Disclaimer: I wish I owned Teen Titans, but sadly I don't. Robin & Starfire 4EVER! Beast Boy & Raven! Cyborg & Bumble Bee! I'm sorry it took so long for me to update! I have been busy with school. I'm a little upset because I'm going to miss the new Teen Titans show on Saturday because I'm going to my friends' birthday party! It's from 6:00p.m to 9:00 p.m. It's a black light party! I'm soooooo excited even thought I'm going to miss 'Home Coming pt 1'. There will always be reruns...sigh I still can't wait:) My friends are twins. They have the same birthday. :)
Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed! I really love it a lot:)
Richard Grayson or Robin: 19
Kori Anders or Koriand'r or Starfire: 17
Garfield Logan or Beast Boy: 18
Raven Roth or Raven: 18
Victor Stone or Cyborg: 22
Candy Hunter or CatGirl: 18
Richie Follie Gear: 18
Virgil Hawkins or Static: 18
J'onn: Unknown
John or Green Lantern: 28
Bruce Wayne or Batman: 26
Shayera Hale or Hawk girl: 24
Diana or Wonder Woman: 20
Clark Kent or Superman: 29
Wally or Flash: 27
Kara or Super Girl: 19
Green Arrow: 28
Chapter 4
If Only They Knew
CatGirl sat on her bed remembering her life so far with the Titans. It was morning and the light filled her room. So far the Teen Titans had suspected nothing. She put her head in her hands thinking of many, many ways of getting out of her situation. Suddenly she heard someone approach her door. She heard someone knock on her door.
"Who's there?" asked CatGirl quietly, irritably and very stressed sounding.
"It's me Raven. I was wondering if you would like to meditate with me after breakfast," asked Raven in her monotone voice.
CatGirl lifted her head off her hands and looked at the door and sighed.
"Sorry Raven. I don't want too," replied CatGirl in a very irritable voice.
"I just thought I'd ask," said Raven sadly as she started to walk away.
Raven turned back to face the CatGirl's room and said in a sad and quiet voice, "CatGirl you've been the closest thing I had to a gal pal, as Starfire puts it. You're can actually understand me better than Starfire and about these emotions I have when I'm around Beast Boy. I thought I should tell you because well...you haven't left your room in two days. None of the Titans even know if you eat at night or if you eat at all!" said Raven firmly as she walked back to the common room.
"I'll give CatGirl time to get used to things here like I had too," thought Raven as she walked into the common room. Beast Boy ran over to Raven.
"Hey Raven, do you wanna hear my joke? Cyborg and Robin are giving me the cold shoulder. Starfire is worried about Robin. So do you?" asked Beast Boy eagerly as he gave Raven the 'please' look. Raven rolled her eyes as she sat on the sofa.
"Fine," sighed Raven in an annoyed voice as she watched Cyborg play the Game Station. Robin was still researching Catwoman and Slade. Starfire was staring out the window.
"Okay...What get in you cross a scare and crow?" asked Beast Boy eagerly.
"What... Dead birds?" asked Raven in a very annoyed voice.
"No a scarecrow!" laughed Beast Boy.
"BEAST BOY FOR THE 5TH TIME SHUT UP!" yelled Robin angrily.
"Yeah BB you've been telling that same joke FOR 2 HOURS STRAIGHT!" yelled Cyborg angrily. Starfire flinched at Robin and Cyborg's harsh words.
Meanwhile
"I might as well kill myself or something. I don't want to backstab more friends," said CatGirl out load to herself. Then CatGirl's communicator went off.
"I don't want you to commit suicide yet. I need you in one piece until the next full moon. After that you can go ahead and kill yourself. I don't really care...even if you are my daughter or not," replied Catwoman evilly.
"I'm not stupid. I'm not going to kill myself!" spat CatGirl angrily, defiantly and seriously. CatGirl layed back on her bed in an irritated way.
"I realized that, I wasn't going to let you kill yourself anyway for any reason," replied Catwoman evilly and calmly.
"Remember, your mission my child. Don't forget I have Static and Gear held hostage. I can kill them so easily with my claws. I can slit their throats so easily, that it's sickeningly. Oh such a wonderful sight. I love the sight of blood. I won't drink their blood. I'll just mark their blood on my face like I do to my other victims," said Catwoman evilly and luxuriously.
"YOU EVIL, SICK, PSYCHOTIC, WINCH!" yelled CatGirl angrily, seriously and full of disgust. CatGirl heard footsteps come over to her room.
"You'll learn to love to feel blood. As well as the sight of blood, the texture of blood, the smell and the taste of blood like I have my darling daughter. Having cat like powers are very good to use and perform. You are just like your father in many ways," replied Catwoman evilly and very calmly.
"Um CatGirl are you all right?" asked Starfire worriedly on the other side of the door. CatGirl got up off her bed. She opened the door only 2 inches. She peered out and saw Robin and Starfire standing in the hall in front of her door.
"We heard you yell," said Robin curiously and a little concerned.
"I'm fine. I'm tired I'd like to go to bed now," replied CatGirl shocked, quietly in a monotone voice.
"It's morning," replied Robin. Starfire looked slightly confused.
"Well, I stayed up until 4:00 in the morning," replied CatGirl trying to make up an excuse.
"Didn't you tell us that you can stay up for four hours without getting drowsy? Anyway it's about noon," replied Robin suspiciously.
"I don't feel good. Now leave me alone," replied CatGirl angrily and irritability. She closed the door in their faces almost.
"I can't let them know anything. I almost told them. Next time I won't and I can't!" thought CatGirl seriously.
"Robin, she is acting like Raven yes?" asked Starfire innocently.
"Let's leave her alone," said Robin warmly and firmly with a strong hint of suspicions in his eyes. Robin and Starfire walked back to the common room. Raven was at the table drinking her herbal tea. Beast Boy was vs. Cyborg on the game station.
"So...what's wrong with her?" asked Raven in an annoyed monotone voice as she put her tea down on the table.
"She does not feel well," replied Starfire innocently with a strong hint of concern in her voice. Robin yet again walked over to his computer and began typing things up on the computer. Cyborg put the game on pause. Starfire sat down at the table and began talking to Raven.
"Rob, how many times are you goin' to spend time with that computer, researching obsessively on Catwoman and Slade?" asked Cyborg in an annoyed and angry voice as he glared at Beast Boy.
"I need to research Slade and Catwoman," replied Robin seriously and very determined. Starfire was talking to Raven.
"Yeah dude, you need to spend more time with you know who," said BB seriously motioning towards Starfire. Robin blushed hard and gave Beast Boy and Cyborg a death glare they would soon not forget.
"I can do that later. Now I need to find a lead on Slade and Catwoman. I have some information on Catwoman all ready. I've known her for some of my life," replied Robin seriously and very firmly. Starfire was having a very good conversation with Raven, so she didn't hear anything that Robin and Beast Boy had told each other. Raven heard some of it, that's why she was smirking.
"Let me see," asked Beast Boy who hovered over Robin's shoulder.
"BB, stop it! I need space. Let me tell you," replied Robin seriously. Beast Boy backed off. He now stood next to Cyborg. Cyborg stood 2 feet behind Robin.
"I don't want Starfire to hear this," whispered Robin seriously.
"Why? She can handle it like any of us," replied Cyborg firmly and quietly.
"No she can't. I don't think she can handle the...truth," replied Robin seriously. Starfire and Raven walked over to the boys.
"Who can't handle what?" asked Raven firmly with a strong hint of amusement in her voice.
"We were saying that St..." began Beast Boy eagerly. Before he could finish Robin plastered his hand on Beast Boy's mouth.
"Starfire and I could start hanging out more," finished Robin quickly. Cyborg just snickered. Starfire flew over to Robin and hugged him.
"I would love to do the hanging out with you!" cried Starfire happily as she gave Robin a very warm and passionate hug. Robin blushed hard than he held Starfire warmly and securely. Cyborg and Raven both looked like they could have a very strong fit of laughter. Beast Boy just smirked slyly.
"There one thing I do not understand. What were you and the boys talking about when you said I could not handle what?" asked Starfire curiously and a little sadly.
"Um...Cyborg knows why don't you ask him?" asked Robin quickly. Starfire stopped hugging Robin and stared at Cyborg seriously.
"Uh well Robin was saying that you couldn't handle," began Cyborg hesitantly as he stared at Robin guiltily. Robin gave Cyborg the 'If you tell her, you'll be sorry!' look.
"Couldn't handle what friend Cyborg?" asked Starfire firmly.
"Well...wait...no...it was Beast Boy who told Robin that you couldn't handle the hanging out that Robin had in mind," finished Cyborg seriously.
"Oh I see...I'm truly sorry friends for my hasty behavior," replied Starfire sadly and guiltily. Beast Boy narrowed his eyes angrily at Cyborg.
"Cyborg I..." began Beast Boy angrily. Then he was interrupted by Raven. She used her powers to send Beast Boy out the Titans' Tower window. Robin smiled his thanks to Raven silently. Raven nodded. Starfire was walking sadly to her room. Robin ran in front of her.
"Starfire it's all right. You had a right to know," replied Robin warmly and calmly as he looked into Starfire's emerald eyes.
"Robin...really?" asked Starfire hopefully. Raven walked over to the window she had thrown Beast Boy out of. Cyborg walked with her.
"You think he's still there?" asked Raven in her monotone voice.
"I doubt it. He's most likely at the front door. Starting...now!" replied Cyborg as the front door flew open. There stood Beast Boy breathing very hard. He looked like he could scream. Raven raised an eye brow with amusement.
"Hey Cyborg you were right!" replied Raven in surprise and amusement. Starfire flew over to Robin and gave him a warm and loving hug.
"Oh Robin," cooed Starfire happily and lovingly. Robin and Starfire left the common room and headed towards Robin's room before Beast Boy could scream.
Meanwhile
CatGirl sat back on her bed with her hands cradling her head.
"I must find away to save Virgil and Richie before it's too late...I wish I can find away without hurting the Titans too," thought CatGirl seriously and angrily. She tore off her mask. She stood up and walked over to her mirror on her dresser. She looked at her face and eyes. She saw her eyes. Her yes looked just like a cat's eyes. The pupils of her eyes were in slits. The colors of her eyes were yellowish-green. It started to rain and thunder hard out. CatGirl walked to her window. She looked out the window. Her eyes were clouded with pure emotion, pain, depression, anger, and pure hatred. CatGirl's communicator went off.
"Yes," asked CatGirl hoping it was Raven or someone and not Catwoman. But she knew it was Catwoman because it was the ear piece/communicator.
"Hello Candy. If you're hoping Raven will read your mind, well she can't! I blocked off your mind completely so only you and I can communicate, as well as your father.
"Who's my father!" demanded CatGirl seriously and angrily as she stared out the window. Lightning flashed outside.
"I won't tell you now, you'll see him soon enough. I'm sure you'll bond with him as well as I did," said Catwoman slyly, evilly and calmly.
"I..." began CatGirl angrily until she heard someone knock on her door.
"I'll let you handle your so-called friends," replied Catwoman evilly as she hung up the communicator. CatGirl walked over to her bed and grabbed her mask and put it on. She walked over to her door and opened it about 2 feet wide. There stood Robin and Starfire.
"What do you want?" asked CatGirl groggily. She tried to fake being sick the best she could.
"Friend, how are you feeling? Do you need my pudding of sickness?" asked Starfire with a very concerned and worried voice. Robin stood right next to Starfire. Robin looked a little convinced. A/N I don't even know if pudding of sickness is a pudding in Starfire's culture. I'm sorry.
"Starfire I'm feeling better, thanks for your concern for me," replied CatGirl smiling weakly. Starfire flew over and hugged CatGirl.
"Thank X-hale you are feeling better!" cried Starfire happily as she gave CatGirl a bear-hug.
"Starfire must know the difference between a bone crunching hug and a gentle hug," thought Robin dreamily as he stared at Starfire beautiful face.
"Starfire...please...you are crushing me!" cried CatGirl desperately as she turned blue. Starfire blushed and released CatGirl. She flew over next to Robin.
"Do you need anything?" asked Robin politely as he snapped himself out of a Starfire trance.
"No I think I'm fine. Thank you for everyone's concern," replied CatGirl warmly. She yet again forgot about Catwoman for a moment.
"We're the only ones who want to check on you," replied Robin sincerely. Starfire nodded happily in pure agreement.
"Where's everyone else?" asked CatGirl as she stretched and yawned.
"Well...friend Beast Boy and Cyborg are playing the station of games," replied Starfire a little sadly.
"They must be too distracted to worry about me," replied CatGirl sadly and quietly.
"Hey, I'm sure Raven misses you. She getting sick of Beast Boy's jokes," replied Robin politely and trying to cheer CatGirl up. Starfire smiled in agreement.
"Robin and Starfire are trying to cheer me up...I won't be convinced by them. As long as Catwoman is still around I will always be depressed. I don't wanna betray the Teen Titans like I did to the Justice League. I have to...It's either betray the Teen Titans or Static and...Gear die. Maybe I could convince the League to believe me... I can't because if I did Catwoman would read my mind. If that ever happens...Virgil and Richie will die like my parents," thought CatGirl seriously and angrily.
"CatGirl?" asked Robin in a curious voice.
"Huh?" asked CatGirl in a firm and in a distracted voice.
"Do you wish play the element card game with us?" asked Starfire warmly.
"I can't because if I bond with them any more it would be even harder for me to betray them," thought CatGirl sadly and full of emotion.
"I'm sorry, I can't. I wish I could but I can't," said CatGirl guilty and regretfully.
"Are you sure?" asked Robin in a little concerned voice.
"Yeah I'm sure. Thanks anyway," replied CatGirl warmly as she walked back into her room and shut the door behind her. Robin and Starfire walked back into the common room.
Robin and Starfire walked into the common room. Beast Boy was playing the Game Station with Cyborg. Raven was reading her book on the sofa. She sat between Cyborg and Beast Boy. Starfire flew in front of the screen.
"Friends do you want to play the element card game?" asked Starfire eagerly.
"No," said Cyborg, Beast Boy and Raven in unison. Starfire flew back to Robin. She looked crest fallen.
"It's okay Starfire. Let's go on the roof," replied Robin warmly, politely and lovingly as he and Starfire walked up to the roof.
I hope you all enjoyed chapter 4! Chapter 5 will be up soon! In the next chapter I will have a songfic of Robin and Starfire on the roof together. There will be a sad songfic of CatGirl in the next chapter. Please could read and review? I would love so much if you could! Thank you again StarSoSweet:)
Sincerely,
CatGirl R and S Fan