Chapter 393

Sins Of The Future

Savannah led the expedition to visit Young Jesse in Australia. Cameron formally placed Savannah in charge and Cammy was to back her play if there was any questions from anyone. No one seemed to have any problems with that.

Savannah thought of the specific goals she wanted to achieve. She wasn't unsure how to proceed, not if she should proceed. She felt she was about to make the future happen now if things worked out, not just live it or wait for it.

The first thing that happened was Young Jesse and Savannah were able to be alone. They spent the time 'catching up' with each other. It was something they both craved and enjoyed. They both shared an 'identical' Metal lover and protector. Cammy and Camille were both clones of Cameron. They both ran a modified version of her program with 'John' replaced by each of the specific girls. Vanna shared the same thing too with Cam. For them to be together was different and special. They each noticed the others experience level was dramatically increased and even more pleasurable. What they shared the first time gave them a 'taste' of what they wanted more of.

Cammy and Camille waited outside the room. They both shut down their audio. It was bad enough to know the girls they'd fallen in love with were with someone else, even if the two girls were together before they'd entered their lives. They both knew the girls needed to be with other humans the same way Allison, Vanna and Jesse did. If they were not seen with human partners who weren't Metal, they'd become targets in the future after Judgment Day. Cameron made this clear to everyone. ALL the humans needed to be with and seen with other humans, NOT only Metal.

Young Jesse and Savannah lay on the bed. A sheet barely covered half of them. The pigmentation of their bodies, especially in some specific areas, was as different as it could be. It seemed to be even more so now. Savannah's breasts were about thirty percent larger as well. They'd been almost the same size when they'd 'popped' each other.

Vanna and Jesse were secretly pleased that no male would ever have that privilege, especially since both of their innocence was taken from them by force by a group of men.

Savannah ran everything by Young Jesse. It was all about the future and to help those who needed help.

Young Jesse understood the problem but was very apprehensive.

"I don't know, Savannah." Young Jesse said. "I'm still in High School. What will my parents say if I'm pregnant?"

Savannah believed the 'means justified the ends'.

"After Judgment Day they will say you did the right thing." Savannah said. "You and Camille have your own place now."

Camille and Young Jesse lived next door to her parents and sister. There was an underground bunker complex that connected the two properties. Everything was custom built.

Young Jesse tried to 'fit in' and be a regular girl at school with Camille. Camille always looked like a 'porcelain doll' so the focus was always on her and not Young Jesse. That was by design. The thought of needing to take care of an infant terrified her.

"It's a lot of work and responsibility." Young Jesse said. "Even if Camille helps me, I don't think I could be a good mother."

Savannah didn't plan to raise the baby herself. She was very goal oriented as to where the baby would go. She would be a wet nurse to it but the baby would 'belong' to Cameron and John.

"I'm going to give mine to Cameron as her own child." Savannah said.

Jesse looked at Savannah's naked body. She could see Savannah's breasts were larger than her breasts were now. Both of their figures were firm and trim. Savannah was a little shapelier in every dimension. There wasn't an ounce of fat on either of them. She was aware that being pregnant would change everything. Then again her mother was still firm, fit and trim. The idea to 'give away' the baby seemed a little cold to her, even if that was the whole purpose.

"I know you said Jesse would want mine. I just don't know." Young Jesse said. "We're both still pretty young to get knocked up. Won't it wreck our bodies?"

Savannah witnessed the effects the future took on the girls from the future. The abuse and pollutants took their toll and left their mark on all of them. It seemed more a matter of duty than anything else to her.

"Not as bad as the future will wreck them." Savannah said. "We're young and healthy now. The girls from the future are all barren. They CAN'T carry a child to term. They've all tried and failed several times. Girls in the Third World and the inner city get pregnant at our age all the time. It's not that uncommon worldwide."

Young Jesse was aware girls younger than them gave birth. Preteen births were not uncommon in the Third World or the inner city, especially in the States. Camille showed her a documentary of generational families where the girls were all grandmothers by the time they were twenty five years old. One was a great, great grandmother before she was fifty!

"I guess it is. You said Allison, the girl Cameron and her clones are patterned after, is having her MOTHER have her baby?" Young Jesse asked.

Young Jesse wondered if that might not be a better option. Her mother knew what to do, she didn't. She was worried about what her family was going to think. The girls at school who 'disappeared' from school were usually pregnant. It happened. She saw and heard what all the other teenagers did. Most were very open about it. It seemed at least a third if not half of the students were sexually active. She was worried she was going to need to have sex with a male. That didn't appeal to her. Her desires were elsewhere. She was worried about a lot of things.

"Yes, when Claire, Allison's mother, is done having Allison's children, she's going to have them for John and Cameron." Savannah said. "We can speed things up for Cameron. I'm going to. The choice has to be yours about it and if you are willing to give it up to Jesse or Cameron. I've already made up my mind."

Young Jesse didn't really want to be with a male. The videos she'd watched on line sort of sickened her. It seemed very vulgar and obscene. They looked more like 'attacks' on the female body than anything. She questioned the choice of some of the 'apparatus' that men selected for their pleasure. She didn't think there was any pleasure there for a female. She swallowed hard and involuntarily squinched up her rear end.

"Can I think about it first?" Young Jesse asked. "I hadn't planned on 'this'. I do know Camille has 'groomed' me though. You should hear her Australian accent that she uses sometimes. Right now she's the 'Hot' exchange student from the States. No one messes with me or my sister anymore thanks to Camille. I really love her, Savannah, just like I love you. I owe so much to Cameron for what she's done for my family and me."

Young Jesse understood everything came with a 'price'. There was no free ride. Maybe this was the 'price' for the good life her family enjoyed. Maybe this was the 'price' for Savannah and Camille. Maybe this was an obligation to Cameron and the future. Maybe it was just her 'duty' since the others couldn't reproduce. It was a heavy mind trip on her.

Savannah thought maybe the void created in the hearts of Vanna and Jesse was what Young Jesse really needed to see. Jesse was Young Jesse, only older. She was somewhat sickened to think of everything done to Vanna and her current condition and know it was really her.

"I want you to sit down and talk with Jesse and Vanna about the future and what's been done to them." Savannah said. "It will make you sick. It did me. Skynet's made them incapable of having children even if they do get pregnant. They figured, based on missed periods over the years, they've both been pregnant several times. Jesse believes it's been over a dozen. None of the pregnancies they suspected lasted more than two or three months. Cameron figures it's probably been over thirty for both of them but didn't tell them that. There's been a lot of men on top of them…. Skynet's damaged their bodies. It hurts them just as much as it does Cameron to be barren. Every time they've tried in the past and failed, it's hurt them deeply."

Young Jesse was touched by what Savannah said. She also wondered about the part where Savannah mentioned there'd 'been a lot of men on top of them'. She didn't think either of them wanted to be with men, especially Vanna. Duty called to her.

"I'll talk with them each alone and together like you've recommended." Young Jesse said. "I know that Cameron has chosen us for the future and why. Cameron is protecting us and our families while 'creating hers'."

Savannah wanted Young Jesse to make her own mind up. Her mind was already made up. This was about beating Skynet before it could damage their bodies as well.

"The sins of the future will have to be paid for. We have the ability and means to change that future now in the present and give our older selves what Skynet has stolen from them." Savannah said. "I know Camille has what you need to do 'this' with her. I saw Cameron give her the cryogenic container before."

Young Jesse needed to think about that. She didn't want to be with a male yet but would to do her duty for the future. The prospect of what Savannah just indicated was a game changer. She wouldn't need to be 'used' and wouldn't need to 'hurt' Cameron to receive John's seed. She would still technically be a virgin even if it was Savannah who'd popped her. The idea of a virgin birth intrigued her.

"So we don't physically need 'to be' with John?" Young Jesse asked.

Savannah liked that idea as well. She was ready to 'lay there' for John but now it wasn't necessary. She would still provide him with sexual comfort when he 'needed' it. It would happen soon enough anyway going forward. John needed to be seen with human females and she was ready to step up and fill that role. Cameron told her she would adapt and 'like' it very quickly, even if she didn't at first.

"No, I could never do that to Cameron anyway. I love her too much." Savannah said. "I could never hurt her like that."

Young Jesse was open to find out about more. It was clear to her that Savannah was going to do this no matter what. It was still a lot to think about and a big leap.

"OK, love, I'll talk to them and you afterwards." Young Jesse said. "I can't make any promises yet."

Savannah wanted Young Jesse to explore every avenue that was open to her. 'Cameron' was here with them three times over even if indirectly as Cammy, Camille and Cam.

"Talk to Camille also, she can be 'Cameron' herself." Savannah said. "She'll tell you anything you want to know. Just ask her to be honest and tell it to you straight, she will."

All the talk about sex was enticing to Young Jesse, even if the thought of some of it didn't 'call' to her. She was aroused now just by looking at Savannah's nude figure.

"Well…." Young Jesse said as she pushed the sheet down. "I can see the laser treatments have paid dividends for both of us."

The girls admired the smoothness of each other again.

"This calls for closer 'inspection'." Savannah said. "They can wait a few more hours before you talk with them."

Young Jesse looked at and touched Savannah.

"Sure, love, I thought the same thing." Young Jesse said.

The two girls entered into a deep kiss…. They'd shared sex earlier. It was wild and hungry. Now it was time to make love and share that love. Now was the time to love the girl within the body.

Later on:

Young Jesse felt uncomfortable at first to speak with the girls. She could see that Jesse wanted to talk about it, even if she didn't want to. It was more like she needed to talk about it. She was clearly troubled by it all and 'trapped' in the past – the future, over it.

She spoke with Jesse first and then Vanna, each one alone and then Jesse and Vanna together. They told her everything separately. They were ashamed at what was done to them, the horrors of the future and what they saw. There was the ugly fact that few children could be born and even fewer lived.

Savannah joined them, along with all their Metal girlfriends after awhile.

All the girls cried about their past – the future.

Camille scanned Young Jesse and Cammy scanned Savannah.

"You're both in the window." Cammy told Savannah.

Camille nodded at Young Jesse.

Young Jesse looked at Jesse, Vanna and Savannah. She looked back at Jesse. There seemed to be a deep sadness to Jesse that she tried to fight and contain. It touched her deeply. Jesse was in a 'fight' with herself over everything.

Camille didn't want any heavy handed influence over Young Jesse. It was clear that Jesse and Vanna did influence her. She wanted to offer Young Jesse a 'way out'.

"It has to be your choice, Jesse." Camille said to Young Jesse. "I'm here to make sure it's your decision alone and no one pressures you. I will not allow that."

Savannah wanted to make her position clear.

"My mind is made up." Savannah said. "I think you all know that by now. It's actually been made up for a long time."

Jesse could see Young Jesse was troubled and scared. She felt that was her fault based on the subject. She wanted to make a few things clear to her and everyone else too.

"It's life changing decision." Jesse said to her younger self. "It has to be your decision and your decision only. What to do after you have your baby must also be your own choice if you decide to have one. I won't let anyone make that choice for you. I will even stand up to Cameron about it if I need to. It will be something you have to live with. I'll support you no matter what you decide to do."

Young Jesse was touched further by Jesse. She really talked to 'herself'.

Camille wanted to give Young Jesse some reassurance about moving forward on several levels.

"I will make sure you're on a healthy diet and get all the medical attention necessary." Camille said. "The Terminators here will always give us extra protection in the advent of Judgment Day. I will be with you constantly and monitor you."

Young Jesse thought about the 'procedure' involved. Camille and Cammy both described what would be done and how. She loved Savannah and Savannah was the one who'd popped her.

"Camille, can Savannah be the one to administer it?" Young Jesse asked. "Can you tell her and guide her?"

That idea intrigued Savannah deeply. The though of that excited her since they'd popped each other.

"I'd love to be the one for you and you for me." Savannah said. "What could be more special than getting your first love pregnant?"

Jesse wanted Young Jesse to make sure it was what she wanted for herself. It was a big step in life.

"Are you sure, love?" Jesse asked. "You need to do this freely for yourself."

Young Jesse put herself in Jesse's place. She was her. She was the one barren in the future.

"I do, Jesse, and it is for YOU that I'll do it - for US." Young Jesse said.

Vanna wanted Savannah to reconsider. She thought giving up a child was going to be hard to do no matter what the circumstances were. She believed the mental toll would be higher than the physical one.

"Are you sure, Savannah?" Vanna asked. "You know I don't want you to do this for me but I know you're doing it for Cameron. You can always wait a few years too."

Savannah saw it as more than a child for John and Cameron. She believed it was a way to 'protect' Cameron more than anything. With a child to take care of and raise, Cameron would need to be less reckless and a lot more careful.

"I love her, Vanna." Savannah said. "I can share my love with her this way. I can give her what she needs and not have to hurt her. It will help protect Cameron to be a mother as well."

Young Jesse looked at Vanna and Jesse and then at Savannah. The future didn't wait for anyone.

"OK then." Young Jesse said. "Let's go knock each other up."

Savannah would have used a better choice of words but the concept was the same. There was real beauty in what they were about to do for each other.

"I don't know a more beautiful way it could happen." Savannah said.

Jesse and Vanna held each other and cried. It was a beautiful day in their lives, even if it was their younger selves.

'Jessie's Girl' by 'Rick Springfield', played softly in the background.

Sins Of The Future

Every action has a reaction
Many things are accountable
Everything can add up over time
To make amends insurmountable

Does it really matter
What actions one takes
Everyone is someone else
Because they are all fakes

Everything does matter
Don't think it doesn't count
Those caught up in themselves
Soon believe they are paramount

The past follows the present
It is all tied together in the end
To think it doesn't matter
One would need to pretend

Sins of the future
Are forged in the past
Don't be shocked when they catch up
They're sure to leave everyone aghast

Nobody