His Star
Disclaimer: If I wrote this awesome book do you really think that I would be here? Sadly, I do not, all credit goes to Nicholas Sparks!
This will be told in Landon's point of view after Jamie's death.
I saw her star again…it used to bring me peace. Now I can't help but to feel angry. At myself for not treating her right all of these years and I hate to say it, but God every now and then. I can't help but to feel guilty. She had said that I was the best thing to happen to her and it took me so long to realized how perfect she was. I've been wondering why we treated her the way we did…just because she wasn't like us, because she was protected. I guess we didn't want the world to see our faults so we showed hers even more. She was so forgiving. We hurt her and brought her down since kindergarten and yet she never once fought back. I think I first fell in love with her before I realized it. I finally realized it during the play…she was so beautiful that she left me speechless, literally. I tried to help her fulfill her list even though at first she pushed me away and now I realized why. She was the only one I ever truly loved even though I promised not to…the day I found she had cancer, leukemia, my world fell apart. Now I feel so many mixed emotions, every little thing reminds me of her, the stars, the wind and even the state line. Jamie saved my life my physical and eternal life. People told me I was her miracle when she was really mine. Jamie, my little star, my only light in the dark.
Not exactly what I wanted but oh well! I hope you enjoyed it!
