Date: 07-05-2010

This is so nerve-wracking.

Surgery is a major decision. We've made it.

So why am I shaking so badly? Is it because I'm scared? I shouldn't be. Not really. The doctor says it's a routine procedure. He's performed many like it.

Maybe I'm just being silly. I don't know.

Tomorrow I check in . . .

Tomorrow, my life changes once more.

I can handle this. I won't be afraid. I won't be.