A.N: this is my first fanfic and I LOVE the idea of Seeshy and Kagome together after all the stuff Inuyasha putting her through so it's the perfect start for me(crosses fingers I hope)

Disclaimer: I don not own any of these characters(well maybe the one's I make up but still)

Chapter 1

Kagome's P.O.V

I roll over as I wake up. I notice I am in a bed that should be mine. I feel sheets that should be mine. A room that should be mine but I can't be perfectly sure if it was or wasn't right now. Groaning as I get up out from the bed I start the search for the bathroom. Opening one door I see ranks filled with kimonos so I know that not it. I walk over to the other door and open it to see a toilet and a screen

Yes just what I need right now! I think to myself.

Finishing up near the toilet I turn off the water at the sink. Opening up the screen to see the bath I thank Kami for such great things. Then realizing I don't have towels or clothes in there with me I go to walk back to "my" room. I open up the closet I found minutes before. Grabbing a blue and white kimono with purple flowers around the arms and feet, I sling it over my arm and go to walk back to the bath when "my" door opens. I look towards the door when I hear a name that sounds familiar. As I look there is a person standing there. He has silver hair shining from the sunlight coming in from the window, piercing golden eyes and fluffy looking thing over his shoulder. Around his eyes I see red stripes around his eyes and a purple moon on his for head.

Weird that reminds me of something, I think.

I take in all that he looks like while doing so I see that his face holds no emotions which saddens me even though I don't understand why. He continues to just stand there and stare at me. I start to get nervous and start babbling

"So who are you? I am………………" I can't remember my name "I am from….." I can't remember that either. I stop to look up and notice he is still staring.

"Get back in the bed", he says with silky cold voice. Next thing I know he is pushing me like he thinks I am too dirty to touch "Go now". He stops pushing me to notice the kimono in my hands "You have no need for that yet" he says gesturing to the kimono "Finish healing first so I can take you back to that nasty hanyou of half brother".

"Who are you talking about? Why would I not stay in my room?" I look at him confused.

"Like this Sessamarou would even let a nignen like yourself to stay his home", he says disgusted.

"So you're not human? I don't understand what you're saying? Why did you talk about yourself in third person?" I ask interested now.

"You know very well that this Sessamarou is not human. I am saying that as soon as you heal you are out of this Sessamarou's home. And like this Sessamarou needs to explain himself to you" he says through gritted teeth.

"I am confused here. You have to explain. Don't I belong here with you or someone?" I ask.

He just was silent looking at me "What do you know? What is your name?"

"I don't know anything. I can't remember anything", I tell him frowning.

A bit of emotion passes through his eyes and he looks at me again. "Your name is Kagome. That is all I know about you. I fear I might have to let that hanyou tell you the rest", he walks out of the room slamming the door behind him.

Sessamarou's P.O.V.

I can't believe this I am stuck with a worthless human who now can't remember her own damn name. I will not lose my cool. I walk down the hall to my office. I will check on her again when she is sleeping to see if she is just lying to me. I do not let anyone trick me let alone humans. I look down at the papers and realize I can not stop thinking about her though her ebony hair and midnight blues that let everyone of her emotions show. She may be a human but her looks make her look like a youki in hiding. Finding her after her group finally defeated Naraku was strange because knowing that half-brother of mines he would have protected her life with his.

Flashback

Following the smell of blood and the stench of Naraku I come to bushes with that girl who was always with my half-brother behind them. I pick her up. With blooding dripping off her head and back she was dying. I put her back behind the bushes waiting for when she died. When she finally died the sun had set. Tensiga then started shaking. I revived her and went to leave her there for Inuyasha to find her later when she called my name. I look back at her and notice that even in her weakened state she has a smile on her face. I walk back to her and lean down

"Thank you. I need time to heal away from Inyasha though so can you please take care of me because I know of no one else he will stay away from" she asks in a whispering voice. Before I said anything she faints again. I pick her up and take over to where Rin and Jaken were

"Jaken"

"Yes Master Sessamarou"

"Take this human along with Rin to the castle I will be there shortly"

End Flashback

How strange that I even listened to her request let alone did it. Cursing myself for not getting any work done but sitting here thinking of a human for hours I go to check her room and make sure she was sleep.

I walk in hearing her snoring. I walk up to her bed noticing how tangled she was in the sheets already and also how all her hair was in her face. Amused by this I push her hair out of her face to just stare at her. Also noticing that the jewel that she was trying so hard to complete was finally completed around her neck started glowing as I touched her. Expected it to burn me with its purifying magic I tensed. Only thing that came was a great feeling that I have never known. I look down at the girl sleeping in the bed and wonder what she was dreaming.

"Inuyasha"

So she even thinks of him in her dreams how ironic. This for some reason angered me very much. I have put so many weeks tending to her making sure she would fully recover even though she will never know I have become attached to her in her sleeping mode where I could finally vent my worries and troubles to someone. Her beauty has called to me ever since I first tried to kill her but she became attached to my brother and I never had a chance. When I found Rin she reminded me of her, so full of life not willing to let a simple thing like me being a demon to get in the way. Never will she know how much I am affected by a single thing she does.

"I wish you would dream of me the way you dream of him, miko. You hold on to him even when you can't remember who he is." A thought then clicks into my head. What if I made her fall for me while she is here trying to remember who she is, then maybe I will have a chance against that hanyou she seems to care for. Knowing I am going down the same route as my father I do not care for she is still strong unlike father's mate was. Walking to the door I look at her and smile at her. Deciding it was about time she was treated like the princess she should be I close the door and go to bed with the smile still on my face.

A.N: so I hope you people out there liked it but yea reviews plz! If you flame tell me how 2 fix it and make it better at least gosh……………..and also if you don't like how Sessamarou thinks I doubt he thinks in the third person even tho he talks that way but it is a possibility but I did NOT feel like going through "this Sessamarou" even time he had a thought so yea thankz 4 reading laterz I'll update every weekend(I promise)