Sorry 'bout the rhyme thing with the metriome instead of metrion. I'll fix that in chapters to come. And her chanting is called rhyme ok? And I'm not sure yet whether this is a BBT or BBR fanfic yet.

This is an entry to Ravens diary. Her diary is formally called The Opaque, as it will be referred to in later chapters.

Chapter 3

This is an entry to Ravens diary. Her diary is formally called The Opaque, as it will be referred to in later chapters.

He always tries to make me laugh. Though I never even smirk, I fell in love with the boy who made the attempt. He always saw the real me, even though I denied him. He knew my fears. He knew my loves. But he never knew my love for him. Last night, I saw him on the beach with Terra. They kissed. Centuries passed for me, and my heart twisted in agony at the sight. And though I shouldn't care this much, I do, I really do! I love him.

She looked up from The Opaque. The clock read three pm.

My powers have been weird lately, ever since that day. They've been reacting to emotion. Terra glass split this morning and spilt juice all over her. And after that, the lights began to flicker. It's odd. And yet, captivating. I want to learn more. But the only way to stop it is to get over my feelings of jealousy. That may take a while. I don't know what to do. The monks of Azarath didn't teach me of this. I now wish that I had stayed with them to learn more. They would know what to do. I should go pay them a visit. But I can't leave the Titans. I'm so confused. I need help. Badly. Maybe Robin… no. He wouldn't understand.

Tomorrow, I could tell Beast Boy, how I feel. But that'd be so weird, I've rejected him too many times. Maybe in a week. Ok two weeks. Three. A month! …I have serious issues with procrastination.

Again she looked up from her entry. Three fifteen.

I gotta go. Practice outside the Tower starts at three twenty. Until later, Opaque.