Date: 02-15-2010
Well, I have some good news. I'm going to be going home within the next few days. The doctors are very optimistic about me beating this. That's a good sign.
I can't believe how much Mom has cried since we were given the news. She hasn't done it in front of me but I know that she has. I can see it in her eyes. I just wish there was something I could do to ease her pain . . . and for Pops, too. Everyone's just trying to be strong and supportive right now . . . it's a bit stifling but I can't blame them. It's hard news to take.
Racing this season is out of the question. I'm not going to have the strength to be on the field or to be traveling. The doctors are talking about chemotherapy, saying it's the best option for me right now . . . and that has some nasty side effects. I remember when Aunt Sam had cancer and went through chemo. She was constantly tired and didn't eat much. I'm not going to be able to race like that.
Next year. I'll be on the track next year.
I hear Pops coming. Sounds like he has the press conference guy with him. Now I get to announce to the world that I won't be racing this season . . . because of what I have.
Cancer.
I'm too young for this . . .
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