Title: Love you, Love you not.
Summary: "Let me show u something beautiful." He whispers. Slash HP/TRLV
Warnings: SLASH (male/male) pairings if ya don't know what that means, swearing, violence in, Evil! Slytherin! Harry! Self harm, a lot of agast!
Pairings: HP/TRLV
Disclaimer: What are u looking at me for? I don't own it!
A/N: Ok, this maybe a little confusing… in Hp book number 2 instead of Ginny getting tom riddles dairy Harry gets it, and then Dumbledore saves Harry and destroys the dairy. Umm yea so please tell me what you think!
Chapter four:
I stood in front of the mirror last night for an hour. I'm at the Weasley's; no one is home and I, little Harry, the-boy-who-lived, is left home again. Ron can't seem to leave me alone.
He thinks it is because Sirius is dead. How little he knows. Sirius's image haunts Remus's thoughts, not mine...my thoughts are not truly haunted, for I could never exorcise Tom.
"Are you sure you're alright, Harry?" Ron asked, his face pale, his hair vivid.
I had nodded.
Then I took a long bath.
When Hermione tries to calm herself, to cleanse herself of evil, she takes a hot bath, one that scalds
her skin. I do not want to be cleansed. I bathed in cold, in almost icy water.
Then I stepped out and let the water drain...and I wrapped the towel around myself and looked in the mirror...
My lips blue, my eyelids weak and half-shut, my long hair that I grew out, weighted down by the water, clinging to my bare shoulders.
My freckles that are on my shoulders are fading; it seems...a memory returns
to me...
"You will have anything you want, and I will banish anything, anything at all, if I have my way."
"Can I banish my freckles,
Tom?"
He laughed, and I shivered, letting him hold me closer.
"Of course, Harry dear. When you are by my side and co-ruler you will be the most beautiful man in the land. Men and women will drown themselves in the ocean for you, but you'll belong only to me..."
I see a shape in the dark corners of the mirror.
Tom! How did you find me!
I spun around, staring, my heart beating so quickly that I fear my tiny chest will burst open and expose my tiny bleeding heart to the world.
He is no longer there. I am
relieved yet also tormented. I turned back to the mirror, pleading.
"Tom, why do you run from me? Why do you only appear in my mind? My reflection? My dreams..."
His voice, harsh as ever, resounds in my ears... because I exist only within you, Harry, but you can let me out if you'd like...
Again, the voices. I pulled on jeans, a red shirt to ward him away- he always preferred green- and I vanished into the room I have been given, to sleep. Which is where I am now.
It's dark. How dare he choose this night, of all nights, to not visit me?
I will wait. I will sleep myself into death if need
be.
It's a dark room, and suddenly he is in it.
A/N: MWAHAHAHHAHAHA CLIFFY
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