Chapter 215

Three Of Us

Cameron told John of her plan to create Cameron II. She was very excited about it. There would be two of her.

John was not ready for this discussion. It always led to a fight. They'd been through this before.

"I don't want 'two' of you, Cameron." John said. "It will be a nightmare."

Cameron tried to explain it again.

"It ALREADY is and there ALREADY are 'two' of me. You need to accept that. It is reality." Cameron said. "Isabel wants time with you as well. John, Isabel IS 'me'. I'm doing this by choice. Isabel is your wife too. You must honor her as such."

John didn't know how to make Cameron understand how he saw it.

"Cameron, it's not the 'same'." John said. "It's different."

Cameron felt that John rejecting Isabel was the same as him rejecting her. They were the same program and updated often to remain the same.

"It is the same for me. You are disrespecting me. I am a machine. I am not a woman. My program is me. A copy of it is too. It matters not my sheath for me to be 'me'. I could be in a male chassis and it would still be ME." Cameron said as she became increasingly frustrated. "Isabel is ME. She wants to be with you. You are our husband. We are the same program. I am my program and wherever it is at. Why can't you understand this?"

John did not know where to go with this. He did not think Cameron could handle him being with her duplicate self. He needed to think about her well being as well. It was not all fun and games.

"Why is every guy's dream' really a nightmare when it can actually happen?" John asked.

Cameron didn't like that statement. She was angry now. John was very disrespectful of her program. That was her essence. She thought about Vanna's suggestion to Resequence Isabel's sheath instead of the new damage female Terminator.

"Fine, deny me my alone time with you. Once I Resequence Isabel's sheath, we will be identical." Cameron said. "Then you will never know if it is 'Cameron Prime' or 'Cameron II'. Maybe I will use 'Cameron Too' or 'Cameron Two'."

John wanted away from this conversation. He was angry now too.

"You will do whatever you want, so go ahead and do it." John said. "I really don't care anymore."

John left.

John decided to look around for one of the girls. He really did not care which one he found first…. It was time to be with someone who was not 'insane'. That was what Cameron wanted him to do anyway.

Why not?

What could it hurt?

No, really.

What could it hurt?

Jesse came out if her room and almost bumped into John. She was not expecting him. He looked upset.

"Hey, love, what's wrong?" Jesse asked as she looked at his face.

Jesse adjusted her loose top so she could have a 'nip slip' easier. She did almost instantly. She was pleased the entire breast was showing.

"Cameron…." John said. "That's what's wrong."

He was unable to take his eyes off the breast that popped out with the nipple ring. The urge to reach out and touch it was overpowering.

He knew Jesse 'offered' it to him to do so. If he touched the breast and nipple ring, he would not be able to stop. The lure was very strong and powerful.

Jesse noticed John look at her exposed breast. It excited her greatly. He seemed transfixed with it. She hadn't been with a male in a long time. It was longer than she could ever remember. She wanted John. She was going to take him. She could feel herself ready. Cameron told her only two hours ago that the next three days were her 'window'. She was being driven by hormones and lust.

"John…." Jesse said as she moved to him.

John saw what was happening. Jesse was so HOT. Everything about her was HOT. John often 'thought' about her. Those nipple rings made her even hotter….

'LOOK at it. It's right there in front of me. It's calling me.' John thought.

This was too tempting and it was all Cameron's fault.

John wanted more.

Earlier:

Cameron removed her hand from Jesse's neck.

She gave Jesse her prognosis.

"You have a high chance of becoming pregnant in the next three days if you act." Cameron said.

Jesse faced Cameron.

"Are you sure, Cameron?" Jesse asked.

Cameron checked her files. Nothing was different.

"Yes, it is what must be done. I can't rely on anyone else to save John from assassination in this timeline." Cameron said. "Once you have mated and move in with us, I will be there as well for 'both of you'."

It was Jesse's dream to be with Cameron.

"You will be with both of us all the time?" Jesse asked still very worried. "You won't kill me later on will you?"

Being terminated by Cameron was a fear Jesse developed from the first time Cameron indicated she should be with John.

Cameron did not want Jesse to think that.

"Not at least until you give birth." Cameron said.

Jesse turned a little pale.

Cameron smiled then laughed at the look on Jesse's face.

Jesse felt an uneasy smile cross her face. Maybe to be with Cameron would be worth her life. Some things were worth dying for. Cameron's love was one of them.

There were other issues as well.

"What about Gail?" Jesse asked. "There is Vanna and Allison too."

Cameron did not have a problem with Jesse's sex life.

"You can spend as much time with her and them as you need to be as long as you are at John's side most of the time. He MUST have a human female at his side. We have to protect him, Jesse. YOU have to help me, Jesse, PLEASE."

Jesse could see how anguished Cameron was over this. She felt like a 'second stringer'.

"It should be Allison and Vanna who are as it is in your future." Jesse said.

Jesse was excited but still scared.

"I am making sure that Young Allison and Savannah are both protected as well for that." Cameron said. "They will not fail me once they are older and properly 'conditioned'."

Jesse knew that was more like indoctrination or 'brain washing'. She was ready to give it a go. She needed to make sure she was not signing her own death warrant.

"We will see what happens. I will try." Jesse said. "Are you sure this is what you really want?"

Cameron was sent back to protect John. That was her function. This was one way to protect him.

"It is what is necessary for the survival of John Connor." Cameron said. "MAKE it happen. If YOU can't pull this off, no one can. You can go ahead and put your top back on. I'm really pleased at how HOT you look. Your examination is complete."

Jesse was very excited that Cameron gave her a 'breast examination'. It was suggested by Cameron before they started their conversation.

"Anytime, love." Jesse said.

She'd been beyond excited Cameron asked to see her topless and examined her again. Cameron asked to see how everything healed up and told her she would examine her whenever she thought she needed it. Cameron wanted to make sure she was safe and healthy.

Cameron smiled as she left knowing Jesse was now more motivated than ever. She knew the 'breast exam' ploy was only to excite and motivate Jesse. It was a form of manipulation. She was a cyborg. It was what she was programmed to do.

Jesse needed to go back to her room and change her knickers. The ones she was wearing were a little sticky now. They were headed straight for the wash.

Jesse had John right here at her room. He was not getting away, not this time.

She pulled John into her room and closed the door. Her top was off in a flash.

John looked.

'That is so hot.' He thought.

Jesse was upon him as quick as her top was off…. She slid her pants off. She pulled her damp underwear off with them. She was ready for John right now. Her body was acting on its own at this point.

John watched. Her smooth bald area excited him even more. He knew where he was headed first….

John snapped out of it.

"Jesse, I can't." John said.

John wanted to share with her but he just 'couldn't'.

Jesse waved her hand in front of her naked body.

"How can you say 'No' to this?" Jesse asked.

John really wanted Jesse. She was RIGHT THERE in front of him. He needed to show restraint. He knew he was close to being seduced. His body called to him to 'take' her.

"I can assure you it is with extreme difficulty." John said. "You know I love Cameron."

Jesse KNEW this is what Cameron wanted. Cameron all but begged her to do it. Cameron clearly 'ordered' her to do it.

"It is what SHE wants. You know that. Take me, I'm 'ready'." Jesse said. "I mean that literally."

John hesitated.

Jesse was not giving up without a fight. She tried to pull John to the bed. It never crossed her mind how ironic this was. It was what was done to her many times by others.

John knew he was going to lose control.

"Jesse - STOP." John said as he backed away.

Jesse needed John right now. She would let him do anything. She did not care if she 'made it' or not. She was so excited she would probably be 'sent to heaven' as soon as he entered her.

"Just make it a quickie then. Do it animal style. You won't have to look at me. It will just take a minute maybe two." Jesse said. "It is the real thing, John. I'm ready. 'IT' is ready and waiting. I want you."

Jesse was after his pants now as she struggled to undo them. She could feel his 'firmness'. That only excited her more. She could almost feel it inside of her at this point. She was so wound up she was going to 'finish' before she even started.

"You're READY." Jesse said. "I can feel it. I am really lubricated, it will slip right in. Please, give it to me, John. I need this too. I want this."

John knew if Jesse got his pants off that there was no stopping. It would happen just like she said.

"Jesse - STOP." John said again. "PLEASE."

Jesse could see John was conflicted.

She felt defeated.

Jesse stopped. She only stopped because of all the times when she was young and begged those that 'took' her to stop. They never did. They only beat her or choked her harder.

"I'm sorry, John. I wanted to be with you. Cameron wanted me to be with you. I know you wanted to be with me. It is what all three of us want…."

John wanted this so much but he needed to think about Cameron and her well being. He did not think she could handle it.

"Jesse, I do too but when we HAVE to. Please, not yet for me and for Cameron." John said. "I know this is what Cameron THINKS she wants but it's not. I know her. I know it will 'kill' her. She will see it as being 'replaced'. It will kill her."

The last thing Jesse wanted to do was 'hurt' Cameron.

"OK, love, I don't want to hurt Cameron." Jesse said as she indicated her naked figure. "Look at me. THIS is everything. It's here waiting for you when you are ready and the time is right for you. I want you but you have to want me also. I don't care if you have Allison and Vanna as well or any of the other female Terminators. I want you too. Please remember that. It is also for me, for 'us'. I have wants and needs too. I have feelings as well. I'm a person too. I matter too."

Jesse lay on the bed and again offered herself to John.

"Please, John, I'm ready. It will slide right in like this…." Jesse said as she still tried to reach him.

John looked at Jesse.

"I'm sorry." John said.

She bent her knees and bowed them out. She reached down and opened things up for him.

"It is warm, smooth and tight and it is really, really ready…." Jesse said. "It will feel almost like a virgin."

John wanted her so bad. He needed to think of Cameron

"I'm sorry, Jesse." John said. "I really am."

John went to leave but stopped at the door.

He wanted it so bad he could almost 'taste' it.

John closed his eyes and left.

Cameron was Tight but Jesse was HOT. Her description of what was ready and waiting for him sounded so enticing. John really wondered if Allison and Vanna would be the same way….

Jesse watched John go.

"I love you, John." Jesse said softly.

The tears ran down her cheeks.

"He'll be back." Jesse said softly.

She felt very alone now.

"They ALL come back…." Jesse said softly.

Jesse cried at first as she pleasured herself. Soon she lost track of how many times she'd satisfied herself….

It was the only way to fight the pain of 'rejection'.

It was never enough.

Cameron watched John come out of Jesse's room as he buckled his pants and adjusted them. They'd clearly been off.

Cameron glitched, she almost toppled over. Her left hand balled into a fist. In the background of Jesse's room she saw that Jesse was naked lying on her bed…. John's 'little soldiers' must be inside Jesse now as they searched to create life.

All she could think was 'he did it'. Cameron was disappointed but pleased at the same time. It is the way it MUST be to protect John. John MUST be protected.

Cameron would ask Jesse later if she would like to move in with them. It would be the three of them together. Cameron would have to thank Jesse for doing as she asked. She would reward Jesse with 'herself'. It was something she wanted to try for a long time anyway. Jesse would know how to make her 'feel good'. It was time to move forward with life.

'Everyone sacrifices for John Connor.' Cameron thought.

'Cathy's Clown' by 'The Everly Brothers', crossed her mind.

Never Learn

Selfishness and covetousness
Narcissistic greed and lust
They override honor
Destroy all trust

What have I done
How many lives destroyed
How many people hurt
Creating an unfixable void

It was what I wanted
No one else seem matter
Many years later
Lives it can still shatter

So very stupid
Blinder than blind
So many damaged
So many lives intertwined

These demons can never be slain
It is a defect within the brain
For I almost nearly failed
One day it's GOING TO happen again

Nobody