One Curious Night.
Chapter 5
Spencer's POV
I felt her hot breath on my lips. I opened my eyes and saw her lips were mear inches from mine.I felt the throbbing between my legs. I lunged for her lips.My skin was hot and I felt restricted in my shirt and pants. I was up against a wall in her bedroom. I like to be the one in control. So I grabbed her shoulders and rammed her against another wall a couple feet away. I kissed her like it was going to be my last. Her hands were all over me. And I loved every minute of it, I tore off her shirt and grabbed her by the rim of her pants and lead her to the bed. Thats when I threw her on the bed and straddled her. She never said a word the whole time. But I liked it that way. I took off my shirt and began kissing her passionately. I traced her neck with kisses and felt her hand ever so slowly glide down my stomach lower and lower, I was so hot I waited with my head in her neck, eyes closed and bitting my lip.Slowly, very ,very slowly she moved her hand down wards making patterns on my stomach, God it felt like forever until she was undoing the button to my jeans. I found myself bitting on her shoulder. Then finally I felt her hand dip under my panties.
I woke up and looked at my beeping alarm clock, 6:34 am. I felt myself throbbing between my legs. Wow, that was a hot dream, nothing new this is my third dream about Ashley since the last time I talked to her which was in her car a week ago. And every dream ended the same, me left wanting more and waking up unfulfilled. If I didnt get any action I was going to lose it. I got up and got in the shower, a cold shower. After I got out I got ready for my first day at school as a junior and in L.A. I was really nervous, I just wanted to get through the first day being invisible.
8:00 am
The bell rang right when I got to King high, my new high school. It was bigger than my last school, but then again this is L.A. First period was Algebra 2. Enough said. As I walked to 2nd period (Chemistry) which wasnt too hard to find I saw Ashley walking with Aiden. I gasped and stopped in my tracks. She went here? Since when? I thought and felt someone knock into me. "Watch were your standing stupida!" I heard someone say. I turned around to see an attractive girl standing with two other girls giving me dirty looks." Your new here... ha well you better watch were you choose to stand and look stupid". And with that she was off to her class. What a bitch, and her looks dont help her seem more appealing. Ringgg! Rinnggg! Rinngg!. Shit now I was late. I hurried off to class. When I entered the whole room was quite. "Late? On the first day of school... Miss Carlin?" He said as I handed my schedule." Sorry" I said. Ok well your lab partner is Mr. Matthew Solaman. I looked over towards the lab table and there was this average looking guy waving his hand." Thanks" I quickly replied as the teacher Mr. Fain handed me my schedule.
As I walked there passing lab tables I saw the back of someone 2 lab tables in front of mine, she looked familiar but I couldnt tell yet because it was just there back. I walked past and caught my breath in my throat. It was Ashley. She looked as taken back as I did. " Ok class today im just going to be handing out some paper and going over class rules and then were going to do a small lab on..." After seeing Ashley I stopped listening. I continuted to walk to my lab table. Trying to not look at Ashley, but wanting to so badly. Ive been wanting her in my dreams this whole week and now there she was.I was so confused, im not a lesbian, that was just an experiment. Thats what ive been telling myself ever since I slept with her, but every time I say it the less and less its convincing.But I could never be with her. End of story. No way would my family. or anyone accept me and this year I just wanted to get though it without any problems. I lost the battle with my mind to not look at Ashley. I just gave up and just falt out stared at her. She was amazingly beautiful, and im kind of glad I did lose my homosexual virginity to her. While I was staring at her I noticed she was flirting with her lab partner! I cant believe it! Was she even a lesbo or was she just out to conquer all the heterosexual girls in the school. Oh she had nerve. Just one week later and she all over this other girl! Did she think last week didnt mean anything to me? I know I told her I couldnt be with her but its not like I can help it. Im not ready to deal with all the shit that comes with being a lesbo!
Then the bell rang, thank God all I wanted to do was go to break and forget about what I just saw. I was making my way to someplace where I could be alone when I heard Ashley " Hey Spencer, wait!" Oh what did she want I was on the verge of tears and she wanted to talk. I just stop and stood there in the middle of the hall.She came up behind me and hugged me. Uh I was disgusted but at the same time I wanted to hug her back, but just shrugged her off of me. "Um hey can I talk to you?" She asked with an upset look on her face from me shrugging her off me. Good I was glad she was feeling bad. She grabbed my arm and took me under a tree.As we were walking I noticed people were staring at me and at Ashley, and whispering to there friends about God knows what. What kind of reputation did she have? Well guessing by last period she had a reputation or breaking in girls. I just feel stupid falling for her " I really like you, ill be waiting". I was just another girl for her. There goes going through this year being invisible."Listen Spencer, I was wondering if we could be friends. I know you dont want to be anyhting with me,
I know but last week ment alot to me even if it didnt for you and I still want to be able to talk to you". She said. Was she kidding herself? Oh no losing my homosexual virginity meant abosolutly nothing to me? Ha she really was out of her mind. "Excuse me?" I said in a angered tone."It meant nothing to me? When you were just in there trying to find another weekend fling with another straight girl!" I said trying not to yell."What- what are you talking about Spencer, I DO care about you, and what girl? Shes my lab partner, what am I NOT soposed to talk to her?" There she went trying t justify herself. "Um if you call exchanging numbers 'just talking' then yea" I was so angry. " Listen Spencer your the one that told me that you couldnt deal with anything that happend that night so I gave you your space".I could tell she was getting angry too,"Well sorry if I was confused and didnt want to make the biggest mistake of my life by being with you". Ouch. That was a little too harsh. But she deserved it, flirting right in front of my eyes." But Spencer I really do care about you". She said her voice was almost cracking."Save it for your lab partner"I scowled. Then I was off, to where I dont know, just anywhere were I could be alone. The library no one is ever in there.
Ashley's POV
Ouch, that hurt. And why? She was right why make a big mistake by being with me? I only flirted with my lab partner to get her jealous. I guess I went too far, and it backfired. It nearly killed me to see her in class and not talk to her. I missed her so much last week, I wanted so badly to drive to her house and surprise her but that would of been a even worse idea.I just gave her space to think about what happened. Maybe that was a mistake because it seems shes made her decision. I just leaned against the tree and sat down trying to fight back my tears. I wanted to be with her so bad. But that was never going to happen so I reached in my purse and pulled out my lab parnter, Francine's number. I just needed some one to screw maybe it'll help to get me over Spencer.
Spencer's POV
There I am again in Ashley's room. I hated her, standing there in what she was wearing at school today, a mini skirt and a tight white and brown tanktop with a small brown jacket over it, There she was just standing there like nothing happend with a big smile on her face, sort of mocking me. UH I wanted her so bad but I hated her so much more. I charged over to her grabbing her by her hair and forcfully pullng her into a kiss. The kiss was so satisfying but It was revolting all at the same time. I wanted her to feel the pain that I was going though. I stopped kissing her. How could she do that to me right in front of my face? And she didnt even care, she tried to play the victim! And there she was with the same mocking smile on her face just staring at me. Thats when I lost it, I slaped her. But no reaction but her smiling. God, how much I wanted her. Now the need was more than my hate. I pulled off her jacket and grabbed her neck and crashed her mouth onto mine painfully. Then I grabbed her arms and pushed her into a desk as hard as I could. Still no reaction I wrapped one of my legs around her while I was sucking and nibbling her neck so much the hickeys would of lasted for months. I then returned to her mouth biting her lip, I bit it so hard it started bleeding. I stopped and looked at her smiling as if I had just won, like making her bleed was a victory. I looked at her face and still she was just smiling. "Why arent you saying anything, arent you mad at me?" I asked I wanted her to feel some pain and anger like I was but it didnt seem to work. Thats when she made me gasp with her answer "No, I love you".
This time I woke up earlier than my alarm clock and I was slightly sweating, and the throbbing between my legs was worse than before I didnt think a cold shower would do it. But I took one anyways. It helped a little bit and once I arrived at school I was normal again, to a certain extent. !st period came and went, I looked at my notes by the end of class, there were none. I was thinking about Ashley the whole time. That dream really messed me up. I wasnt looking foward to next period.