Hi guys, so like you know, this is an emison mini story, not sure how many parts there will be (maybe 5), I just hope you enjoy it… ^^ So recap: Alison went to California, because she found there the best specialist in fertility, she wants to become a mom but by artificial fertilization, using donors for the eggs and the sperm; last chapter, Emily donated her eggs and now Alison without knowing will use them to get pregnant… this chapter will start the morning after last chapter…
Something only we know – Part II
(In Alison's hotel room)
Emily was slowly opening her eyes, she didn't remember at what moment she fell sleep, maybe after the 3rd movie… the brunette rolled her eyes over the place and she blushed, terrible blushed when she noticed that Alison was curled on her right side… just using Emily as a pillow…
Emily chuckled and she brushed the golden hair from Alison's face and she smiled when she looked at the sleepy face of the blonde…
Emily whispered to herself. – "It's a beautiful morning…"
The brunette continued enjoying the view for a long time in silence, just looking at the blonde sleeping until Alison started waking up…
Alison said with a sleepy voice. – "Good morning Em…"
Emily smiled. – "Good morning in deed…" (She looked at the blonde stretching and she chuckled on how Alison was looking so adorable) "Did you sleep well?"
Alison smiled. – "Actually I did… did I let you sleep? I think that I snore under my sleep…"
Emily chuckled and nodded. – "Yeah you do but even with your snoring I could sleep very nice…"
Alison pouted and squint her eyes. – "I don't snore that much…"
Emily teased. – "Well you say that because you can't hear you but believe me, it's surprising how those loud noises come from a tiny person as you…"
Alison rolled her eyes and pouted and Emily just chuckled, she found very cute the pout of the blonde…
(Alarm of a phone)
Alison. – "Damn, I'm gonna be late…"
Emily. – "Do you need to go somewhere?"
Alison nodded. – "Yeah… I've an appointment with the doctor for the procedure…"
Emily bitted her lower lip and asked with puppy eyes. – "Can I come with you?"
Alison raised an eye brow. – "Do you want to come?"
Emily smiled and nodded and Alison just chuckled as she found Emily's enthusiasm adorable…
Alison. – "Ok, if you want to…"
(In the office of Dr. Montgomery)
Alison was sitting, reading a fashion magazine as Emily was looking around, she was playing with her arms as she walked through the office of the doctor, she looks at all the baby pictures in the wall and Emily smiled, imagining that maybe her kid will be too in that wall… the brunette noticed a model of a baby in a womb on a table and touches it, Emily touched it and the baby fell out of the womb; she juggling caught the baby model and Alison just laughed as she saw Emily juggling… the doctor got in and smiled when she heard the laughs of the blonde…
Dr. Montgomery. – "It looks like someone is in good mood…" (She approached to Emily and placed the baby model gently back in the womb, she stretched her hand to the brunette and said) "Dr. Montgomery, nice to meet you and you're?"
Emily nervous smiled and shook the hand of the doctor. – "Emily… Emily Fields…"
Dr. Montgomery. – "Nice to meet you Emily…" (She walked and sat on her chair and said as she pointed out towards the two girl) "So you're trying to get pregnant so young huh?"
Emily blushed as she was sitting in the chair that was beside Alison and she was with the mouth open when Alison replied to the doctor…
Alison. – "Oh no, we're not together… she's just my friend that wanted to accompany me here…"
Emily let her body fall into the chair at one stroke and she just tried her best on hiding her disappointing… the blonde wasn't lying but it hurt to hear it aloud…
Dr. Montgomery. – "Oh ok… sorry if I assumed that you were a couple… anyway, let's start ok…"
The doctor started explaining the procedure to the girls; she talked about what to do before, of how Alison needed to start looking at her diet and about the possibilities that maybe in the 1st try there was the possibility to don't get pregnant…
Dr. Montgomery. – "I hope that now everything is clear… do you've any doubts?"
Alison shook her head. – "No, it's clear for me…"
Emily cleared her throat and the other two women looked at her…
Dr. Montgomery. – "Do you've any question Emily?"
Emily nodded and said with a shy voice. – "I… I…"
The brunette was having problems to speak out, she wasn't sure if it was her place to be there and the look of Alison wasn't helping at all…
Dr. Montgomery encouraged the girl to talk. – "Yes Emily… what do you want to say…? Don't worry; there are not stupid questions at all ok… feel free to speak…"
Emily took a deep breath and said with a shy voice. – "I…" (Deep breath) "I will like to know… if… if there are risks for Ali…" (She looked at the blonde and said with concern) "I mean… nothing bad will happen to her right?"
Dr. Montgomery and Alison smiled, looking of how Emily was overworked by concern for the blonde…
Dr. Montgomery. – "Well, any medical procedure has risks but I can't assure you that until now there is no reason to get worried, Alison's exams show that she's very healthy and there is no reason to be concerned… then when the pregnancy come, we will see how it comes but step by step ok…"
Emily nodded. – "Ok… but you will take care of her right? You will not let anything bad happening to her right?"
Alison felt something in her chest just by looking of how worried Emily was towards her; without thinking she grabbed Emily's hand and intertwined their fingers; Emily felt the squeeze on her hand and she looked down at it… she smiled and blushed looking at their hands intertwined, she was with her eyes glued to their hands until Alison started talking…
Alison said with a soft voice. – "Em, don't worry ok… I'm ok…"
Emily looked up and locked her eyes on Alison and she shyly smiled… the doctor looked at the two girl gaze… just looking at them, it was obvious that there was something else between them besides friendship… Dr. Montgomery cleared her throat and the girls came back to reality and with blush on their cheeks, they just separated their hands and crossed their arms… just avoiding eye-contact…
Dr. Montgomery said to herself. – "How cute…" (She looked at Emily and said to her) "Don't worry Emily, I'm a great doctor, the best and I can assure you that Alison's health is my priority…"
Emily felt better looking at the certitude of the doctor's words and they continued talking about the procedure…
Dr. Montgomery. – "So did you choose about the donor of eggs?"
Alison. – "Yeah… I think that for the eggs, I will go with 'donor 48'…"
Emily giggled and blushed like a teenage girl just by hearing Alison's words… it made her so happy how Alison was picking her for getting pregnant without even knowing it…
Dr. Montgomery. – "Are you sure? You still have time to decide if you want to…"
The blonde was going to reply but she just stood with the mouth open as the brunette was the one who spoke for her…
Emily. – "She already choose; no need to doubt about it; she said that it's the 'one' so you don't mess with the 'one', 'donor 48' it's the 'one' for Ali and there is nothing else to think about it! If she wants 'donor 48', she will get 'donor 48'!"
The other two women looked speechless of how the shy brunette that just minutes before was having problems to express herself, now, she was wildly defending Alison's choice, just like if her life was on it…
Dr. Montgomery. – "Ok, then… well I guess that now the only choice to do now, it's the sperm donor… let me look for the files and you can check on the catalogue of options ok…" (She stood up and said) "I will be back…"
The doctor left and Alison raised an eye brow, just looking at Emily and how overworked she was…
Alison patted Emily's arm and said. – "Em… are you ok?"
Emily said with a high tone of voice. – "Off course that I'm not ok! How she dares to question your choice?!"
Alison. – "Well, she was just asking… I think that it's her job to always ask if I'm sure about my choices…"
Emily took deep breaths and calmed down, she thought about it and she understood that maybe she overstepped a little, but to be honest, the idea of Alison having second thoughts; it was too much for her to handle…
Emily asked with fear. – "Do… do you've second thoughts about your choice? I mean… looking at the profile of the donor…" (She looked down and said with sadness) "Maybe there are better options for you than 'donor 48'…"
Emily was looking down, not able to see the blonde into the eyes, she felt her heart crushed just imaging that Alison would change her mind and pick someone else… someone better than her… she was imaging that when Alison spoke…
Alison. – "No… I know what I want and I want 'donor 48'…"
Emily immediately looked up and she shyly smiled to the blonde. – "Are you sure?!"
Alison nodded and smiled. – "I'm sure… I'm very confident about my choice and there is a good reason why I choose 'donor 48'…"
Emily got curious and asked. – "Really? And what is that reason…?"
Alison smirked. – "That's a secret I will never tell…"
Emily chuckled and she continued trying to get the information from the blonde but any effort was workless, if anyone was good on keeping secrets, it was Alison…
After the medical meeting, they went back to the hotel; they just made it in time for Emily's shift… After work, Emily decided to pass by to Alison's room; she was walking towards the elevators of the hotel when something from the gift shop of the hotel caught her attention…
(In Alison's hotel room)
(Knock knock)
Alison opened the door and she smiled when she noticed that Emily was there…
Alison. – "Hi Em…" (She looked at the gift bag and asked) "What is that?"
Emily smiled and she put her hands inside the bag, the smile of the brunette got bigger when she showed to the blonde a cute romper baby suit, the blonde took it into her hands and she mapped with her fingers the words that were embroidered: 'I love my mommy'; it was the cutest thing that Alison had ever seen and the most beautiful gesture that anyone else has done for her… she smiled with warm eyes… just glued her eyes on the baby clothes that she was grabbing…
Emily asked with a shy voice. – "Do you like it?"
Alison hugged the clothes, she gripped on it and she said with watery-eyes. – "I love it… thank you…"
Emily smiled and she just got into the room… once again, they called for room service and they were eating in the bed as Alison was looking at the catalog of sperm donors, Emily was trying to don't look too obvious but Alison noticed how badly Emily was also trying to see at it… Alison chuckled and she pulled from Emily's arm in order to get the girl closer; she leaned her head on Emily's shoulder and she placed the catalogue over Emily's lap… she started turning the pages and both girls were talking about the options…
Emily. – "Look this one said that he got in Yale and he did a PhD…"
Alison. – "And?"
Emily. – "Well, that means that he has smart genes… so that's a good thing…"
Alison smirked. – "I don't want to raise someone like 'Spencer'… not offense, but raising someone like Spence would be too much work for one person…"
Emily chuckled and she just shook her head. – "You don't have to do this alone you know…"
Alison. – "There is no one in the picture for me Em and I don't see anyone shipping for a pregnant girl with a bad temper as me…"
Emily chuckled. – "You don't have so bad temper" (She looked at the look that Alison was giving her and she rolled her eyes) "Well, yeah… you're not easy but I think that anyone would be lucky on having you…"
Alison. – "You're just saying that because you're too nice Em…"
Emily. – "It's not that… I'm serious Ali, you're a catch… a keeper and anyone with enough neurons can notice it…"
Alison blushed and she rubbed her head on Emily's shoulder, she was with a goofy smile on her face when she talked from the heart…
Alison. – "Do you want to know why I choose donor 48? I choose 'donor 48' because for some reason, when I read the profile of the donor, it made me remember you…"
Emily blushed. – "What?!"
Alison looked up and locked her look on Emily as she said with a smile. – "I know that it may sound stupid but I think that if the donor is someone like you… if my kid gets the luck of having genes like yours… then I think that I will be very happy… that my kid will be very happy and lucky…"
Emily blushed and she just smiled, with a big smile… she was too overwhelmed by Alison's confession; she looked at the blonde and for a fraction of second she thought about confessing too, about telling to the girl that she was actually 'donor 48'… but at the end, Emily didn't find the courage to confess and she just changed the subject of the conversation…
Emily pointed out on the catalog. – "Look, this has blue eyes like you…"
Alison. – "Yeah and?"
Emily. – "Well… I think that it would be nice that the baby would have something similar to you… like your eyes…" (She shyly mumbled) "You've beautiful eyes…"
Alison said as she approached her face to Emily, she was playing around when she said. – "Really, do you think that my eyes are beautiful?"
Emily. – "There are no more beautiful eyes than yours…"
Emily stared at her, entranced, she looked at her like no one else has ever looked at the blonde and Alison blushed, she blushed and tried to pull away shyly but she couldn't as Emily didn't let her… the brunette was completely entranced… hypnotized by those two sapphires… those blue eyes that were kryptonite for Emily…
The brunette has had been with a lot of girls: brunettes, blondes, red hair… yeah… she has had her way with a lot of girls with brown eyes, green eyes… blue eyes… but no one… no one had ever remotely captive her, charming her like Alison, no one… and just looking at those blue eyes… those sapphires of the blonde…. so close… so, so, so close… it made her lose her mind…
Emily was slowly approaching, their noses brushed and just seconds before their lips collapsed against each other; Emily snapped to reality before she could do anything further, she pulled away…
Emily blushed. – "Sorry I just…" (Sighs) "I think that I should leave…"
The brunette was trying to get out of the bed when suddenly, Alison pulled her from the arm, she pulled hard and without asking for permission, without warning; she pulled Emily's head towards her and kissed her… Emily blushed when she felt Alison's lips over her, she blushed but she smiled, she melted… Alison wasn't thinking, she just let her body moved by itself; acting by her own desire… a deep desire that she has always had… but she had never dare to admit it…
The blonde was a great kisser, it had been a while since she kissed someone in the lips, she doesn't remember when what was the last time that she ever kissed someone but even if it had been ages since she kissed someone… there was always something about kissing Emily… something special… something warm… something soft… something that felt like home…
The innocent kiss got deeper and deeper… each second more passionate, the blonde moaned when Emily did something into her mouth with her tongue and hearing the sexy moans of Alison, it just turned on the horny beast inside the brunette…
Before knowing it; Emily pushed Alison against the bed and she put herself on top, just deepening the kiss as much as she could… the blonde tangled her fingers on Emily's brown hair, she arched her body up, just feeling wet by whatever Emily's tongue was doing inside her mouth…
Alison was completely lost on that kiss and she wildly open her eyes bigger when she felt Emily's hands roaming between her thighs, roaming in direction of her wet spot between the legs… before Emily could feel how wet the blonde was getting just for her; Alison pushed her away and Emily looked confused of how the situation sifted from hot to cold…
Alison said as she was trying to recover her breath. – "You should go…"
Emily. – "What?!"
Alison avoided eye-contact and she said as she ran towards the bathroom to hide. – "Leave! Now! Please…"
The brunette stood speechless, she wasn't sure how everything happened; she waited for a moment… waiting that the blonde could get out of the bathroom but noticing that Alison was actually hiding inside the bathroom, Emily took it as a sign and left the room without saying good-bye… Alison heard the door and she shyly got outside… she was blushing… she was red and she took a long cold shower just to get over that intense make-out…
Overwhelmed by what just happened and what could happen with the brunette… Alison sent a text to her only confidant, her only friend in Rosewood…
(The next day in a coffee shop, close to the hotel)
Alison left very earlier the hotel, she was too nervous to see Emily and she wasn't sure of what to do or what to say after last night… she was playing with her fingers… just waiting with anxiety someone…
(In the hotel)
Emily didn't sleep too much, she stood almost all night thinking about Alison… about their kiss… about the fact that the blonde was going to get pregnant with Emily's eggs and after a lot of thinking, Emily slept a little and had a dream… a dream about her and Alison… about a baby… about the possibility of having a family with the blonde and that dream, it was all that Emily needed in order to look for the blonde… she ran towards the hotel as soon as she got up from bed and she knocked for a long time on Alison's door but without response, she just gave up and she asked for the blonde in the lobby, the staff informed her that Alison left very earlier and that she didn't say where or at what time she could be back…
Disappointed by the fact that Alison wasn't around, she decided to get a coffee from the coffee shop close to the hotel, before starting her shift…
(In a coffee shop, close to the hotel)
Alison was very nervous, she constantly ran a hand through her hair and she was over the edge until she saw a familiar face getting inside the shop…
Alison smiled, waved her hand and yelled. – "Elliot! Over here!"
It was in the moment that Elliot ran towards Alison and hugged her into the air when Emily came into the shop too; the brunette completely felt her heart getting broken, just by seeing the blonde, happily into the arms of a man… a tear appeared in Emily's face and she just left before anyone else could notice her…
Alison had already ordered two coffees for them and they were sitting when Elliot grabbed Alison's hand on his own…
Elliot smiled. – "I'm so happy that you text me to come! You've no idea of how many times I wanted to come here… to California…" (He looked around and he bit his lips as he said) "Look how gorgeous men, we have here! Oh look to that biceps over there…"
Alison chuckled. – "Elliot, stop it! You've a boyfriend, remember… I don't think that Marco will be please if he found out that his boyfriend is looking at other men…"
Elliot put a finger in his lips and said. – "Sshh… that could be a secret between you and me…"
Alison rolled her eyes and she just chuckled as she always found hilarious Elliot's behavior… it has been since Elliot became Cece's doctor that they started hanging around; they called themselves the younger version of 'Will & Grace'; always doing shopping together, gossip around, going to parties, getting into troubles… the blonde never thought that being friend with a gay man would be so fun, so great friendship… and now that she was having struggles with her own emotions, she couldn't think in someone else than Elliot to ask for an advise…
Elliot. – "So tell me honey, why the SOS?! Is there something wrong about you and the 'future mini you'?"
Alison chuckled. – "There will be not a mini mi… this baby will get nothing from me besides my love…"
Elliot touched his chest and said. – "Aww… so cheesy already…" (He waved his hand and said) "Well, glad to hear that everything is ok with you and the future baby… dying to see you pregnant, honey!" (He patted Alison's arm and said) "So tell me then… why I'm here?"
Alison took a deep breath and she shared with her friend everything that has happen between her and Emily… Elliot careful listen each word and he took his time to process it…
Alison raised an eye brow. – "So… what?! Are you serious not saying anything?!"
Elliot smirked. – "Honey, it's obvious that you don't want to hear what it's really happening here…"
Alison pouted. – "Don't be like that Elliot and just speak ok! I call you for a reason!"
Elliot patted the edge of the table and said. – "Ok…" (He waved his hands up and said) "Don't get upset with me ok… but…" (He approached towards the blonde and whispered into Alison's ear) "You're so into this Emily…"
Alison snapped. – "What?! No! I'm not gay…"
Elliot smirked. – "You mean 'lesbian'?"
Alison blushed and rolled her eyes… just avoiding eye-contact…
Elliot. – "Honey, honey, honey… you're still so into your cliché vision of the popular Queen Bee that you're so reluctant to accept the truth about your own feelings… honey, don't you find it ironic how a strong girl like you is so afraid of what people could say about her…?"
Alison looked down and gripped on her cup as she said. – "Shut up!"
Elliot put his hand on Alison's chin and forced her to look at him into the eyes. – "Honey, look at me and be honest at least be honest for once in your life… you've feeling for this girl and for what I know about you… for what you've told me over the years… I can tell you that you've been having feelings for this girl like… FOREVER! You just don't have the guts to admit it…"
Alison blushed and she just turned her head in other direction, avoiding eye-contact…
Alison mumbled. – "I'm not gay… I'm Alison DiLaurentis… I can't be gay!"
Elliot teased. – "Honey, who are you trying to convince…? Me or YOU?! Look, honey, I know what it feels… it's scary to speak out what you want, what you really like… people like us, we're just so worried about fitting up with the standards of our families that we let our own fears and pretensions rule our lives but you know what…?"
Alison turned her head in direction of Elliot and she looked at him into the eyes as he continued speaking…
Elliot sang to his friend. – "All you need is LOVE…"
Alison just blushed and chuckled as she was hearing her friend singing to her, their favorite song of the musical 'Moulin Rouge'…
Alison. – "Stop it Elliot, we're in public…"
Elliot sang louder. – "All you need is LOVE…"
Alison shook her head and said with sadness. – "She deserves better than me…"
Elliot stood up and he stretched his hand towards his friend as he sang. – "In the name of love… I'm asking you to get the girl…"
Alison shook her head and said with the arms crossed. – "You crazy fool; you've no idea what you're asking me to do…"
Elliot kneeled in front of his friend and he untangled Alison's arm and squeezed Alison's hands and put a soft kiss on them as he said to her…
Elliot. – "Don't… don't hide anymore… don't! You can't survive without sweet love… oh honey… love is like oxygen… don't be afraid…"
Alison took a deep breath and said with breaking voice. – "What if it's too late…? What if…?"
The blonde didn't finish her sentence as her friend put his finger on Alison's lips and stopped her on talking any more…
Elliot. – "Don't hesitate! Just jump! Just close your eyes and jump…"
Alison said with watery-eyes. – "I'm scared…"
Elliot squeezed Alison's hands and said with a smile. – "I know but you're not alone…"
Alison sighed deeply and said with a shaky voice. – "What if she doesn't feel the same…?"
Elliot. – "What if she does…?"
Alison looked down and bitted her lips, she playing with her fingers for a long moment and then after a deep breath; she stood up and nodded as she said.
Alison said with a shaky voice. – "Ok…"
Elliot stood up and said. – "Are you sure?!"
Alison shook her head. – "No… I mean… I'm still scared because I know what she makes me feel when she stares at me… when she kisses me…" (Sighs) "I know that I've been in so many fake relationships… always putting walls around my heart… and I know why… I always knew why… because I love her… I always did… I always will…" (Shy smile)
Elliot shook Alison's front the shoulders and said. – "So what are we waiting for! Let's get you the girl!"
Elliot paid for the coffees and pulled Alison from the arm and they left very fast…
(In the bar of the hotel at night)
Emily was sobbing, just mentally scolding herself for how stupid she was… how fool she was… once again… letting Alison crushing her heart… she was so lost on her own thoughts that she didn't noticed when a familiar face approached…
Paige. – "Emily?"
Emily. – "Paige?"
The girl sat in front of Emily and ordered a drink; they started talking…
(In Alison's room at night)
After passing the entire day with Elliot, shopping: flowers, the perfect dress… they got back to the hotel and Alison was looking very nervous as she was looking at her gorgeous new red dress…
Elliot softly put his hands on Alison's shoulders and he smiled to her as he said, both looking to their reflection on the mirror….
Elliot smiled. – "You look so stunning with that dress…"
Alison chuckled very nervous. – "I'm so scared Elliot… this is the 1st time that I will really expose my heart…"
Elliot put a soft kiss on Alison's head and said. – "I know honey… but you will see that it will be worthy..."
Alison took a deep breath and she finished her make-out, she put a little of perfume on her and she grabbed the bouquet of flowers that they bought for Emily and she ran out… towards the bar of the hotel… just running towards the brunette bartender that was working there…
(In the bar of the hotel at night)
Emily was on her break when Paige asked her to drink a glass of wine with her, Emily accepted it and they were drinking, laughing… remembering old times… before knowing one glass of wine… became two… three…
A little dizzy, Emily stood up and said. – "I should stop, my shift hasn't finished…"
Emily was trying to walk away, just trying to get again on a foot when Paige hugged her from the neck and kissed her… and it was in that moment… in that precise moment when Emily kissed back… that she kissed Paige deeply that a blonde appeared in the entrance of the bar…
Spotted, with a huge bouquet of red roses on her arms… with a gorgeous red dress… and with a tear running over her cheek… the Queen Bee of Rosewood… Alison DiLaurentis… losing something that no one knew she had to begin with… her heart…
The blonde looked down, she took a deep breath and with sobs and tears; she threw the roses on the floor and walked away…