-1" Sonny, what happened?" Carly asked her voice filled with concern.
" Um- Sam lost the baby and Jason's devastated." Sonny told her.
" No, No that cant be. Oh god no!" Carly told Sonny and then went into his warm embrace.
Sonny held her for a minute before he pulled away. He wiped the few falling tears from her eyes and then looked at her.
" Sonny, its not fair. Why them? They didn't deserve this. Wait a minute, does Sam know yet?" Carly asked.
" I know its not fair and no she doesn't know. Jason has to tell her that their baby is dead. How is he going to be able to tell his wife, the mother of his child that she is dead?"
" god sonny I don't know. She's going to be devastated." sonny and Carly go into another embrace and then they sit down.
---------------------------- Sam's room-------------------------
Jason stopped in front of her door and just looked in. she looked so peaceful and content. He smiled for a second and then the smile fell. He realized that in a matter of a few minutes her world is going to come crumbling down in front of her and he has to be the one to do it. He could have had one of the doctors tell her, but her decided to. He is her husband and its only right that this kind of news should come from him.
He walked in and sat down on the chair next to her bed. He grabbed her hand and gave it a kiss. She stirred slightly and then slowly her eyes fluttered open. She looked at Jason and she sat up in bed quickly panic written all over her face and fear in her eyes. Jason quickly got up and sat down next to her on the bed and grabbed her hand again.
" Jason, what happened?" Sam asked really confused.
" you had an accident. Your in the hospital so just relax." Jason told her and gave her hand a squeeze.
" oh my god, the baby. How's that baby?" she asked calming down a little bit.
He looked at her and realized that he couldn't do it. He couldn't tell her that the baby was gone, but he had to. Her eyes demanded it. He thought about how much its going to hurt her to find out. His heart was breaking just thinking about the pain she was going to feel.
" Um---Sam there was an accident--" Jason started but stopped and gripped her hand and gave it another little squeeze.
" Jason what --- what is it? What's wrong with the baby? What happened?"
" Sam there was an accident. You fell down the penthouse stairs and when I found you, I brought you here." he looked down at the bed spread and Sam could tell that something else was wrong, something he wasn't telling her.
" Jason what is it? Just tell me! What happened to the baby?"
Jason looked at her and then down at the bedspread and then back up at her with glassy eyes. Jason's grip on her hand immediately tightened and then she knew.
Sam had tears filling up in her eyes. She looked up at Jason, her eyes begging him to deny it, but they didn't. his gaze never left her and that's when she knew. She could feel the tears forming and she looked at Jason again.
She shook her head " NO!NO! NO! NO!" she screamed. Jason pulled her into an embrace and began stroking and rubbing her back." I am so sorry honey" he whispered in her ears over and over again while continuing to rub her back.
" why Jason ? Why?" she asked him, the tears flowing down her cheeks.
" I don't know. They did everything they could." he told her still rubbing her back.
It was quiet for a few minutes. The tears had actually stopped falling. Sam laid back on the bed, Jason was holding her hand. She had dozed off and he stayed watching her. All of a sudden she stirred awake. It took her a few seconds to realize this wasn't a dream, it was reality. No sooner had the tears started falling had he stood up and sat on the edge of the bed trying to wipe away her tears.
" what's wrong honey?" he asked quietly.
" I --uh---I --want my baby!" she cried into her hands. " I want my baby!"
Jason immediately scooted over and her pulled her into an embrace. " I know. I miss her too." Jason rubber her back and caressed her hair. Sam's whimpers had become full blown sobs. She was shaking so violently and he was getting worried. " I want my baby" she cried into his shoulder. He had tears falling down his cheeks. He wiped them away right before the doctor came in. they gave Sam some medication to help her sleep.
" I will be right out here if you need anything" he told her before she nodded and then fell asleep. He turned and walked out of her room and headed for the waiting room to see Sonny and Carly.
