I hate you

by Suni Daughter of Moro

Hate progresses to love as Fai and Kurogane find themselves drawn to each other. First chapter is Kuro's POV second Fai's third is third person forth is Fai again and fifth is Kurogane again.

2. Fai hates Kurogane

I hate you. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you look at me. I hate the way you stare right through my smile and see the real me. I hate how I can try so hard and yet I still can't lie to you. I hate the way you put me under a magnifying glass even though you know how much I hate it. I hate the way you need to delve deeper. I hate the way you won't just accept me at face value. I hate the way you make me feel like my every move is being judged.

I hate the way you have to be so serious all the time. I hate the way you can't smile. I hate how you can't be playful. I hate how you refuse to play my games. I hate the way you won't laugh with me.

I hate how you never get drunk. I hate how even a dozen bottles of hard liquor doesn't make you any less serious. I hate how, even when you're intoxicated, every word you speak is careful precise and piercing.

I hate how blunt you are. I hate how you aren't afraid to speak your mind. I hate how insensitive you are. I hate how you press me for the truth, knowing how much pain you cause me. I hate how cold your words are.

I hate the way you yell all the time. I hate how tense you always are. I hate the way you can't relax. I hate the way you can't have fun. I hate the way you look so angry all the time. I hate the way you stand back and watch while we have all the fun.

I hate the way you don't know a thing about me and yet you act like you do. I hate the way you think you know how I should act. I hate how you tell me I should believe. I hate how you think I should trust in others.

I hate how insistant you are on getting home. I hate how you look so far ahead that you can't see what's right in front of your face. I hate the way you live in the future. I hate the way you make it seem as though you'll forget us all the very second you return home. I hate the way we're all just an obstacle to you. I hate the way we're all just a burden to you. I hate the way I'm so certain I'll fade from your memory like a bad dream.

I hate you for being you. I hate that I can't make you smile, make you laugh, make you have a little fun. But I hate you most of all because you're what I could have become.