Seifer's thoughts on Quistis...

The Most Natural Thing to Say to You

I've been lying to myself for so long

Thinking that my feelings for you are anything but strong

Though I know inside of me

Forever you will remain a part of me

I hate to say it but it's true

Without you my life is bluer than blue

What was I thinking letting you go

When all that time I was loving you so

But back then I never knew

That you were feeling the same thing too

I know I know it's really sad

Thinking about it makes me mad

Mad at myself for being so stupid

Saying to myself that you're nothing but shit

Now I'm regretting it for letting go of the chance

To say how I feel for you and maybe even ask you to dance

Really my life has been all but lies

Living in a world full of despise

I've always thought that I would get used to it sooner or later

But no it's just getting worse and it's making me wither

I buried all my feelings deep in my heart

Thinking that by doing so it would not be so hard

But it just keeps on growing as time passes by

It's tearing me apart and I think I would die

And to make it more painful

-at least with this I am truthful-

That the only way out of this misery

Is the same person to cause me this agony

And the time came when the pain is more than I can bear

I tried to end my life but I just could not dare

I feel like I'm in an empty freezing dungeon

I wish it would happen to me, the so-called human combustion

And just when I was about to give up

You came popping out, I really had no doubt

That it was you, my soul, my heart, my life

Reaching out to me surrounded by a new light

And as I held on to you a new feeling dwelt inside

It came to me a whole new sight

Realization dawned upon me

As seeing you felt so heavenly

That all this time you never deserted me

It was I who was too blind to see

That you were always there for me

I couldn't help it I started to cry

And you put you're arms around me with a contented sigh

I looked up at your face

Never leaving your overwhelming gaze

And in your eyes I saw passion and not disguise

Eyes, eyes that were telling no lies

And suddenly I was caught up in an oblivion

As I touched your face soft like cotton

The empty space inside of me

Was filled so suddenly like a cup filled by tea

I somehow had the courage

To tell you something I thought I can't manage

These three words that almost caused me my life

These three words that I'd never say, I'd rather die

But now it's like natural thing to say to you

To tell you that I love you.