Date: 05-08-2010
Quiet day today. Had a lot of time to think about maybe why Trixie was so calm when we were talking about marriage the other day.
Maybe she isn't ready for it. I mean, we are still young . . . and it isn't like I'm going to die. I mean, I know that I could get sick with the cancer again. The doctors have told me as much. However, there's also the chance that I could never get sick with the cancer again. I still have my entire life ahead of me.
I can always ask her what she's ready for. We are going out to dinner tonight. By ourselves. For the first time in at least a month or so. Can't really remember. Anyway, we're going out tonight. I'm excited about that.
Better go get ready. According to Sparky, I still look like death warmed over. I can't really help it, though. Haven't been that hungry. For anything.
I'll be glad when my appetite returns. It's hard watching Mom fix all those yummy meals and not be able to eat as much of them as I could and should.
More later.