One Curious Night
Chapter 4
Spencer's POV
I remember waking up happy. Maybe it was because I felt secure and loved with Ashley's hand draped over me, maybe it was because that was the best sleep Ive gotten in a long time. Either way I was happy. I didnt really want to get up I just wanted to lay there with Ashley and think, about everything about my family about the move about her, especially her. I dont know if I really liked her yet. I mean I just met her the night before, and I gave it up to her. Weird its not me at all. But it happened, in a way I wish I would of just went home last night, it would of made things such more easier, in the meantime at least. "huuuhhh" I sighed. What am I going to do now? I looked at the time on my nearly dead phone, 3 missed calls from my mom, thats the last person I wanted to deal with. Im glad my mom hadnt found a church for us to attend to yet, or else I would of been in deep trouble because it was already 12:45 and I probably would get yelled at not be able to spend the night at anyones house because I would of missed service. I sat up and just stared at my phone contemplating weather to call her back or just show up at my house. I decided to wait unitl Ashley woke up to call her back.
It didnt take too long before she woke up. " Good morning" she managed to say in a grogy tone. " Good morning" I replied with a smile, for some reason I always loved to see people wake up. I dont know I guess im just wierd like that. "How long have you been up for?" she questioned rubbing her face with her hands and stitting up. "Just for about 10 minutes" I said shwoing her my 3 missed calls from my mom." Oh so you have to go home already?" She asked sadly. "Yea kinda" I replied feeling kind of bad. " Oh ok what time do you have to be home?". " Soon, or else my mom is going to blow a fuse". I said. "Oh". From then on it was very akward, I could tell she was feeling it too. Thats when she looked at me and and leaned in similar to the way she did in the "Theater Room", and gave me a extremly soft kiss that I thought for a moment didnt happen. Then she snuggled into my neck and just layed there. I could feel her hot breath on my neck. I wasnt sure how to act because I didnt want to hurt her by blowing her off, because I knew I could never be with her. "So" I said getting up immediately regereting what I did by the look on Ashley's face. " Oh yea well I can take you home right now, if you want". "Okay sounds good" I said fidgeting uncomfortably. Thats when I called my mom back, thank God she was in a good mood.
Ashley's POV
Well I guess shes made her decision by the way she was acting. But that was fine, I guess, it hurts, but ill get over it, plus I had a date tonight, someone ive been dying to sleep with for months.But I didnt really want to go anymore, I couldnt think of anything better than laying with Spencer. Ashley! Your so stupid, see what happens when you fall for someone thats not ready to be who she is? God I hated myself. "Um ok let me get my keys". I slowly got out of bed and it felt like my legs were a hundered pounds each, I didnt want to leave it just as another one night stand, I couldnt, not with her. But its what I had to do, until she was done figuring out who she is. Well Davies your in deeper shit that before. "Oh here let me change." She said, quickly removing the shirt and boxers that I had fun taking off the night before. Now she was so modest, covering up her breasts with her hand, like I havent seen them before. She rapidly put on her bra, shirt and pants and soon we were out the door. It took nearly a hour to get to her house, because she barely knew what street she lived on, then she called her mom for directions
.There we were in front of her house. What was I soposed to say? Well thanks for the lay, ill see you at school in a week and pretend to not know you. There wasnt any words to explain how I felt. She was someone I wanted to be with, but I knew I couldnt be. I was hoping she would just say good-bye, but she did something that brought me to think I should just forget my hope about being with her. She grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes as she spoke, " Ashley, I really appreciate everything you've done for me, but im not ready for any of it right now, im sorry..." It was that simple. That night was in the past."I understand" was all I managed to say. Then she gave me a deep hug and I didnt want to let go, Ever. But as soon as it started, it was ending and she was off to her door and soon out of sight. I just sat there for a while and thought, trying hard not to cry. Then I started my car and drove off. I needed to be alone, so I called my date up and cancelled, ill probably regret doing it but whatever.