Date: 05-03-2010
Went to a race the other day. Still feels strange to be sitting on the sidelines, watching everyone else race.
I wish I could have been out there. I don't like being on the sidelines. Not for as long as I have been. I want to be out there, racing. At least when I'm racing, I don't feel so worthless.
A few more treatments and I'll be completely in remission. Then I can go back to having a life.
I can't wait.