Yuki sped down the road like a bat out of hell, not caring if he got pulled over or hit something, all that mattered was that he gets to shuichi 'hold on shu, I'm coming. Please forgive me'. He sped into the hospital car park and parked his car practically jumping out of the car before he even turned of the ignition. Not even bothering locking his car he ran to the entrance, his only thoughts going one hundred miles a minute

He might not make it, forgive me shu, what have I done

He hastily ran up to the front desk and asked 'where is shuichi shindou's room'the nurse at the front desk look up and said 'Mr shindou let me check' she typed something on her computer 'I am sorry sir but you can't see him right now. He is in a very serious condition and the doctors are with him at the moment' yuki gave a annoyed growl which seemed to scare the young women 'but you are more then welcome to wait with the others who seem to be here because of Mr Shindou. They are on the 4th floor, just take the eleva….' She stop mid sentence as yuki already started to walk to the elevator. He stepped in the pressed the 4th floor button. When the doors oped he looked around to see that everyone was here, waiting to hear anything about shuichi.

Shuichi mother was crying in her husbands shirt and his sister was hugging her knees, trying not to cry but failing miserably. Tohma and mika were sitting in a chair holding each others hand. Tatsuha was holding a crying ryuichi. Sakano , suguru and hiro all had sad and solemn looks on their faces and k was sitting on the floor , his legs up to his chest and his head resting on them.. Tohma was the first to notice yuki

'oh Eiri you're here'

everyone looked up to see the novelist stand there. They could he was taking this news hard. His clothes were out of place, his hair was a mess and his eyes were big and puffy

'have you heard anything about shuichi yet'

'no the doctors are still in there. They have been in there for hours which is not a good sign' k said as he picked himself up of the ground to lean on the wall. It was then that the door to shuichi's room opened. The doctors waked out and closed the door. Looking over at the crowd that had seemed to form at the door. He had a sad looked in his eyes that yuki didn't like

'just give it to us straight doctor'

'I am afraid that there isn't anything I can do. He is in a coma, which he may never wake up from. There is some tissue damage around the brain when he was hit. There is also some internal bleeding which we are having difficulty stopping.

Mrs Shindou only cried harder as yuki tried to comprehend the information that he was just given

Tissue damage internal bleeding yuki couldn't believe his ears 'no no no it can't be. He has to live dammit' yuki fell to the floor and started to pound it with his fist 'it's all my fault , it's all my fault '

'Eiri' tohma and mika ran over to him.

Hiro walked up to the doctor 'thank you very much' 'no problem we will keep you updated' hiro nodded his understanding as the doctor walked away. He turned around to find yuki sitting in a chair his head in his hands, silently crying.

'yuki what did you mean it was your fault. When shu left the studio he was happy and smily saying how he can't wait to tell you the news. And now he is in the hospital. What did you do to him?'

Everyone looked at yuki. He looked up at hiro with the saddest eyes he had ever seen.

'I don't know. It all went so fast. I said and did some things that hurt him. I just lost it. My laptop crashed and I lost two chapters. Then I remember shu coming home telling me his day. I did something that I didn't know I was doing. I punched him and threw him on the floor. It all fell apart at….' Yuki was cut of by a punch in the face by not hiro but sakano. Everyone there had their mouths wide open. Yuki was lying on his stomach still crying

'how could you do it, how can you stand there kowning this is all your fault. Shindou did nothing to you only love you. And you go and do this? Why? Because you got angry over your laptop. You disgust me'

'mr sakano please calm your self, I am sure when shuichi gets out of this he can explain everything and hopefully sort out this mess' he glared at yuki who was sitting up 'lets just hope he makes it'

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Shuichi shindou died at 1:10am on Saturday 11th of February. The internal bleeding caused a clot to form which caused his heart to fail. He died a calm death because of his coma his mind was lets just say attached from his body. When the doctor came out and told everyone the news. Everything stopped at that moment. Mrs Shindou collapsed to the ground with her husband supporting her while she was screaming 'no it can be, my baby, no he can't be, he promised he would come and visit me, NOOOOOO'

Yuki could take it. The news was to much. He fainted to the floor. His only thoughts

It's all my fault

His funeral was held on the 14th of February, which was one of shuichi's favorite times of the year. After the funeral ceremony everyone sat in front of the stage that was decorated in flowers and momentums that fans have gathered and dedicated to there favorite singer . Hiro, suguru and ryuichi took to the stage. Where they took their places' hello everyone I am going to sing the very last song that shuichi shindou wrote for a valentine's contest that was being held today. So we dedicate this song to the best singer and friend anyone could have. It is called flying without wings'

As ryuichi got ready a projector screen came down and started playing with the words coming up shuichi's life pictures of shuichi started to appear as ryuichi started singing with hiro and suguru in the background

Everybody's looking for that something One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the faces of their children

Some find it in their loves eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you find that special thing

You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning

Some in their solitary lives

You'll find it in the words of others

A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship

The kind you cherish all your life

And when you know how much that means

You've found that special thing

Your flying without wings

Pictures of shuichi when he was a little holding a little baby makio at the beach. Shuichi in his school play, playing peter pan. Shuichi laughing, shuchi at the beach. All the memories that were cherished and shared

So impossible

As they might seem

You've got to fight

For every dream

Cause who's to know

Which one you let go

Would've made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say I love you

At any given time or place

It's all the things that only I know

These are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings

Cause you're my special thing

I'm flying without wings

As ryuichi was singing yuki was silently crying, making sure no one could hear him . His hands were supporting his head as he wept. How can he go on living without the one person who he cared the most for and shuichi he in return. How can he love another when he pushed away the only one who loved him even though he was cold and hurtful, shuichi was always there. How was he to live? he looked up to find a pink piece of paper on his knee. He looked around the opened it. His eyes widened. Inside was a letter written from shuichi. it said

'live, yuki. I will always be there with you'

Yuki looked around and in the distance where the trees hanged love and the sunlight drifted through the leaves was shuichi dressed all in white, white wings spread across his back. He was smiling. A warm loving smile, just for yuki. Yuki looked back at ryuichi as he sand shuichi's song, a love song just for him.

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring

I'm flying without wings

As the song ended yuki looked back at where shuichi was. He wasn't there but in his place was a single white feather. After the ceremony, yuki walked over to where the feather was. He picked it up and a ray of light hit it causing it to shine and sparkle, just like shuichi. Yuki looked up to the sky and just knew that shuichi was up there somewhere. Being his hyperactive, bubbly self