Starfire smiled and hummed to herself as she began to cook breakfast for herself and Raven. Raven watched her idly, smiling as she set water to boil for her morning tea. Raven couldn't help but stare at Starfire as she hustled around the small kitchen in the operations room. She'd never really noticed how the young alien's hair splayed in the air as she turned, or how her bright eyes always seemed so full of wonder, even at the most commonplace occurences. Starfire turned towards Raven, smiling, and breaking Raven out of her mild trance with a question.
"Are you hungry, friend? I do not wish to waste food, if you are full already."
Raven smiled weakly, still feeling strange when her feeding was mentioned. "Um, I'm not too full to eat something. Don't make too much extra for me though."
Starfire nodded happily. "I am glad that you are getting enough from me. It is good that I am enough, or almost so."
Raven blushed slightly, then fought the blush down. "I'm happy that you are happy. Still, let's not talk about that in such a public place."
Starfire continued cooking breakfast, frying eggs and sausage, her favorite earthen breakfast foods that didn't involve strange combinations that she knew Raven disliked. Raven continued watching her, stopping only to prepare her tea as the water finished heating. Raven sat down at the small table with Starfire, idly poking aorund the small plate that Starfire had prepared for her. Starfire, as usual, was eating quickly and rather without manners, and even a bit more than she normally would have. Raven smiled, passing her own plate to Starfire.
"You seem hungry. Take mine, I'll be fine with what I've eaten."
Starfire stopped eating for a moment, smiling happily. "I apologize. This time makes Tamaranians very hungry. Thank you for your food, Raven."
Breakfast done with, the girls walked together back towards their rooms. Raven felt vaguely uncomfortable, the breastfeeding hanging in the air between them. Starfire seemed blissfully happy, completely unaware of Raven's discomfort.
"Starfire?"
"Yes, Raven?" Starfire's bright smile and shining eyes made Raven happy.
"I've got to meditate for a bit, but afterwards, would you like to go out somewhere together? The mall, maybe?"
Starfire was almost glowing as Raven asked this. "Raven, you are asking to go outside of the tower with me? This is rare! I would gladly go anywhere you like. Come to my room after you are finished meditating, I will be in there."
The door hissed shut behind Raven, and she leaned back against it, sighing lightly. She had done it again, and she had loved it. If she had any lingering doubts of her ability to continue the grebnaxlorg ritual for the next three months, they were gone now. She could almost still taste the milk in her mouth, and she smiled as she thought of it. Raven walked forward into her room, levitating above her bed and beginning meditation, hoping to calm her body. The arousal from feeding was still there, but she did not want to masturbate after every feeding.
The meditation went as well as Raven could expect, though images of Starfire kept creeping into her mind unbidden. After an hour, she stopped meditating and decided that she may as well follow up on her invitation. Not wanting to be seen too often walking to Starfire's room, Raven began concentrating, and teleported herself directly there.
When the black form of her powers cleared, Raven found herself back in the small room, though the air was humid and warm. She heard the shower running, and Starfire's bathroom door was open, though from Raven's position, she couldn't see Starfire inside. Raven stepped over to Starfire's bed and sat down. She thought about calling out to warn Starfire that she was in the room, but didn't do it. She'd seen Starfire naked before, so what difference would it make to see her again? Plus, Raven secretly relished the chance to see Starfire naked, wet from the shower, and felt the warmth of arousal again just thinking of it.
Raven waited patiently for a few minutes, but Starfire's shower seemed to be taking an overly long time. Raven, aided by her body's increasing arousal, stood, and began walking towards the bathroom door, her mind fighting itself every step of the way. She didn't want to intrude or interrupt Starfire's shower, but she'd been in there a long time, and something could have happened. A quiet 'mmm' sound suddenly shook all doubt out of Raven's mind.
Raven stepped forwards again, giving her just a thin line of sight to see Starfire in the shower. Starfire was sitting on the floor of the small shower, her eyes closed, with the handheld shower massager aimed towards her genitals. Raven felt her heart jump into her throat as she saw this, and watched as Starfire's delicate fingers gently rubbed her vaginal lips; Starfire's facial expression changing as Raven watched her pleasure increase.
Raven had to remind herself to breathe, as this beautiful woman quietly masturbated in the shower before her. Raven couldn't move, afraid that if she did, somehow this sight would be taken from her. Her heart was pounding in her chest as she watched Starfire spread her lips, letting the water flow over her most sensitive parts. Starfire was being very slow and steady in her actions, not fueled by lust, but taking her time and seemingly enjoying every moment of it. Raven watched, mesmerized, and felt her own body responding to the sight. She had never felt so desperate to be touched and to touch another. She moved her fingers to her own body, pushing aside her costume once again and rubbing herself gently, trying to release the tension she felt without making noise.
Raven watched intently as Starfire's stomach quivered and breathing increased, the water and her fingers moving her closer and closer. Raven's own fingers rubbed against her clitorus, though she was consciously trying to keep herself from becoming too aroused. She didn't want to make any noise, nor disturb Starfire. Starfire's slender fingers continued moving gently across her lips, letting the water do most of the work. As she became visibly closer to orgasm, her breath was quickening, coming in short gasps and slight moans. Raven couldn't believe how aroused she was by the sounds that Starfire was making.
Starfire's body went taut, and Raven could almost see the pleasure move through her. Starfire's heavy breathing suddenly stopped in a gasp of pleasure, as she pushed herself to the brink of orgasm. Raven couldn't move, transfixed by the sight. Starfire let out her gasp as her body continued shivering in pleasure, her fingers moving hastily against her sensitive lips. The hot water from the shower mixed with her wetness, and the room filled with her scent. Raven felt her own body come nearly to orgasm from this; it was sweeter than her own scent, and Starfire smelled exotic, alien.
After a few more seconds, almost an eternity to Raven, Starfire's body began to relax, and she let out a long, satisfied sigh. Raven moved quickly but silently out of the bathroom, before Starfire could open her eyes. She quickly focused her mind, and teleported herself back into her own room. Raven leaned heavily against the wall, panting heavily. Her heart was racing. That had been amazing. Raven reached down, gently rubbing herself once more, trying to bring her excitement down slowly.
She wasn't a lesbian. She wasn't.
Raven tried to convince herself that if she had seen anyone doing that, male or female, that she would have ben aroused. That simply seeing another person in such a private moment would have to stir up arousal. Of course it would be stronger for Starfire at the moment, after all, they had become very close in a strange sort of way in the past day. The Grebnaxlorg ritual was just messing with her mind. She slowed her fingers, allowing her body to calm itself. She raised her moistened fingers, and then sighed and dried them on a peice of toilet paper, before washing her hands.
After drying her hands on her towel, she readjusted her costume, covering herself once more. Sighing, she sat down on her bed. She had once again found herself aroused by Starfire. Despite any rationalizations she may come up with, the cold hard truth was that she had been masturbating within ten feet of her female teammate. Raven shook her head, trying to clear it. What was happening to her?
A sudden knock at her door made Raven jump nearly a foot. She calmed as she realized that the door was locked, and that no one could possibly know what she had been doing. She stood, tried to compose herself, and then pressed the switch to open her door. She was met with the gently smiling face of Starfire.
"Hello Raven. I hope that I have not interrupted your meditation?" Starfire's hair was still wet, and her body was warmer than normal; the heat from the shower still not having dissipated. Raven tried to hide her discomfort with seeing Starfire so soon after watching her masturbate.
"Um, Hi Starfire. No, you didn't interrupt. Come in." Raven stood aside, and allowed Starfire into her room. Starfire had been the only Titan that she ever invited to her room. For some reason, Raven had never had any problem trusting her. Raven locked the door behind Starfire once again.
"Raven, I am happy that you are being so kind to me. I am afraid that it is because you are going to tell me you do not wish to do the Grebnaxlorg any longer, however. Is this why you are taking me to the mall?" Starfire looked worried. Raven had known that Starfire would be suspicious of such a sudden change in outlook, but hadn't thought that she would take it as softening a blow like that.
Raven shook her head, smiling slightly. "No, no. I'm not going to stop that, Starfire. I... like it."
Raven was taken aback by Starfire's sudden hug. After a second's hesitation, she gently put her arms around Starfire as well. The girls held eachother for a few moments, before Starfire pulled slowly away, smiling. She let her hands move from around Raven, down her arms, to holding Raven's hands. Raven was tangentially aware that her hand was holding Starfire's hand that had so recently been used to caress her labia. Starfire's smile was so bright and innocent that Raven couldn't stay focused on sexual thoughts, however.
"I am sorry, I know that you do not like hugging. I am... I am just happy that you are so open to Grebnaxlorg. I was very nervous."
Raven smiled at Starfire. "Don't be nervous, Starfire. We are friends. I will do whatever I can for you."
Starfire smiled happily. "Thank you again, Raven. Shall we go to the mall of shopping now? I am very much looking forward to buying clothing for you. You are always so shy to dress in them."
Raven nodded, pulling her hood over her head. "Sure, Starfire. Let's go."
Author's Note: I am sorry for the horribly long wait for this chapter! Things became difficult for a while, and I had to delay writing. Thank you for waiting! I hope you enjoyed this chapter!