"Just remember, Kuvira, that whatever happens is YOUR FAULT," he sneered in her face.
This nightmare was always the same.
His pants fell to the ground in a pile at his feet. He grabbed her hand hard enough to leave bruises and forced her to grab him.
And she always woke up the same way, in a screaming crying mess. Kuvira was strong, but even the strongest people get shot down sometimes. This was one of those moments. And every time she woke up screaming, Su was right there to calm her back down. It had gotten so bad that the older woman had temporarily abandoned her own room to sleep on Kuvira's couch.
When the screams started it was hard to get them to stop. "Kuvira? Sweetheart you need to wake up," Suyin mumbled into the younger woman's ear. Her screams quieted slightly. One scream was loud and raw enough to wake Kuvira from her nightmare. She woke up gasping for air and clutching her chest. Her lungs burned from the lack of air and her throat was sore. Her hands were quick to find Suyin's as she fumbled in the dark. "I'm right here, I'm right here," the older woman whispered as her arms wrapped around Kuvira's shaking body. She quickly settled down after a few minutes.
"I'm sorry," Kuvira started to say to her. Suyin brought a hand up the gently trace patterns lovingly into her cheek.
"What are you sorry for?" She asked. This made Kuvira frown. This had been the sixth night in a row she had spent with the younger woman and she wondered why Kuvira was sorry? Suyin kissed Kuvira's forehead and gently rested her cheek on the top of her head. "If you're apologizing because you think you're taking me away from Bataar then you don't have to be sorry. He understands why you need me."
"Isn't he getting tired of this? After all, you are his wife. And we're just..." Kuvira trailed off as she thought about the complex thing that had become their relationship. What were they now? They had never been mother and daughter that much was clear, but neither of them quite knew where they stood. Dating? Mentor-apprentice? Friends?
"We're just...people who care about each other a lot. We are not having this conversation while you're so distraught Kuvira. I don't want to add to your pain." Those words were supposed to reassure the younger woman, but they cut deeper than anything else she could've said. Her heart sank deep into her chest.
"Oh. So, you don't actually feel anything for me," she said quietly as she tried to hold back her tears. Suyin kissed her forehead again.
"Kuvira, look at me," she said as her hand stopped its fluid motions on Kuvira's cheek to gently grab her chin. The older woman leaned down and kissed her softly. When they parted she placed a third and final kiss on her forehead. Each forehead kiss made Kuvira's heart flutter just a little bit more than the last. "Now please don't think that I don't feel anything for you. I have so many feelings when it comes to you. I just didn't want to add to your stress." The younger woman nuzzled into Suyin's chest.
"If we can't have this conversation now, then when? It's driving me crazy not knowing where we stand relationship wise, and it's worse because I know I'll eventually have to face Bataar again," she asked. Suyin sighed deeply.
"How about this? We go on a few dates and take it from there," the older woman said as she buried her face into Kuvira's now messy hair. Still not quite content with that answer Kuvira just decided to let it go. The longer that conversation went on the worse her rejection dysphoria became. Even though she was physically being held by the woman she...cared for deeply she couldn't help but feel as if she was being pushed away. She also felt like she was intruding on Bataar's time with his wife. In all honesty the younger woman wasn't quite sure of her feelings about the whole ordeal and none of these components were making things any more clear for her. Nonetheless she fell asleep once again in the older woman's strong but careful grip only this time there was no nightmare waiting for her.
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Kuvira was on her knees between the matriarchs legs.
"Do you think you've been a good girl, Kuvira?" She asked in a sharp tone much different than her usual one. Kuvira groaned as the older woman slowly pulled back on her messy braid. "Are you going to give me an answer?" The younger woman's legs were trembling beneath her and she could feel the wetness between her legs drip down her thighs.
"Y-Yes," she replied quickly. "I've been good, I promise." Suyin smirked as her free hand came up to glide along Kuvira's sharp jawline.
"Would you like a reward for being my good girl?" she whispered into Kuvira's ear. The younger woman nodded vigorously. Suyin pulled away completely from her and pressed her back to the cold metal chair. She parted the sheer lacy robe she was wearing to fully expose her nude body. Kuvira's jaw dropped at the sight of her.
To put it lightly, Suyin was beautiful. Her chest wasn't as perky as it used to be, but the way her breasts rose and fell with every breath was mesmerizing. Her abs were tight and toned from years of dancing and training. The little patch of hair between her legs was darker than what was on her head but it too was graying. Kuvira was practically drooling as her eyes locked onto the moist and swollen flesh between Suyin's legs.
One of Suyin's hands went up to gently massage a soft brown nipple between her fingers and the other went between her legs. She carefully dipped a finger inside of herself but only for a moment to gather the slickness. Her hand moved in slow methodical circles around her clit and she let out a long drawn out groan. In other words, she was putting on a little show for Kuvira. She threw her head back and bit her lip as she thought of all of the things she wanted Kuvira to do to her. Just the mere thought of the younger woman made her legs tremble. Beneath her the young metalbender was getting restless. She wanted to reach out and touch the other woman or at the very least bury her face between her thighs.
Kuvira reached her own hand down to touch herself until a rough hand grabbed her throat tightly.
"Did I say you could touch yourself?" Suyin asked. The hand between her legs had come to a complete stop. Kuvira quickly rested her hand on her thigh again and whimpered. Suyin smirked. Her right hand pulled away from the younger woman's throat, but the hand that had been between her legs gently outlined Kuvira's lips. "Open," she commanded.
Kuvira willingly opened her mouth to taste the juices on Suyin's hand. She tasted better than the younger woman could've ever imagined. She vigorously licked the older woman's fingers until they were clean. This pleased Suyin greatly.
"Good girl," she almost cooed. "And good girls get what they deserve." Suyin's hand went down to Kuvira's core and she nearly lost it. She was incredibly wet, which only made Su smirk more.
"Inside me! Please!" She begged the older woman.
And just as Suyin started to slide two fingers inside of her, Kuvira woke up in a panic. It had been a dream. None of it real. As she struggled to catch her breath from the steamy dream, she looked next to her to find the bed empty aside from a note addressed to her. When her heartbeat finally slowed down she shifted slightly in the bed. As she moved she felt something that made her immediately freeze in her spot and groan. A hand flew down between her legs and her face went dark red. The very steamy dream about Suyin had caused Kuvira to soak through her panties and leave a small wet spot on the bed. She let out a frustrated sigh as she took off the panties. She allowed her hand to graze over her slit and she quickly became flustered again. After everything that had happened, she needed this.
She laid back down on her mattress and spread her legs. As the cold morning air hit her core she let out a chilling sigh. She truly wished that Suyin was there with her to do this but her own hand would at least get the job done. She thought about that first night, the first time Suyin had ever touched her like that and how she hoped she would do it again. She considered actually going inside of herself this time but dismissed the thought when she remembered how little self penetration did for her. Instead of the slow careful circles she usually went with, these were fast frantic circles.
She kept thinking about how the cold restraints felt on her wrists that night and how much her legs were trembling from just the thought of her mentor going down on her. She moaned loudly as the circles became faster and more frantic. She continued to think about Suyin's exposed body from her dream and the way she felt inside of her...and that was it. That was her tipping point.
"Oh, spirits...Suyin!!" She called out during the peak of her orgasm. Suddenly she heard a scared knock on her door.
"Kuvira?" A soft feminine voice asked from the other side of the door. "Are you okay? Should I come in?" It was none other than Suyin. Kuvira's free hand flew up to cover her mouth as she rode out her orgasm as quietly as she could. When she was finally able to calm down she yelled back,
"No no no! It's okay I'm fine. Just..stay out there!" She scrambled around the room until she found a robe big enough to cover herself. She quickly ran to the bathroom to wash her hands in hopes Suyin wouldn't notice the smell coming from the rest of her. When she finally opened her bedroom door Suyin was sitting patiently on the couch. She stood up and ran over to Kuvira. Her arms pulled the younger woman into her tightly.
"I heard you call my name and I got worried you were having a nightma-" Suyin's words stopped abruptly as she actually processed the state Kuvira was in. She knew exactly what Kuvira had been doing. "Oh. Did I interrupt something?" She asked as she smirked. Kuvira's face went red.
"Interrupt? What? No! I was j-just having a n-nightmare, that's it!" She stammered in response. The older woman started placing kisses along the crook of Kuvira's neck.
"Really?" She purred. "Because I think you were having some dirty thoughts about me." Kuvira groaned and started to dig her nails into Suyin's hips as the kisses turned to bites.
"Well I frequently have dirty thoughts about you," she whispered into Suyin's ear. The older woman's hands began to part the robe Kuvira was wearing as she explored her body.
"Oh do you now? Do you ever-" she roughly grabbed
Kuvira by the neck of the robe and pulled her close. "-touch yourself to the thought of me?" The question threw the younger woman off guard and Suyin began to chuckle as she tried to hide her red face. Suyin grabbed her chin and made her apprentice look her in the eyes. "Were you touching yourself to the thought of me before I knocked on your door today?" She asked.
"N-No..." Kuvira managed to spit out as Suyin's hand wrapped itself gently around her throat. The older woman laughed again and smirked.
"Now tell me...why don't I believe that?" Suyin pushed Kuvira up against a wall and parted her legs with a warm thigh. The younger woman was already very wet and soon Suyin's thigh was coated in a thin layer of her juices. Kuvira's breathing had become erratic as she basked in the pleasure the older woman was bringing her. "Are you going to answer me?" Suyin breathed in her ear. Her hot breath on Kuvira's ear sent chills down her spine.
"I-I, nngh, spirits Suyin...I thought w-we were going to take t-things slow..." Kuvira said as she tried to hold back her moans. Su dropped to her knees in front of the younger woman and spread her legs further, revealing her glistening mound.
"Well in that case...you have two options. I can let you get dressed and we pretend this didn't happen, or," she left several dark hickeys on Kuvira's inner thigh causing the younger woman to moan loudly. "You can try to maintain a standing position as I eat you out. It's your choice," she finished with a grin. That was all Kuvira needed but she knew Suyin wouldn't let her get away without a verbal reply.
"Screw taking things slow," she replied. Su got a mischievous look in her eyes that both terrified and excited Kuvira. The older woman leaned in and started placing kisses closer to her core making her legs quiver.
"Tell me you want me," she almost growled. Kuvira had had enough of her mentors teasing. She desperately needed to cum at the mercy of the matriarchs mouth.
"P-Please! I want you! I-I need you inside of m-me!" She groaned. Suyin flashed her that devilish smile again and graciously began to eat her out.
It didn't take long for Kuvira to become a groaning sweaty mess against the wall. The older woman seemed to know exactly what to do to make her tremble and slowly unravel. While her mouth was busy nipping at the bundle of nerves between Kuvira's legs, one of her hands had made its way to her core where she needed Suyin the most. The older woman stopped for a second which resulted in a whine of protest from kuvira. Her warm mouth was quickly replaced with two fingers quickly being thrusted into the younger woman's core.
"If I hear another whine like that I won't let you cum," Suyin hissed. Between the way Suyin was speaking to her and the magic that her hands were working Kuvira knew she wouldn't last much longer. Her hands found Su's hair which she gripped tightly as her orgasm finally hit.
"Spirits, Suyin!" The younger woman groaned. When Su pulled her fingers out of Kuvira they were coated in a thick layer of her juices. The older woman gave an innocent look to Kuvira as she licked her own fingers clean, reveling in how her protege tasted.
"I'm glad we were finally able to finish what we started," Suyin whispered into her ear. Kuvira practically snarled as she flipped positions with her so that the older woman's back was now pressed up against the wall.
"You think I'm done with you?" She asked. Suyin grabbed her collar and pulled her close.
"Don't get cocky with me Kuvira. We both know you won't win," the older woman replied. "We both know I always get what I want...and right now, I want you."