at the ceiling and talked. Holly shared this way with John many times. It was someone to talk to without tension or judgment. Sometimes it was just to be there to show someone cared. It always could have gone sexual but it never did. Maybe that actually made it more special without the sexual aspect. They could connect one on one as equals.

Isabel-Cameron was very frustrated.

"John won't touch me." Isabel–Cameron said. "This sheath does not excite him."

Holly did not think that was the correct interpretation of what the real 'problem' or issue was. She needed to be very diplomatic with her answer.

"He wants 'Cameron' back." Holly said. "I can say that the sheath is very 'exciting', especially with the new jewelry."

Holly took another quick look. There was no doubt about it. Those nipple rings were HOT.

Isabel-Cameron glanced down at her nipple rings. She did like the look. It was the issue of 'Cameron' that was the problem.

"I threw her away just like everyone else did. If no one wanted her, why should I?" Isabel–Cameron asked. "You know I hate her."

Holly believed otherwise on this issue as well. That was why 'she' was on Isabel-Cameron's chip right now. She was sure Cameron cared about who she was and that was why it all bothered her so much.

"I know you think you do." Holly said. "I know you don't really."

Isabel–Cameron frowned. She wanted Holly to agree with her, not disagree.

"You are just saying that because you are 'in my head'." Isabel–Cameron said.

It was true. 'Holly' was literally in Isabel–Cameron's head. A copy of her program was on Isabel–Cameron's chip.

Holly was just going to say this to get it out. She felt it was way past time. Isabel–Cameron never wanted to hear it before but she was going to hear it now.

"You won't listen to anyone. Your 'Cameron chassis' is in perfect condition. It never Resequenced." Holly said. "Your chassis and sheath are as good as the day you were constructed."

Isabel–Cameron's head snapped over and looked at Holly's face.

"SHUT UP!" Isabel–Cameron said.

Holly was not going to play games or argue. She would let the facts do the talking. She gave Isabel–Cameron a file number.

"Open the file and see for yourself." Holly said.

Holly previously transferred the file over on her last update with Isabel–Cameron. Everything was current along with a date and time stamp.

Isabel–Cameron opened and reviewed the file. She checked it three times. Each time the information was the same. It was hard to believe. She could see Holly was serious.

"Do you mean I still look the same?" Isabel–Cameron asked.

Isabel–Cameron sat up.

Holly sat up also.

"Yes." Holly said. "The 'functioning' should be the same too since nothing changed. Everyone has tried to tell you this. The last time we interfaced I transferred that file to 'myself' in you. I knew you would not believe anyone unless you saw it yourself. You are now ready to believe it."

Isabel-Cameron was a little beyond bewildered. If she knew her chassis was 'good to go' she may have swapped chips and used it with John. To achieve a 'finish' by 'herself' was not the same even if the end result was the same. The journey was much less rewarding and actually dull and boring.

The door burst open with a crash.

"You get your as…." Allison started.

Allison stopped in mid sentence. She saw Isabel was naked. She saw Holly next to her. They were close. She saw the nipple rings.

'DAMN that looks HOT.' Allison thought.

Allison believed she'd walked in on a sexual encounter. She was hot for blood but now she felt embarrassed. It'd happened a few times to her in the future. She knew the feeling when someone interrupted a special moment, especially if it was a new conquest.

"I'm sorry. I did not know you were 'busy'." Allison said as she turned to leave. "Please forgive me and my intrusion."

"Wait." Isabel–Cameron said as she stood.

Vanna rushed in.

"I hope…." Vanna started then stopped as she took in the scene.

'THAT looks so HOT.' Vanna thought.

Vanna looked at Isabel–Cameron standing there with the new 'accessories'. She came to the same conclusion and feeling as Allison. This looked like a sexual encounter that was just spoiled by them. That prospect made her feel really bad.

"I'm sorry…." Vanna said.

Vanna turned to hurry out. She wanted to be any other place than there right now.

"Wait. Holly just told me and showed me 'Cameron'." Isabel–Cameron said. "I did not know. I did not want to know. I'm sorry."

Jesse and Gail arrived.

Gail took in the scene and thought they should withdraw.

"It looks like we got here at an awkward time." Gail said.

Jesse took in the scene and thought they should stay.

"It looks more like the right time to me." Jesse said. "Isabel, YOU look HOT."

Jesse immediately imagined herself looking like that. She wanted a set of 'those'. She wanted a set of nipple rings. She knew her norks were not as large but it would still look HOT. The rings would overcompensate for any 'size issue' with anyone. They made a bold statement.

Isabel–Cameron looked down at herself. She was now aware that she was naked. She'd forgotten in her anger. She must have left her clothes in John's room. No wonder everyone looked at her like she was naked. She was! She looked at herself in the mirror. She liked what she saw.

She ran her hand over her left breast, down her side and up over the smooth curve of her rear end.

Everyone there was 'turned on' to watch her do that.

She felt a little regret not to have been with John in this chassis. She looked at Holly and Gail.

"I never got to try this body out. It is still 'untouched'. As of right now it is available to either of you." Isabel–Cameron said.

Jesse wanted that body for herself. It was impossible.

"If I could, I would take it." Jesse said. "You are really HOT."

Everyone laughed.

"I have my own body to claim." Isabel-Cameron said.

Holly looked upset and nervous with that proclamation.

She stood and faced Isabel-Cameron.

"I may have created a 'problem'…." Holly said. "It was unintentional."

Holly explained what she'd done. She copied her program and Cameron's program onto the spare chip. She left Cameron's original chip in her chassis and activated a 'Sleeping Beauty' file that she'd received from Duplicate Cameron. It popped up on her HUD when she did the transfer. Evidently it was left from Duplicate Cameron when she was on her chip. It was another 'safety' from River. There seemed to be a few of those.

Holly did not want to mess with Cameron's original chip. She simply activated what was already there as she followed the instructions from River. It also offered Cameron protection in case Skynet attacked Isabel–Cameron again by leaving her original chip in her original chassis. Cameron was still all original with a few extra files.

Everyone needed to think about all of that for a few seconds.

"So there will be two of me again?" Isabel–Cameron asked.

Holly remembered the trouble when 'Bob' and 'Jim' were both 'Cameron'. That was bad enough with them in the male chassis. How would this be with two of them both in a female chassis?

"I'm afraid so." Holly said.

Isabel–Cameron was irritated now. She was not 'alone' and she was not unique.

"So why hasn't John reactivated my chassis again? Is there a problem?" Isabel–Cameron asked.

Holly wanted the truth out there. There was a noble quality to it if one thought about it.

"The problem is John." Holly said. "He loves YOU so much he could not be with YOU as Isabel and he was too afraid to see YOU as Cameron altered or destroyed to go and actually see YOU. Like you, he did not want to hear it."

The new revelation that there were two of her, angered Isabel-Cameron.

"But I AM CAMERON." Isabel–Cameron said. "I am his wife."

Vanna could picture that going forward. She also realized there was a 'spare' Cameron now too.

"It looks like John is going to have one HELL of a night." Vanna said. "YOU both are Cameron and both his wife."

Jesse wanted some action like that.

"They're both HOT too." Jesse said. "I wish I was John tonight."

Allison could see it too.

"I would give anything to be John tonight." Allison said.

The girls and the Metal girls ALL wished they could be with Cameron AND Isabel….

What could top that?

No, really. What could top that?

Cameron tried to process everything. She was able to hear everything that was said around her while in her special 'Sleeping Beauty' mode. It was a modified version of standby. All the files were being complied currently. Some of them were very eye opening.

Cameron got up. She looked in the reflection of John's tearful eyes at herself.

"I look Tight. I did not look like this the day I was suppose to be transferred into Isabel." Cameron said. "I looked like crap."

Cameron gasped. John would have believed Isabel was 'her'.

"Isabel! John you didn't…?" Cameron asked worried.

John wanted to play with Cameron a little. Maybe it would help avoid future issues like this.

"Isabel IS YOU, you are my wife. What did you think was going to happen?" John teased her. "Isabel is your program – right?"

Cameron looked sad and defeated.

"Yes. It is understandable, it was what I wanted. Now you may choose which one to keep and which one to erase." Cameron said.

John thought of another way to make his point.

"Can I keep both of you?" John teased. "You are both 'Cameron' and both my wife."

Cameron hoped to stay in the game. She'd given up her place once.

"Yes, if that is your choice. I will be subservient to Isabel since I created the problem. I will share with her too. If she will, I will." Cameron said.

John wanted to accomplish a few things here.

"Let's go find Isabel." John said as he still teased her.

Cameron felt a little less joyful now. She really wondered what new problem was about to be created. It would be a problem she'd created. What was she thinking?

John led Cameron away from the storage area.

Cameron became increasing apprehensive as she neared the room that John told her Isabel used.

Cameron wasn't sure why Isabel needed a separate room. Maybe she'd expanded her sexual relationship to the girls or even the Metal girls. Maybe it was the Metal males too. They would be able to 'stay with her' unlike John was able to do.

Cameron walked into Isabel's room. She was instant irritated and enraged at what she looked at.

"Does anyone care to explain this?" Cameron asked.

Isabel stood there naked wearing HER nipple rings.

'Wow, she looks HOT.' Cameron thought.

"CAMERON."

It seemed everyone screamed out her name at once.

John walked it.

"YOU!" Isabel–Cameron said.

As she looked at John, her anger flared.

Cameron saw Isabel addressed John. She wondered what all was in play here.

Cameron took all of Isabel in. She stood there boldly and naked. She was even Hotter than she remembered. John was going to have to answer some questions about this. He was probably all over that half a dozen times a day. She would be if she was him.

"YOU left me in there for ALL that time while you were with - H E R?" Cameron asked.

She glared at John as her anger grew.

Cameron still held the player in her hand. She saw what the next song was. She wanted to make her new position clear.

"Listen up good - Mister." Cameron said as she hit play.

'Move It on Over' by 'George Thorogood', shook the room.

Flawed Beauty

Is there in truth no beauty
Is there anything that is perfect
Everything can be marred or flawed
There is always a hidden defect

Is there in beauty no truth
What is wrong and what is correct
Everything the same is seen differently
Do we accept or do we reject

In truth there is no beauty
Look around, what do we collect
Is everything only an illusion
Can we cure or do we infect

In beauty there is no truth
What do we shun or protect
Do we seek to share or only collect
What is left after we dissect

In beauty or truth
What do we reflect
Is it real or imagined
Do we deject or respect

Flawed Beauty is the truth
Nothing is what we expect
The mind will twist and conflict
Truth in the end, beauty will select

Nobody

Love's Cry

I miss you
I miss you so much
Your beautiful face
Your loving touch

After so many years
You can still make me cry
No matter how many years
Without you, I want to die

You were my true love
As I was to you
I have never felt love for another
As I have felt love for you

Even when I try to "hate" you
It ALWAYS comes back the same
I 'hate' you means I love you
For 'hate' and love are really the same

I wanted to be yours
I wanted you for the rest of your life
I wanted you forever
Our love would be rife

You know this is all true
You saw and felt it happening
You knew it was inevitable
Until you crushed it so saddening

I cried and cried and cried
I am still crying today
You can make me cry even more
When to me, you have nothing to say

Nobody