Here's chapter three for you guys! Thank you for all the reveiws and I hope you like this.
"Love is the sweetest of dreams and the worst of nightmares."
As I laid on my bed just staring at the ceiling letting the memories come flooding back me, memories of our first kiss, the first time she told me she loved me, the first time we made love, and then the day she came to me tears in her eyes and told me she had cancer. I held her and told her everything would be alright, even when we knew it wouldn't. I closed my eyes hoping the tears would go away and that the pain in my heart would make me numb so that I wouldn't have to feel anything anymore. I loved her, always would, and that was the hardest part. I faught with my self constantly on whether or not I should be happy that I had, had true love even if it was for a short while, or whether I should be angry, angry with god for taking the only person who had ever truely loved me away from me. Still no able to find and answer I closed my eyes and drifted off for a bit...
"Hey..." whispered Lucas as he walked towards her wrapping his arms around her slender body
She didn't even know whether or not she answered him back, all that mattered was that she was gone. She was gone, her Marne was gone and she was never going to come back. She felt the soft cloth of his dark black suit against her black dress as he held her while she sobbed, she had been so thankful for him being there those last few months. Those last few months that she'd had with her had been the worst, she faught so hard to stay, to stay with me, but her soft brown eyes slowly began to lose the shine that they had always carried, and her smile became much less frequent, but when she did smile for one reason or another her freckles would line across her face just perfectly causing a glimpse of that brightness to appear again. Brooke had always loved those moments when she would see her beautiful smile again. Shaking her head she slowly realized something.
"Lucas, I forgot to tell her I loved her before we left." said Brooke freaking out as she pushed him away
"What are you talking about Brooke, you said it many times." said Lucas grabbing her by her arms attempting to calm her down
"Not before we left Lucas!" said Brooke sobbing as Lucas's protective arms pulled her close, "I need to go back there." whispered Brooke into Lucas's chest as she felt warm tears fall down her cheeks, "Please take me back there Lucas." begged Brooke
"Of course Brooke." said Lucas, "I'm just going to check on Mr. and Mrs. Carter and then we'll leave ok."
Nodding slowly as she heard Lucas talk about Marne's parents, "Thank you." whispered Brooke
20 minutes later...
The car pulled to a stop in the graveyard as Brooke slowly got out of the car and made her way to Marne's gravestone.
Falling to her knees next to the grave Brooke broke into a fit of tears, "Why'd she have to leave me?" cried Brooke as Lucas watched the scene unfold a few feet away, "Why god, why did you have to take her?" yelled Brooke
"Brooke..." trailed Lucas as he came up behind her
"I love her so much Lucas." cried Brooke as she passed her hand across the engraving on her stone.
Putting his hand on her shoulder hoping to comfort her, "I know you did Brooke, everyone knows you did." said Lucas
Coming out of her dream state as she heard Lucas knock her door.
"Brooke?" asked Lucas as he opened the door to see her on the bed, "Are you ok?"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine." answered Brooke as she wiped her tears away, "I was just thinking about some things." said Brooke as she got up off of the bed
Nodding, "Well dinners ready and Nathan and Haley are going to be here any minute, I just wanted to let you know." said Lucas
"Thank you Lucas, I'll be down in a minute I just have a few more things that I wanted to unpack." said Brooke as she watched Lucas nod and then slowly shut the door
Walking over to her bed she opened up a bag and pulled out pictures of her and Marne, as she began placing them around her room her mind floaded back to about two months before Marne passed away.
Brooke held tightly to the soccer ball she held in her hands as she knocked on Marne's bedroom door, the knock was slow, almost as if Brooke could knew. Marne's voice was soft and low as she told Brooke to come in. As she opened the door, she was met with a pair of very sad eyes that belonged to her very sickly looking girlfriend laying in her bed.
Walking towards her, "The ugh...the team signed this for you." said Brooke as she handed the ball over to her
laughing slightly, "Thank you." smiled Marne as she placed the ball signed by all her St. Lawrence teammates on the dresser beside her
Smiling, "So how are you feeling, any better?" asked Brooke
"The same." confessed Marne, feeling bad for breaking the hopefulness that lingered in her voice.
"I don't understand why this has to happen to you!" cried a frustrated Brooke, "You don't deserve this." whispered Brooke as she climbed into the bed cuddling close to Marne
"No one does Brooke." said Marne as she wrapped her arms around her
"I don't want you to die." said Brooke softly, "I don't want you to leave me, I love you to much."
"I don't want to have to leave you either Brooke." whispered Marne as she kissed the top of Brooke's head smelling her shampoo, "I love you so much Brooke." whispered Marne as she leaned down and captured Brooke's lips with her own
"Mmmmm Marne...I don't think we should being doing this." said Brooke as she felt Marne's tongue slide into her mouth
"Please Brooke, I want this so badly." said Marne in a lustfull voice as her hand slowly slid up Brooke's shirt
"Oh ggg...god." moaned Brooke as she felt Marne's tongue exploring her mouth
Smiling into the kiss, "I knew you'd begin to see it my way." said Marne laughing as she remembered Brooke doing something similar to her when they were younger, but suddenly stopped quickly as she felt Brooke's hand creeping up her thy. "Brooke..."
"You could get me to do anything, you know that." whispered Brooke as she carefully began to pull Marne's pajama top off, and then worked her way pushing the bottoms down as well
"Not fair." murmered Marne as Brooke continued to kiss her, "You still have all your clothes on."
Smiling, "I think we can take care of that." said Brooke as she pulled her shirt over her head and threw it onto the ground so it could join Marne's pajamas
"Grinning from ear to ear, "I think I can help with the rest of that." whispered Marne huskily as she unclasped Brooke's bra and slowly pushed her sweatpants off as well
"I love you Marne." whispered Brooke bringing her hand up Marne's thy as she kissed her way up Marne's body
"Oh god, I've missed this so much Brooke." whimpered Marne as she felt Brooke's fingers slide between her legs
"I've missed it too." murmered Brooke as she leaned down capturing Marne's lips with her own
"I love you Brooke." cried Marne a few minutes later as she climaxed beneath Brooke
"I'll never love anyone like I love you." whispered Brooke awhile later to a fast asleep Marne as she lay under the covers holding her close.
Opening her eyes she quickly pushed those thoughts out of her head checking herself in the mirror before she headed down the stairs .
'Ding, Dong'
"Brooke can you get that, I have my hands full." yelled Lucas from the kitchen
"Yeah, one second." yelled Brooke as she made her way to the door opening it to find a very attractive women standing there
Smiling, "Hi I'm Haley, you must be Brooke, Lucas has told me so much about you." said Haley as she extended her hand out to Brooke
"Nice to meet you Haley." said Brooke smiling
"Within you, I lose myself. Without you, I find myself...searching to be lost again."
See the Baley will come! lol I promise...just not right away. I hope you enjoyed this so read and review!