Chapter 219

Black Dog

Jesse experienced some trouble believing her eyes. She currently looked at a Terminator that looked like her.

"You made her into me?" Jesse asked. "You made me Metal? That should upset me but to look at her instead actually turns me on. Is this how I look naked when you look at me?"

Gail thought Jesse was beautiful and so was the new Terminator.

"Yes." Gail said. "You can see your true beauty now as we see it."

Jesse was still at a loss for words.

"Why did you choose me?" Jesse asked.

The answer seemed obvious to Vanna based on what they started with. She was proud of what they'd done.

"You shared similar body types and it was easier to Resequence her this way as she regenerated." Vanna said. "Isn't 'Sheila' beautiful and HOT?"

Jesse found this hard to process. She went over every inch of Sheila's body. She looked at everything and then looked again.

"I want to look at everything in detail." Jesse said. "I want to see how I look to other people everywhere. It is different to see it this way than with a mirror."

Vanna and Gail nodded.

"We can leave for a while if you want us to." Vanna said. "Gail and I already checked so feel free to do what you want."

Gail took it all in. She'd done the same herself, several times. Everything was just like Jesse down to the smallest mole.

Jesse would do a few more 'things' just to see what other people 'viewed' when they were with her. She knew if she was alone with this Metal version of herself she would do a few more things….

Gail was pleased that 'Jesse' was not going to die on her again. There would still be some version of 'Jesse' that existed. With the 'Neural Interface' Sheila would be even more like Jesse.

Jesse completed her thorough inspection. She really wished she looked this good. Maybe if she could have grown up without a Skynet future that is how she would look now.

"Sheila is exactly like me everywhere. She doesn't have my scar or other scars. She is like me but 'perfect'." Jesse said. "I wish I was her. LOOK at her."

Jesse could not take her eyes off 'herself'. She touched and fondled everything as she spoke.

Gail wanted to 'look' like Jesse. She wanted to make her desire or at least the option known to Jesse.

"Jesse, if you want I can have my chip moved into her chassis and relinquish this chassis." Gail said. "I will be the same as you then. I will still be me but look like you."

Jesse understood Gail was her program. She was very pleased with Gail's sheath now. It excited her greatly. She liked Gail's current appearance.

"You are going to lose your knockers if you do. You know I'm not very 'big'." Jesse said. "You are smaller elsewhere than you will be in Sheila's chassis."

Gail knew she was more than four times the volume of Jesse in the 'jug' department. She could not think of anything better than to be identical to Jesse.

"I don't care." Gail said. "I want to be like you. I want to be beautiful like you."

Jesse continued to run her hands over Sheila's sheath. The more she touched it, the more she needed to touch it.

"Did you laser her as well?" Jesse asked. "She is really smooth."

That was one of the first things Vanna took care of. She wanted Sheila to be perfect.

"She is like you in every way but the scar." Vanna said.

Jesse still fondled Sheila.

"No, she is better than me." Jesse said. "LOOK at her."

Jesse moved her hands to Sheila's breasts and then touched her own and then back again. She was aware that Sheila did not have her jewelry.

"She is like me in almost every way…." Jesse said.

Jesse took off her top.

Gail understood.

"She's close enough." Gail said.

Jesse liked Gail how she was right now but she would not mind 'being with herself.' She wanted to be with Sheila.

"Gail, I love you just the way you are but if you want to change I will accept you no matter how you are. I know your program is you."

Gail really appreciated what Jesse just said. That meant a lot to her. Nothing needed to be final for right now. Cameron gave them some options.

"Thank you for saying that to me, Jesse." Gail said. "Cameron did say we could experiment…."

Jesse really liked the idea the more she thought about it. Gail at least needed to try it. She could always switch back.

"I always wondered what it would be like to be with 'myself'." Jesse said.

That was what Gail and Vanna figured would happen all along. They did not think Jesse could pass up an opportunity like this. Vanna knew she would want to do the same thing if there was a Metal version of her.

"In that case, we planned ahead." Vanna said.

She handed Jesse a small jewelry box.

Gail nodded as she scanned the box.

Jesse opened the box and saw a set of nipple rings, just like hers.

"These are identical to my nipple rings." Jesse said.

Vanna smiled.

"We wanted to make you two totally identical." Vanna said.

That was the icing on the cake as far as Jesse was concerned. She loved Gail how she was but she needed to 'try' this chassis out at this point. The anticipation factor was very high.

"I think we can give it a try." Jesse said. "It's still up to Gail."

Vanna wanted this too.

"Gail?" Vanna asked.

Gail looked at Sheila and then at Jesse. It was a 'no brainer'.

"I'm ready." Gail said. "It's what I want."

She handed Vanna a scalpel.

"What about your nipple rings?" Jesse asked.

Gail thought about it for a few seconds.

"We will install the jewelry afterwards." Gail said. "I want to feel what you felt. I want to be just like you, Jesse."

The excitement level in the room was off the chart and still rising.

Allison and Holly were about to go to Palmdale.

Allison wanted to see her mother. She hoped if she saw her mother and her younger self she would feel better.

They were a little surprised when Cameron headed in their direction. They weren't sure where she came from.

"My plans have changed for the day." Cameron said.

It seemed as if Cameron was about to 'invite' herself to go with them. Allison did not have a problem with that.

"You can come with us." Allison said. "We are going to visit my mother. I want to see her and Allison – Young Allison."

Cameron looked at Holly, she wanted her approval. She did not want to intrude.

Holly nodded.

"I'll drive." Cameron said. "You two can cuddle."

Holly smiled.

Cameron liked it when everyone was happy.

If everyone was happy there were fewer problems. Cameron liked it when there were fewer problems.

John and Bob followed up on some leads from John Henry. John liked to be out in the field. Being around Cameron was what he wanted. It was not when Cameron tried to manipulate him and the others. Cameron would not let it go. Now that she knew WHY she wanted him to have human mates, she was even worse. He knew she'd put Jesse up to what she'd done. If it was not Jesse, then it was Vanna and Allison, usually Allison. Cameron would always remind him Allison was his 'destiny'.

What he disliked the most about all of Cameron's shenanigans was what it did to the girls. They were there in good faith and because they wanted to be. They were there most of all because Cameron asked them to be or even pressured them to be there. He felt he 'hurt' them when he would not be with them. He wanted to be but he was worried about the 'damage' it would do to Cameron in the long run. His escapades with Future Riley still haunted both of them.

Bob could see John was distracted.

"Are you having girl trouble?" Bob asked. "Cameron will never stop."

John was not sure where to start to try and explain it. It seemed like a dream but it was a nightmare.

"YES. It's girl trouble." John said. "It's the fact that there are three of them that Cameron is forcing on me as well as the other female Terminators. It gets more involved. There is Savannah and Young Allison lined up for the future too."

Bob tilted his head slightly.

"My programming indicates you should be pleased." Bob said. "That sounds like what any male would desire. I don't think Savannah is that far off in the future for Cameron's plans."

John could have done without the last comment about Savannah. He would put nothing past Cameron to get her way.

"I am thrilled at the idea but I'm also married." John said. "Cameron is my wife. I love her, Bob. I have feelings and I know Cameron does too. It is because of her feelings and the fact she is doing things counter to them that causes many of her problems. I know this even if she doesn't or refuses to recognize it."

Bob felt John was too wrapped up in the 'now' of life. Cameron planned for the long term and what would be necessary for the future.

"I understand but you must also embrace the future and your destiny. Cameron knows and understands this. You must as well." Bob said. "I do."

John thought he did see it clearer than the others did. He wanted to protect Cameron as much as the future. To him Cameron came first. Without Cameron he did not believe there was a future. The meddling in others live was just wrong.

"I don't want to hurt Cameron. I am afraid she is going to take Young Allison away from her parents." John said. "If I do as she wants and mate with one or more of the women and have children she won't. If I do not, she will. I know her. I can see it about to happen. I think she is only waiting for Mrs. Young to have the new baby so she can take that too. What is she going to do with Allison's parents?"

The answer seemed obvious to Bob. It is what any Terminator would do.

"She will most likely terminate them to cover her actions." Bob said. "I have already alerted the protection detail to prevent such an event and make sure Allison's parents are not terminated."

John wondered when Bob did that. It was not today. Maybe this was more out of control than he could see. He was too close to it all for good perspective.

"Is it that bad?" John asked.

Bob almost said 'affirmative'. It was the logical response. Cameron urged them to sound more 'natural'.

"Yes." Bob said.

John shook his head in utter disgust.

"Beautiful…." John said.

John knew if he didn't do what Cameron wanted that she would bypass him and do it on her own. He would need to point out to Cameron that they could not raise Young Allison as their 'daughter' if she was supposed to be his mate in the future. That would cause a problem with everyone. It was just wrong on about three levels on top of it.

Vanna initiated the chip swap with Jesse's assistance.

Jesse watched as Vanna carefully cut a flap in the sheath material over Gail's chip port. She removed the cover.

"Do you want to go into standby first?" Vanna asked.

Gail thought maybe that would be better.

"I think so." Gail said.

Jesse moved over and looked directly into her eyes.

"I'll see you on the other side, love." Jesse said and kissed her.

Gail went into standby and Vanna pulled the chip.

Jesse asked to hold the chip.

"This is Gail." Jesse said. "This is her."

Vanna moved over and opened the sheath and port on Sheila.

"Would you like to put it in?" Vanna asked.

Jesse was nervous.

"I don't want to mess anything up." Jesse said.

Vanna touched Jesse's cheek.

"You won't." Vanna said. "I'm here to assist you."

Jesse installed the chip under Vanna's guidance. They replaced the cover and put in a few sutures on the sheath. It was hard to notice.

Gail, now 'Sheila', opened her eyes. She sat up and then stood. She moved around and touched her body. Her hands stopped on her breasts.

"These norks are only a quarter of the volume of my knockers." Sheila-Gail said.

Jesse and Vanna looked at each other and then back at Sheila. They were a little surprised.

"Are going to talk like me as well?" Jesse asked.

Sheila responded with Jesse's voice and accent.

"We are identical, love." Sheila-Gail said.

Jesse held out the nipple rings.

"We almost are." Jesse said.

They watched Sheila cup her breasts.

"I wanted to put them on after I rebooted." Sheila-Gail said. "I want to feel everything as you do."

Jesse was not sure they felt everything the same way.

"They will each sting sharply but for only a few seconds. I know." Jesse said.

Sheila looked at Vanna and Jesse. She handed both of them a nipple ring.

"Will you each put one on for me?" Sheila-Gail asked.

Vanna was clearly excited.

"This is so HOT, Jesse." Vanna said.

Vanna was excited at the thought of doing this. She hoped one day she would be able to do it for Allison.

Vanna and Jesse both put a nipple ring on for Sheila.

The whole procedure was overwhelming for Jesse. She was on the verge of a finish and she hadn't even touched herself.

"You have no idea how turned on I am. My knickers are headed straight for the wash." Jesse said. "I'm totally excited."

Vanna felt the same way.

"I know what you mean." Vanna said.

Sheila looked at Jesse.

"I'm good to go, love." Sheila-Gail said.

Jesse and Sheila hurried away.

They left Vanna alone. Vanna needed to be alone. She headed for her room…. Allison wasn't here and she needed some 'release'. She needed it now and she needed it bad.

When they reached Jesse's room, Sheila picked Jesse up and carried her through the door and across the threshold.

"This is a second honeymoon for me, for us." Sheila-Gail said.

Jesse smiled as the door closed.

She hoped it wouldn't be the last either. With chip swaps, there were some exciting possibilities. Maybe a few more 'honeymoons' were on the horizon. This was a bright new day.

'Black Dog' by 'Led Zeppelin', shook the room at full volume.

Loving...

Loving eyes are blind
They can only see
What they want to see

Loving ears are deaf
They can only hear
What they want to hear

Loving hearts are lonely
They can only love
What they want to love

Loving minds are empty
They can only think
What they want to think

Loving souls are lost
They can only believe
What they want to believe

I am lost, empty, lonely, deaf and blind

Nobody