Title: Lacrymosa
Rated K+
Summary: Nigel has no regrets (not a songfic)
Disclaimer: I don't own KND. "Lacrymosa" is owned by Evanescence and can be heard on the album "The Open Door"
Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
Blame it on me
Set your guilt free
Nothing can hold you back now
Lacrymosa- Evanescence
So I finally did it.
I finally broke up with Lizzie Devine.
It was just something I had to do. It was just something that needed to be done.
My team was ecstatic when I told them Lizzie and I were no more. I knew they didn't like her. I knew they were only pretending to be nice to her because of my sake.
I didn't break up with Lizzie because of them.
I broke up with Lizzie because it was something I needed to do.
You know what? I'm glad it's over.
At one point in time, I admit, I thought I was in love with her. At one point I thought I was happy.
Something finally woke me up.
Something finally brought me back to reality.
I was never in love. I was never happy.
I was never in love.
I was just lying to myself.
I'm just glad that it's over. I'm just glad that I finally realized that she wasn't the right one for me.
I was nervous about her reaction. Even though we weren't going out I still wanted to be friends.
Lizzie didn't take the break up as well as I had hoped.
I realized later that it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if Lizzie wanted to be friends or not.
It didn't matter if she would never want to talk to me again.
None of that mattered. All that mattered was my happiness.
My happiness comes before anyone else's. I'm not more than one person. I can't please everyone.
I'm not saying that I've become selfish. I'm just saying that it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks.
I felt that breaking up with Lizzie was something I needed to do. I felt that breaking up with Lizzie was the right thing to do.
I don't have any regrets. Breaking up with Lizzie was one of the best things I've ever done.
A/N My twentieth fic! Short and simple but it was one of those 'pop-in- your -head' ideas. If you're reading this could you take a couple of seconds to review and tell me what you think? I'd appreciate it!Thanks for reading! Until next time!
-Never let go of the one you truly love-
-BlackDecember-