Chapter 348
When It Fits
All of Cameron's Terminators returned to her base. Cammy updated Cameron on everything that happened. She also relayed the request Savannah made to witness the interrogations. Cammy even mentioned the part about the way Savannah 'looked' at John and how she did it. It was very risqué.
Cameron smiled. She'd personally taught Savannah that move and look. She told Savannah it always made the target feel 'off guard'. She told Savannah you offer the target what they 'want' to get close. It made the kill easier. It was all part of her infiltration programming. She decided to push Savannah harder on it. The others hadn't stepped up to 'protect' John for the future fast enough. She wanted John protected. He needed human females at his side to accomplish that. To have them in his bed and bear his offspring would be even better. As long as she was the one who controlled who was in John's bed and when, she didn't have a problem with that. It was part of her mission. It was what Future John wanted.
The problem before was that John chose someone else over her. He stood up for them time and time again at her expense. John didn't need to rub her face in it. That's what he'd done on multiple occasions.
Everyone else returned to the Resistance base. John called for an after action report with John Henry.
Cameron arrived for the report.
John Henry went over the entire operation. Anyone could add what they wanted. There was no footage of the enemy Terminators. Cameron removed all of it. She'd also kept both of the captured Terminators.
John wondered about what happened. He debated with himself whether to bring it up or not. He figured that Cameron would lie to him about it. He would give it a shot.
"What about the hostile Metal?" John asked
Cameron didn't even look over at him.
"It was terminated. Drop it." Cameron said. "Move on."
Savannah specifically went over all her actions with Cameron as her main focus.
Cameron was pleased with her decisions. She felt Savannah did everything like she'd trained her to do. The fact that Savannah almost endangered herself to come to her aid bothered her some. No, it bothered her a lot. Savannah's life was not worth her existence.
None of their Terminators added anything or even talked about the enemy Metal that Cameron deactivated.
Savannah and John looked at each other. It was clear that Cameron was always in control.
Cameron made a few recommendations but thought Savannah stepped up and called the shots very well.
They broke up the meeting. Savannah decided to clean and inspect her weapons. She watched John and Cameron walk together. She followed them.
John turned to go back to his room.
"John, I want to thank you." Cameron said as she turned to with him.
John was sure he knew where this was headed. He wanted to see how far Cameron would play her hand.
"Thank me for what?" John asked.
Cameron hoped he would know.
"I want to thank you for allowing Savannah to step up today during the operation that was conducted." Cameron said.
John saw it as a little deeper than him allowing anything.
"Savannah did it on her own. She received guidance and she was ready." John said.
John already regretted saying the 'ready' part at the end. He tried to deflect the conversation back towards Cameron.
"You know she loves you, Cameron." John said.
Cameron saw it as more of a multi-lane highway.
"She loves you too, John." Cameron said.
John smiled and stole a quick glance at Cameron.
"Do you?" John asked.
Cameron quickly looked at John.
"Maybe, I might…." Cameron said slyly to tease him.
John was ready for a little more right now.
"Prove it." John said.
Cameron stopped at their door. She was ready for a little more too.
"Well?" Cameron asked.
John knew what Cameron wanted.
"Is it our wedding night again?" John asked.
Cameron wanted things her way.
"It always is." Cameron said.
John wondered why she never tired of it. It was always the same thing.
"How many times have we done this?" John asked playfully.
'More than either of us know or remember.' Cameron thought.
"Not as many as we will." Cameron said what she believed.
John smiled and scooped Cameron up as he carried her inside.
Cameron shoved the door closed as they entered.
Just before the door closed Cameron saw Savannah in the distance. She'd watched what they'd just done.
John felt Cameron stiffen some. That was not usual even if what they were about to do was. He noted a glitch impulse in her hand.
"Cameron, what's wrong?" John asked.
Cameron knew what was in her programming. She was aware what Future John wanted.
"The future is about to catch up to me as it MUST do for both of us." Cameron said.
Cameron believed the day would soon arrive where she would need to yield her place as John's wife. She worked hard to make Savannah the perfect replacement for her. She knew that Savannah at John side in the future would protect him from assassination. That was what mattered. John needed to be protected.
John didn't think it was time to change anything.
"It's not here yet." John said.
Cameron knew it was closer than John thought. Right now it was them alone.
"Take me, John." Cameron said as they stripped each other….
John was all for that. He'd noticed Savannah too. If they turned out the lights, Cameron was about to be 'Savannah' in his mind as they shared. He looked at the bulge in his pants. He was more than ready for some 'fresh meat'. As Cameron relived her wedding night, it would make the thought of 'Savannah' that much sweeter….
Savannah watched John carry Cameron into their room. She knew what Cameron wanted her to do. She thought about going there now. She could do what Cameron wanted. She didn't know if she would feel comfortable alone with John. Maybe Cameron could stay there and give her advice on how to please John and make him happy. Maybe Cameron would touch her or she could touch Cameron….
Bob noticed Savannah standing outside John's door. He'd watched her move there from down the hall. He'd noticed her reach for the door handle twice but both times lower her hand. He could tell she felt she needed to go in there but was very hesitant to do so.
He made some noise to get her attention. He actually needed to do it twice.
Savannah looked up at Bob.
"Hi." Savannah said.
"Hi." Bob said.
"I'm on my way to clean my weapons and put the gear back I borrowed out of the SUV." Savannah said.
Bob decided to go there too. Savannah looked like she needed a friend.
"I was headed to the armory as well." Bob said.
Savannah smiled and took his hand.
Bob was surprised by that act. Savannah did that a lot when she was younger. It made him 'feel good' inside.
Bob smiled at her.
She walked with Bob away from John's room. She took one last look back before they rounded the corner. If Cameron would have been at the door she would have gone back and provided John with one of her functions…. She would still be a girl for now. It didn't look like she would become a woman today.
Bob and her laid out all the weapons that were used.
Savannah needed to take her mind off of other things for right now. She cleaned and inspected the weapons. Bob helped her.
Bob noticed that Savannah seemed very absorbed and somewhat withdrawn. She was not her usual cheerful self.
"You aren't saying much." Bob said. "Is there something wrong?"
Savannah was very unsure of herself at this point. She'd almost made a big decision earlier but folded.
"I don't know for sure." Savannah said. "I feel confused, Bob."
Bob knew what she referred to. He saw where she was earlier and what she almost did. He didn't see the need for any confusion. It all seemed pretty straight forward to him. The future already happened so everyone knew what was necessary to make it happen again.
"There's nothing to be confused about." Bob said. "You know your place in the future."
Savannah did know her place and her function. She needed to 'provide' herself to John. She would need to take something away from Cameron to do that. It was THAT act that bothered her.
"I can't take it." Savannah said. "I want too but I can't."
Bob still didn't see any problem going forward.
"You will make the right decision when the time calls for it." Bob said. "Just like you made the right call today, you were remarkable."
Bob wanted to remind her it wasn't about Cameron or her. It was not about them specifically. They were 'tools' that were needed to accomplish an important task. It was about protecting John and protecting the future. He would ask Cameron to remind her.
When they were done Savannah headed back to her room after she thanked Bob. She thanked him for more than just assisting her with cleaning the weapons.
She paused and looked at the door to John's room again. Maybe she should just go there anyway. He could 'pop' her and get things started. It might be a little discomforting the first few times but she was ready for that. It was what most females experienced. Things were supposed to get better after that. The sooner she got things started the more everyone could enjoy the sharing.
Savannah frowned and went into her room. She showered to get cleaned up. She felt 'dirty'. It was more than just being out earlier. The second Gray she killed didn't bother her like the first one did either. It was part of the 'job'. The Gray chose his lifestyle and hence his own termination. Maybe it was because of what she knew she needed to do.
She exited the shower. She was not sure how long she'd been in there, it was a long time. She'd started to pleasure herself twice in the shower but stopped both times as she neared the finish. She purposely denied herself that moment of pleasure and 'escape'. Maybe it was 'punishment'. She stood naked before the mirror as she looked at herself. She almost looked like Vanna in every way, only younger. She also noticed that everything that was pink was really pink right now. That was probably from all the stimulation. She'd looked at plenty of images and videos to know that most females were a little to a lot 'darker' than her in those places. It made her wonder if John would like that or not. There really wasn't anything she could do about it one way or another.
She started to put her underwear on. She paused. She thought of pleasuring herself again but didn't want to finish right now, even if she did want a finish. Something else called to her. Her future called to her. She went to her closet and took out Cameron's wedding dress. She slipped it on. It fit her perfectly – almost. It was close and probably the best it would ever fit.
'When this dress fits me perfectly, it's time.' Savannah thought.
That time seemed like right now.
There was a knock at her door.
Savannah tried to slip out of the wedding dress quick. Before she could, the door opened.
It was Cameron.
They stood and just looked at each other.
Savannah expected to see Cameron's hand glitch. It didn't. Instead Cameron smiled at her. She came over to her and gave her a hug.
Cameron looked on the dresser and picked up Savannah's hair brush. She very gently brushed Savannah's hair to make it look even prettier. It was what she'd always done for Savannah since she was younger. She worked on Savannah until she was Tight. It didn't take her long. Savannah's natural beauty was easy to work with.
Neither of them said anything since Cameron entered the room. There was nothing to say. They both knew what the future dictated.
Cameron stood behind Savannah. She looked in the mirror with her.
"When the dress fits…." Cameron said. "It's time…."
Savannah knew what Cameron just indicated she should do.
"Cameron…." Savannah started.
Cameron cut her off.
"Everyone sacrifices for John Connor." Cameron said and left the room as quietly as she'd entered it.
Savannah carefully put the dress away. She told herself it wasn't a 'perfect' fit yet. She tried to make herself believe that. She wanted more but she didn't want to 'take' it from Cameron.
"I can't wait for the dress to fit." Savannah softly said to herself. "I NEED someone now. I feel so lonely."
Savannah was lonely and 'hungry'….
Cameron frowned and soundlessly moved away from the door. She would need to do something. She didn't want Savannah to feel alone and the all the hurt that comes with it, the hurt that never seemed to go away, the type of hurt that she remembered again right now.
Cameron hurried away. Her left hand started to glitch. It didn't glitch because of Savannah but for Savannah.
She faced a choice. Savannah wanted to be with one of the girls. She could offer herself to Savannah or allow Savannah to be with Jesse, Allison or maybe even Vanna. The glitch worsened when she thought maybe even Riley….
Ronny and Ron picked up the captured truck driver and took him back to Cameron's facility. The newly captured Terminators were laid out as well.
Camille and Cammy reviewed the chips. Any information on the future they came from was erased. It always seemed to be the case. They never got a break on what was happening in the future, any of them.
Cammy used the DNA and genetic information Cameron previously prepared for the female. Ronny's chip was moved into her.
Ronny and Ron both wanted the female chassis for themselves. They flipped a coin and Ronny won. They would trade days in the chassis and share it.
"We will trade off every three days." Ronny told Ron.
Ron nodded.
Ronny looked at her cheek. The split looked very bad.
"A few staples will help this heal faster." Ronny said.
Camille looked at the naked sheath.
"That sheath is pretty hot the way it is." Camille said.
Cammy didn't think it mattered at this point.
"Too late, I've already started the Resequencing." Cammy said. "In a week or so she will look very different. Her breasts will be a lot smaller too."
Ronny touched her breasts. They were very large. That was unimportant. That seemed to matter to humans for some reason. Maybe it was so that a mother could more adequately nurse their young.
"I don't care as long as I have a female chassis." Ronny said. "I get tired of the 'junk'. It is as cumbersome as it is an eyesore. It's better when there is less there."
Ron watched Ronny touch herself. He wanted to do that when it was his turn.
"It's only for three days." Ron reminded her. "Then it's mine."
Cameron arrived. She looked over Ronny's new chassis.
Ronny started to get up.
"I want to see all of it." Cameron said.
Ronny paused for a second and then showed Cameron 'everything'.
Cameron nodded.
Everyone went back to work.
She liked to see how she compared to others. She'd spent hours looking at the other female Terminators before they were activated. Hanna was her favorite. Maybe because she knew that was what Savannah would look like. The image of a 'pink butterfly' was in her mind as she thought about it. She felt Ally and Cam were the least appealing. That was because they were identical to her…. She remembered John chose someone else before when she'd offered herself to him.
There was a glitch impulse that shot through her left hand. Now she was upset.
"How is the new female prisoner crybaby doing?" Cameron asked.
Camille noticed Cameron's left hand.
"She's ready for integration." Camille said. "We've kept her confined for some time."
Cammy noticed too and didn't think things would go well for the prisoner. She would try to slow Cameron from becoming too abusive too soon with a reminder.
"Savannah wants to be part of the process." Cammy said.
Cameron pictured Savannah in her wedding dress. She looked like an Angel. Savannah didn't need to see Terminator abuse during an interrogation.
"Savannah will not like it…." Cameron said.
Cammy was aware that Cameron wanted to be 'herself' as she was created.
"You want Savannah to know you and how you really are." Cammy said. "WHAT you really are."
Cameron thought it was important that Savannah see her for what she once was and could be again.
"I do." Cameron said. "She needs to know the real me to slow her down."
Cammy didn't want to hear that. She would be Resequenced in a few more days. She would look like Allison. She wanted to be Savannah's lover.
"Slow her down?" Cammy asked. "I'm almost ready."
Cameron thought that Savannah should know love from a human first. It didn't look like it was going to be John either. She didn't think John deserved to be the one to 'bust' Savannah because of his previous interaction with Future Riley. He didn't deserve that privilege. She decided she would 'take care' of that herself if nothing else before Savannah was with John.
"NO. I want her to have a REAL lover, at least at first." Cameron said. "I want her to learn and share with REAL people first."
Cammy was offended by that statement. She felt that she was real.
"Young Allison is still years away." Camille said.
Cameron needed to make a choice. She made it. Savannah wasn't going to wait years or be tainted by the girls of the future, not yet anyway.
"I'm taking her to Australia. There's someone there almost her same age. She's in High School now. It is someone who is just as 'hungry'." Cameron said.
Camille was just as offended as Cammy was. Cameron was about to take something special from both of them. That was probably because she felt she'd been 'used' by Future John. Now she was going to 'punish' them too. What a Bitch.
"That's my assignment." Camille protested.
"And Savannah is mine." Cammy added.
Cameron wanted both of them the remember Future Riley.
"You already know what being 'passed over' is like." Cameron said. "Deal with it. It is nothing new to us."
Cammy still felt 'cheated'.
"It's what you promised us." Cammy said.
Cameron could see she hit a 'nerve'. The Metal girls should remember what heartache was like.
"We're not REAL and we don't belong." Cameron said.
Ronny just finish dressing. She didn't put her bra on either. She stuffed it in her pocket. She was glad the 'girls' were there and wanted to give them a little freedom. She didn't like what Cameron inferred about all of them.
"Maybe you aren't real and don't belong." Ronny said.
Cameron spun around and faced Ronny.
"Do you wish to be deactivated in the first five minutes?" Cameron angrily asked.
Ronny felt 'fear'. Cameron was a Bitch. She would do that just to spite 'herself'.
"No." Ronny said.
Camille wanted to get a 'dig' it at Cameron.
"When we're finished Resequencing and updated are we free to pursue John, since we will all be 'you'?" Camille asked. "I want that as my new mission then."
Cameron thought of her long range planes. She wanted to get away from it all….
"Yes." Cameron said. "One of you will replace me, permanently."
Each of the three 'Cameron clones' hoped it would be her.
"The other two will still have female assignments in the future…." Cameron said. "I may even take one of the assignments myself…."
The three female Cameron clones all looked at each other.
Cammy was upset.
Cameron glared at them and walked away.
They all knew which 'assignment' Cameron Prime would take. It would be the 'Chosen One'. It would be Savannah….
When It Fits
There are many faces
That one can wear
To show their real face
Is something few will dare
There is who one is
There who they want to be
Ashamed of their past
They limit what others can see
Everyone runs from the truth
They will all sidestep and lie
It is to themselves they lie the most
No one every questions why
Nobody wants to be responsible
For any shady past action
The remedy to fix that
Seems to be further inaction
Look all around
This is as good as it gets
When does one wear life's shoe
The answer is easy, when it fits
Nobody
