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Chapter 4
Not Herself
-AJ's Room-
AJ tossed her hair over her shoulder. She took a deep breath and knew what Jeff did was wrong but what she did was even worse. She had walked out on him forever. She didn't want to give love another chance. She had no clue what she was doing here alone in her room. She left her room for a minute and grabbed beer out of the fridge along with some different kinds of pills. She quickly took two pills out of each bottle. She took them and drank her beer. 'This is what I put myself into? How did this happen to me. Why did Jeff Hardy ask me out on a date to a damn dance then I just walk out on him in front of almost every one that he knew.' She laid down on her bed and began to drift into sleep. She didn't want to be here alone but she had to because she had hurt Jeff in a way that she thought it wouldn't hurt him in any way.
-Monday-
AJ came to school and went to her first class not saying a single word. She kept her arms hidden from everyone.
Jeff noticed the change in her. He looked over at John. "Hey John did you notice that your sister changed."
John looked over at his little sister. "Yeah she has changed. I wonder what happened."
"The dance." Said Jakie sadly. Trish made a fool outta her."
"That damn slut can't keep to herself."
"I know but that's how it is."
John let out a sigh. "There has to be something else going on with her."
Jeff nodded his head. "Yeah she fell asleep in history earlier today."
"She never falls asleep in class." Said John.
Jeff shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know what is wrong with her John, but one of you should go and talk to her."
John sighed. "It ain't that easy she locked herself in her room for the last two days since the dance and well hardly seen her come out of her room."
"She locks herself in there since the dance and the encounter with Trish." Said Jakie.
'This is all my fault. If I didn't ask her to the homecoming dance she would be just fine and not trying to hide herself from her siblings.' Thought Jeff.
John waved his hand in front of Jeff's face. "Yo man are you ok?"
"Huh yeah I am."
"Didn't you hear a word I said?"
"Huh no. What were you saying?"
"Never mind man. You're outta it again."
Jeff shrugged his shoulders. "Ah well. Who cares."
-Later-
AJ walked home from school that day with out a care in the world. She hated the fact that she hurt Jeff among with herself.
"HEY AJ WAIT UP!" yelled Jakie.
AJ stopped and faced her sister. "What do you want Jay?"
"Why are you avoiding everyone?"
"Does it really matter to you and the prep squad. No I don't matter to any one in this world. I don't even matter to my own friends. Sometimes you just got to learn how to say good bye."
"What do you mean by say good bye? AJ you are confusing me."
"Hey sometimes if you love someone you got to learn how to say good bye to them someday." She said walking away from a very confused Jakie.
-Later-
AJ looked at herself in the mirror for the last time. She rolled her sleeves up and left a note on her bed telling them why she did what she did. She dialed 911 and told them what she was about to do. Once she told them what she was about to do she did it anyway slicing her wrists as well as taking medication with alcohol.
-Downstairs-
John and Jakie heard sirens and someone breaking down their door. The both of them stood up and saw three EMT's come into the house running up the stairs. They followed them and saw them putting AJ on a stretcher and taking her away.
John saw a note on the bed.
-Note-
Dear John, Jakie, and who ever this may hurt,
I am truly sorry that this didn't work out for any of us the way it should have been. Last week when Jeff asked me out to the homecoming dance was the most wonderful thing that anyone has ever done for me. Of course now when you are reading this I am dead most likely. I am sorry that I never told you guys how much I really cared for you all. The preps are included on this one.
First of all there's you John. You're the best big brother a girl could ask for even though that you were mean to me I knew you cared more than what it seemed. I just wish I could've been a better little sister to you.
Then Jakie. You too are the best big sister a girl could ask for even though that you showed more loving towards me I knew that you and John loved me the same. I just hope that you can get over me being dead. Good luck to you Jakie I hope you become prom queen beating Sandra Moto of DX.
Matt you may not know me that well, but I know you well enough. I just hope that us punks don't do nothing stupid. From now on I won't be classified as a punk just a normal human. I hope you or John win the crown for prom king too bad I won't be there to see it.
Lita or should I say Amy. You and Matt look so perfect together. I really should say that I hope that you win the prom queen spot next year beating the slut Trish I am sorry that I won't be there to see it.
Jeff I am sorry about what happened on Friday at the homecoming dance. I am sorry if I hurt you in any way I didn't really mean it. Trish just hates me that's all and I knew this for a very long time. I wish you luck though. Hopefully you'll find a better girl than me.
Dad I am sorry but I wish I was like Jakie and John not causing trouble and I did. I wish I didn't though. I hope you John and Jakie get over this.
Sincerely,
Almira Jaira Cena.
-End-
John's eyes went wide. "No….. she killed herself."
Jakie's eyes went wide as well. "No she said something about if you love someone so much you have to learn how to say good bye."
"She said that."
"Yes today before she came home. I mean we were out for a little, but who would've thought that she would actually go through with it."
"I am calling the guys."
"You go and do that John I'll meet you at the hospital."
"Ok take you're car not mine."
"I know John."
-Hospital-
John, Jakie, Jeff, Lita, and Matt all sat in the waiting room.
Jeff was a complete wreak just like Jakie and John. Lita and Matt were there to support them.
"Why would she want to kill herself?" asked Jeff softly.
"She said something about if you love someone you have to learn how to say good bye." Said Jakie softly.
"So you're telling us that she was say good bye to us all?" asked Matt.
"I guess so. Her life was so hard. She was into drugs and a bunch of other things."
"Drugs.. I thought punks were the ones to use drugs not the good punks."
"Her friends Shannon and Joanna got her on the drugs the alcohol and among other things."
"She did those things because her friends thought it was cool. It ended her up here." Said Jeff crying.
Matt put his hand on his brother's shoulder. "Hey she'll come out of this. She will. She'll live Jeff."
"No she won't she meant to kill herself and she said in the letter that she would be dead when we read the damn letter."
"That doesn't mean anything Jeff. My sister is a fighter. She is a fighter and will fight back only if she wants to. This time I am none too sure."
"John don't say that." Said Jakie.
A nurse came into the room. "Are you all here to see Miss Cena?"
They nodded their heads.
"Well are you guys family?"
John and Jakie rose their hands.
"Well, Mr. and Miss Cena you're sister is fine. She'll be sore for a few days luckily we got there in time."
They let out a sigh of relief.
"Did she ever say why she wanted to kill herself?"
"No." said John shaking his head.
"Ok she may be sore but if any of you want to talk to her you can go on and talk to her."
-AJ's hospital Room-
AJ looked up and saw Jeff standing there. "What are you doing here?" she asked softly.
Jeff looked at her. "Why did you try to kill yourself?"
"Does it really matter to you Jeff?"
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Does Jeff tell her or will he keep silent? Will she be able to tell him as well? Only time will tell after this accident. Thanks for the reviews.