Dear Diary,
Today I saw him in the halls again. But this time I caught his eye. He looked at me strangely... dominantly, like he knew I was dying for him to explain. Like he knew I needed him. His "fan girls," as they call themselves, went wild. Even Michiko was asking me questions. Funny how she was so mad at me, and now that I'm paying more attention to Yami, she forgets all about it. But now I know why he ignores all those girls, they're quite annoying!! I hope tomorrow they'll leave me alone. And I'll actually get to talk to him.
Ryou Bakura
9. 26. 06
Dear Diary,
Today while I was in the lunch line, Yami walked by me and muttered "Third period, on the roof." Then I was freaked out because I didn't know if he ment before third period, after third period or during! I ended up skipping third period completely -- which I really wish I didn't have to do, but I was afraid that would be my only chance to talk to him. Anyway he was there, and he explained some things to me. He said that our souls are the reincarnation of an ancient Egyptian's. And that neither of us are whole without the other! (Doesn't that sound borderline romantic?) He also said we were supposed to be in the same body! If he's lying, he really worked hard to make this all up. And still, he doesn't seem like he's actually crazy. Well, maybe a little deranged but not this much! I don't know what to expect of tomorrow...
Ryou Bakura
9. 27. 06
Dear Diary,
Yami wasn't in school today.
...This is horrible! Now I'm filling up my entire diary entries with just stuff about Yami and now I don't have anything to write about just because he's not here! What? Does my who life revolve around him now? ...
Ryou Bakura "..."
9. 28. 06
Dear Diary,
I found out why Yami wasn't in school yesterday (and today), it's because one of the fan girls claimed she and him were in a secret relationship and that they got as far as the bedroom. A teacher got hold of this information and gave him an external suspension for three days, even though he denied even knowing her name. I hope he was telling the truth... But wait.. why should I care?
Ryou Bakura,
9. 29. 06
(THURS)
Dear Diary,
I am craving Yami. And I think I'm gay. But... that isn't wrong is it? If I'm really in love? ...But why?? I barely even know the guy! And everything I know about him is mysterious and creepy! My mind won't stop drifting off to thoughts of him during class, and... when I try to go to sleep, I keep thinking of what it would be like... with him. I guess this means I'm gay, doesn't it.
I can't wait until I can see him tomorrow, even if it's only a glance in the hallway.
9. 30. 06
Dear Diary,
I really happy!! But urm.. Okay well here's how it went:
I'm eating my lunch at the table with Michiko, Brock, Sarah and Emi, as usual. It about in the middle of lunch and I have to use the restroom. So I excuse myself and go into the cafeteria bathroom. I... do my business, and as I'm drying my hands, I hear the door open around the corner (no one else was there) and Yami walks in! I kind of stared it him, and he looked directly at me. He walks straight to me. Says nothing, and makes me back up to where the wall is just behind me. I tried to ask what was going on, when he puts one hand on my neck/jaw and the other around me! As I'm about to say something, he shoves his lips against mine! And, stupid me, with my ready-to-speak mouth was perfectly left open for his tongue! He pushes me up against the wall, his arms around me... and somehow mine got around him. He was... great. Oh my God, it was great, and he was... just so good. We made out for what seemed like an hour, but when it was over, seemed too short. I had tried to keep up with him but I was so shocked and so... loving it. Had I thought about it, I should have pushed him off, since anyone could have walked in and gotten us expelled, but I'm so very glad I didn't. I wouldn't have known his... Gosh! What am I saying? I can't believe this is me here. Making out in bathrooms with another man, how much I have changed. But this isn't like anyone else I've ever liked, because this time I feel something much more deep...but, the one thing is, he never said anything. After we, uh, finished, he let me go, gave me this look of intense, mysterious beauty, and walked out. Leaving me there, completely stunned and wanting more. And this makes me wonder what exactly were his reasons for... doing what he did? Does he feel something for me too, or is there some other twisted reason? Because I know what happen isn't normal. But it was oh so much fun! I don't know what this means for the two of us, but I can't (but yet I can) imagine what his fan-girls would do if...
I think you know who I am.
10. 1. 06