A/N Yay, more Jackson. Sorry, no dialogue in this chapter and it's super short but I just wanted to add achapter on Jackson's thoughts about everything. The next chapter is longer I promise. Easter Break starts tommorow so there probably won't be an update until Monday. Please remember to review, it makes me happy.
It had been over a week since he had visited Lisa and he still couldn't stop thinking about what Lisa had told him.
He continued to watch her even more after that day. After all she was carrying his child. To Jackson this was just another reason Lisa was his. While watching Lisa he noticed that her boyfriend had stopped showing up to her apartment. Had she told him about being pregnant? Had she told him how she got pregnant? He doubted she had told him how she got pregnant considering the fact that he seemed to have left her. He was worried that eventually Lisa would be ready to tell him everything. The last thing he needed to deal with was an angry boyfriend. Not that he couldn't handle her boyfriend, it would just be an inconvenience to him.
If Lisa did manage to tell him Jackson didn't doubt that her boyfriend wouldn't be all supportive and want to help raise the baby. He'd be dammed though if somebody else was going to take his place. It wasn't so much the fact that Jackson wanted to play the role of dad. It was more of the fact that the baby and Lisa belonged to him not that boyfriend of her.
He despised the guy even though he never met him. He tried to deny it but he couldn't. He was jealous of the other man in Lisa's life. Her boyfriend had managed to succeed where he was unable to. Try as he might he was unable to make Lisa fall in love with him. It didn't matter to him that Lisa was happy because of her boyfriend. He was more in love with her than anybody else could everbe. As soon as he decided it was safe he would find a way to secure his role as "dad".